Second marriage itch

Chapter 33 I Like To Be With You

My brain exploded.

He seemed to be so drunk that he lost his mind, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed me, and poured the strong smell of alcohol into my mouth.

His hands were cold, which brought me back to my senses in an instant, and I pushed him away desperately.

"Xue Duyun, don't do this!" My voice was tense.

But in the current situation, I don't dare to shout loudly, and I don't dare to shout loudly. It's me who is embarrassed when someone is called.

"Xue Duyun, you're drunk! Let me go!"

But his rationality has been completely burnt out, I was so anxious that tears rolled in my eyes, and I fell into despair in the futile struggle.

I don't know how long it took before he finally fell asleep beside me. In a daze, he pulled me into his arms from time to time, rubbing his head against the back of my neck, and murmured something in a low voice.

"Happy birthday!"

My originally scorching body felt as if a basin of cold water was suddenly poured on it, and it was cold from head to toe in an instant.

It's not my birthday today, so obviously this wasn't meant for me.

So he did all this to me without even knowing who I was?
It's hard to describe the feeling in my heart at this moment, apart from heartache, loss, and a little bit of sadness.

I don't know how long it took, and finally came the sound of even breathing from behind.

I moved his arm around me and walked out of the tent.

It was extremely quiet on the viewing platform, everyone was asleep, and snoring came from some tent.

I took Xue Duyun's car away and rode on the way I came.

I just learned to ride a bicycle, and I was a little scared to walk such a night road and go downhill again, but I was even more afraid that after Xue Duyun woke up, I didn't know how to face him.

I couldn’t see clearly on the road, the speed of the downhill was so fast, and the wind blinded my eyes that I had been crying for too long. I had an uncontrollable panic, and I was afraid that I would rush down the cliff, so I slammed on the brakes.

Probably because I braked too quickly, I fell out as soon as I stumbled.

Knees and arms grazed the ground and the car hit my leg as it fell.

I wanted to stand up but found that my ankle was sprained and I couldn't stand up at all.

Such a scene is so similar, it is also on the mountainside in the middle of the night, and it is also full of scars.

I seem to never be able to escape the teasing of fate. Every time I feel that happiness is approaching, reality will always give me a hard blow. Why?
I don't know how long I sat on the icy road, I saw a bright light appearing uphill, and a figure riding a bicycle rushed down.

It was far away and dark, but I recognized him as Xue Duyun.

I didn't expect him to wake up so early.

Xue Duyun saw me from afar and stopped the car with a creak beside me.

"Did you fall? Did you get hurt?" He asked very anxiously, the worry in his tone was obvious.

For some reason, my eye sockets became hot and sour all of a sudden.

He bent down, put one hand on my shoulder, and put one hand through my legs, trying to hug me, but I pushed him away silently.

He froze.

"Shen Yu, why are you running? Do you think I'm not responsible or that I can't take responsibility?"

I didn't look up, I don't know what his expression is at the moment, but I can hear his impatience.

"There is no need to take any responsibility. You were drunk. It was an accident. I'm not a big girl, so I have to hold you responsible."

I really didn't think about making him responsible for this mistake. The reason why I ran was that I didn't know how to face it. Now that I have faced it, I can only try to make myself look calm and indifferent.

Xue Duyun grabbed my shoulders and stared at me very seriously with his dark pupils.

"Remember what I said in the hospital that day?"

The sensitivity of a woman is sometimes beyond imagination. I seem to be able to guess what he wants to say, but I pretend not to know and don't say anything.

"He divorced you today, and I will marry you tomorrow." He repeated what he said that day.

"I usually don't quite remember the jokes."

Xue Duyun's voice was gloomy, "I'm not joking."

I smiled wryly and sighed, "Stop making trouble, Xue Duyun, we are all grown-ups, it's no big deal if you get drunk and make mistakes, I don't need you to take responsibility."

He grabbed my shoulder with a sudden force, which hurt me a little.

"I didn't marry you because I slept with you, and I was not joking in the hospital that day."

He spoke one word at a time, very slowly.

I finally looked up and stared at him very calmly, "Why?"

Xue Duyun let go of my hand, slowly sat down beside me, smoked a cigarette and lit it. Under the firelight, his brows were slightly frowned, and it was not difficult to see his irritability.

"My grandfather has terminal lymphoma. The doctor said he can live for at most two years. He wants to see me get married in his lifetime."

This is the first time he mentions his family. In fact, I really know very little about him, let alone his family situation.

"Xue Duyun, I'm married for the second time."

Xue Duyun chuckled suddenly, squinting at me with a cigarette in his mouth.

"What happened to the second marriage? Shen Yu, you have no confidence in yourself?"

Not only did I have no confidence in myself, I also lost confidence in my marriage.Because I was hurt too deeply, I now take every step very carefully, for fear of getting hurt again.

Moreover, who was the woman who called him Brother Yun on the phone that day?
When he hugged me earlier, who did he say "Happy Birthday" to?
"I think you should find someone you really like. Marriage is a lifetime thing, not a child's play." I said.

"I like being with you, and I just want to marry you." His words were straightforward and domineering.

Well, he was talking about liking being with me, not liking me.But I admit that my peaceful heart has been disturbed by him, but I am no longer the age of seventeen or eighteen who are easily deceived by sweet words.

"This liking is not love." I said.

Xue Duyun supported his forehead with his fingers holding the cigarette, and his expression could not hide a trace of exhaustion.

"Shen Yu, if you take everything too seriously, you will be very tired. There is a process from liking to loving. You won't believe me when I say I love you now, will you?"

I believe that like and love have a process. At that time, I also thought that Xue Duyun and I would go through such a process.

In fact, on the night we first met, I seemed to have been cut to pieces and died.It was Xue Duyun who took a long time to pick up my broken bones one by one, and put together a new me. I am very grateful.

But later I realized that in Xue Duyun's world, love is the most extravagant thing.

"I don't sleep in a good tent, but I have to sit here and blow the cold wind, do you think we are being mean?" Xue Duyun suddenly laughed at himself.

After that happened before, I can still sit here and chat peacefully with him now, which is really amazing when I think about it.

I said sullenly, "Who told you to chase after me? You can continue to sleep like nothing happened."

Xue Duyun stared at me for a while, then suddenly grabbed my hand and squeezed it very tightly.

"I'm afraid you won't think about it. I won't see you when you wake up, and you won't see your car when you come out. Thinking of your stinky riding skills, I'm afraid that I will go down the cliff to pick up your body."

His sudden hoarse voice was full of impatience born of worry.

For some reason, my tears rolled out in an instant.

I recalled that when he rushed down the uphill at a very fast speed, he might not have braked at all. I'm afraid he was really in a hurry at that time.

He threw away the cigarette, took off his coat and wrapped me up, held me in his arms, and wiped away my tears little by little, his movements were very gentle.

"Shen Yu, I slept with you because I wanted to marry you, not because I slept with you."

His words are too touching, but his earlier sentence "Happy Birthday" let me know that he has someone in his heart.

But I can't resist his tenderness and care.

"I'll take you to the hospital." He said suddenly.

I said no, but he still called the old Yang to pick us up.

After Lao Yang drove up, Xue Duyun threw the two cars into the trunk, then carried me into the car, and sat in the back seat with me. He kept holding me in his arms all the way, which made me feel I am cared for.

After going to the hospital to get medicine and bandages, he drove me home and carried me upstairs.

After putting me on the bed, he propped his hands on both sides of my body, staring at me with his deep eyes.

"Why?" I was staring furiously at him with strong eyes.

"Bring your household registration book and go to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow." His expression was very serious, not like he was joking.

I looked at him and pursed my lips without answering.

"Speak." He shook my arm.

I still kept my mouth shut, feeling extremely entangled in my heart.

I don't suffer from marrying him, but I know he has someone else in his heart.

I know I shouldn't expect to win his heart, but women are always greedy when it comes to feelings.

Suddenly a black shadow loomed in front of him. He was a man with superb kissing skills. This kind of kissing skills should be practiced after many battles, right?

Thinking of this, my heart was a little blocked, but I was still kissed by him so hard that I couldn't help myself.

He let go of my lips and smiled charmingly.

"So you like the way I use it?"

(End of this chapter)