Second marriage itch

Chapter 4 This Night I'm Desperate

After I went out, I couldn't find my way, so I could only run blindly along a field path in front of the door.

All I know is that I want to run away now, and stay far away from that demon.

I panicked, afraid that He Xu would come after me when he found out that I was gone.

Picking up the phone, I wanted to ask someone for help, but I didn't know who to call at this point, and the battery was almost dead, so I couldn't help but tangled up, and finally I had no choice but to call Li Luo.

The phone rang several times and answered, and the voice of best friend Li Luo sounded from the other end of the phone, as if she hadn't woken up.

"Little fish?"

"Luoluo, ah..."

The stalk was too narrow, and I accidentally slipped into the field and got covered in mud.

I got up from the field, dropped my shoes, and turned off my phone completely. I continued to run barefoot, and the warm blood flowed down my thighs, mixing with the mud on my legs.

After finally walking to the main road, passing by the farmhouse where I had dinner during the day, I finally found my way.

I ran out of the scenic spot, reached the national highway, and walked along the winding mountain road. I didn't dare to stop, and I lost consciousness in both legs.

On the winding asphalt road, my bloody footprints are all along the way, silently telling my tragic experience.

The wind in summer is hot, but I feel so cold, it's so cold from the inside out.

Finally stopped halfway up the mountain, I stared numbly at the boundless darkness at the bottom of the mountain, and fell into deep despair.

After two years of marriage, I haven't seen the people around me clearly. How blind, stupid, and failed am I?

Losing everything overnight, I really wanted to jump down and make it up, but I thought of my mother.

When my father died in a car accident, my mother became a vegetable. For so many years, she only had me. What would she do if she lost me again?
There is also that kind-hearted person named "Seagull". During the years when I was studying, he always supported me, and often encouraged me and enlightened me on QQ.He is one of the few warmths on my growth path.

If I just die like this, wouldn't I have let him down for so many years?I haven't had the chance to meet him, say thank you in person, and I don't even know his real name.

In life, there must be an end to kindness and hatred. In addition to unrequited favors, there are also unrequited vengeances.

Why is He Xu suddenly so inhuman?This account still has to be settled.

In the end, I didn't jump off.

Until many years later, I am very grateful that I chose reason and bravery at this moment.

If you don't die, you have to live well. I can't stay on the mountain forever, like a lonely ghost. I have to find a way to go back to the city. I have to accept and face the collapse of the sky and the earth overnight.

But in the middle of the night, there is no taxi at all on this mountainside.

On the contrary, there are small cars returning from the scenic spot in the middle of the night. Under the dazzling headlights, I can't hide my embarrassment.

I let go of all my self-esteem and waved to them. The people in the car glanced at me with surprised or mocking eyes, and drove away with the strong rhythm of rock and roll. No car was willing to stop just for the sake of it.

Perhaps in their eyes, I am like a beggar, a refugee, or a lunatic, ridiculous and unbearable.

After repeated disappointments, I made a risky decision.

I stood close to the mountain wall at the corner, and when I saw the light appear again, I rushed out without hesitation.

As long as I don't get killed, there is hope to be taken away!This is the only way I can think of.

(End of this chapter)