Second marriage itch

Chapter 58 I'm Not a Strange Man
"At that time, Du Yun should have loved her very much."

Such a simple sentence has already cracked my heart, and it is so painful that I can hardly breathe.

At this moment, my phone rang, it was Li Luo calling, I was a little disappointed.

She asked me where I was, I didn't tell the truth, just told her it was ok and told her not to worry.

After hanging up the phone, I stared at the phone in a daze.

I ran out, but Xue Duyun's call never came. Did he not figure out how to explain it, or was he just continuing to have fun without caring?

"What about Nanxi? Does she love him?"

Even though knowing the truth would be too much for me, I couldn't help but get to the bottom of it.

Xu Yafei held a cigarette in one hand and a can of beer in the other, and pulled it away with a bang. After taking a sip, he opened his mouth slowly.

"In my opinion, Nanxi's love is no less than Duyun's, but she is more inferior and not brave enough."

Inferiority, not brave enough, how much like me!

Probably no matter how good a woman is, she will feel inferior in front of Xue Duyun, right?What's more, I am such an ordinary second-married woman.

"Actually, before we got to know Nanxi, she was already a well-known bar singer. But ten years ago, nightclubs were quite chaotic. Female singers were at a disadvantage when singing in bars, and they were often molested by drunken guests, so this This kind of profession is usually looked down upon by others. Once, Duyun couldn't stand it, so he had a fight with a guest who molested Nanxi, and they got to know each other like this."

I think of the last violent incident in the blue sea and blue sky.

So at that time, Xue Duyun's anger was not only because he insulted Nanxi, but also because he molested Du Xin, reminding him of his past with Nanxi.

That relationship must be very unforgettable, so that after so many years, it will be easily affected by a similar scene.

"Duyun was admitted to the medical school with me at that time. He was actually forced. Because my grandfather is a doctor, I hope that the descendants of the following will also follow me to study medicine. I really like studying medicine, but in fact Duyun is right I don’t have much interest in studying medicine, but I am very interested in music, so I started a band in my spare time, and they insisted on dragging me in.”

I opened my mouth in surprise and stared at him, "So you are also a member of the Thorn Bird?"

Probably because I overreacted, Xu Yafei seemed a little embarrassed, flicked the cigarette ash, "Yes, I am a drummer and I also write lyrics."

"So you wrote the song "To Live"?"

Xu Yafei looked at me with a smile and nodded.

I have always had a special feeling for that song. It is a force on my growth path and has always encouraged me. Now the lyricist is sitting in front of me. I am both surprised and admired, and I have temporarily forgotten the previous song. unhappy.

"You know what? I've always loved this song, it feels like it was made just for me."

Xu Yafei took a puff of cigarette, looked over with a kind of warmth in his eyes, "I am very happy to be liked by others."

"But your temperament doesn't look like a drummer at all." I said bluntly.

Xu Yafei raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile, "Really? Then what instrument do you think is suitable for me?"

I thought about it carefully and said, "I think, you should be more suitable for violin, piano and so on. Drummer always gives me a very wild feeling."

"Wild?"

Xu Yafei was amused by this word, picked up the remaining half can of beer and drank it down in one gulp, his Adam's apple rolled continuously while swallowing, and after putting it down, he said, "Maybe I do have a wild side, but you haven't seen it yet."

I frowned, pictured his wild appearance when he played drums in my mind, and shook my head, "It's hard to imagine."

Xu Yafei chuckled, leaned forward, put his elbows on the table, and looked at me with interest.

"According to what you said, I chose the wrong hobby? Duyun plays the guitar very well. Do you think the guitar is suitable for him?"

Speaking of guitars, it's a bad memory.

The first time Xue Duyun shook his face in front of me, it was because of the guitar. Now that I think about it, it is not because of the guitar, but because of Nanxi.

My mood sank again, "I've never seen him play the guitar, and he said he couldn't."

Xu Yafei crushed out the cigarette butts in the ashtray, and sighed slightly, "After Nanxi passed away, Xue Duyun refused to pick up the guitar again, so the Thorn Bird disbanded."

So Xue Duyun has never let go of Nanxi.

He Xu said that because he slept with his woman, he also slept with his.But aren't Nanxi and Xue Duyun very much in love?How could it be?
"What's going on between Nanxi and He Xu? Why did she commit suicide?" I asked.

Xu Yafei shook his head, "Only Du Yun knew about this matter, but he has been refusing to say it, but he beat He Xu at school the day after Nanxi's accident. We speculate that Nanxi's death may have something to do with He Xu At that time, he was beaten very hard. If the other students had not called the leader, He Xu might have been beaten even worse. Due to the seriousness of the incident, Du Yun was expelled from the school."

Hearing this, I felt depressed, opened a can of beer again, and drank it all.When I put down the can, I found that Xu Yafei was staring at me with complicated emotions, as if he was looking at someone he had known before.

"Do you love him?" he asked me.

I also want to ask myself this question.

do i love himIf you don't love, it shouldn't hurt, right?But if love, when did it start?I do not know.

I didn't speak, but Xu Yafei seemed to know the answer, he smiled slightly, and played with the tab of a soda can with his fingers.

"Actually, Du Yun's expulsion from the school was exactly what he wanted. He was not interested in studying medicine in the first place."

"But he didn't continue to make music either," I said.

Xu Yafei re-opened a can of beer and drank it in no hurry. His arms were hanging on a chair next to him, and the line of his neck was beautiful.

I don't know how much he drinks, but it's true that his face turned red after drinking too much.

"Duyun is a very business-minded person, and he is also very successful now, so it may be right for him to choose the path of doing business."

What about dreams?I didn't ask.Perhaps all his dreams have gone with Nanxi!

When people are young, they often put their dreams in a very important position in their hearts, but the full of passion will always be slowly obliterated by time. When the thousand sails are exhausted, the impulse to fight for the dreams will never come back coming.

The current Xue Duyun is thousands of miles away from me, I should have seen it clearly long ago, and I shouldn't expect anything extravagantly.

I think I'm probably the saddest person in the world, why don't the people I meet treat me sincerely?

Later, I drank a lot of wine, Xu Yafei probably understood my suffering, so not only did he not persuade me, he even opened the beer for me.

When I couldn't even see Xu Yafei's face clearly, the people at the next table suddenly started arguing for some reason.After a while of arguing, they actually started to fight, and one of them smashed the wine bottle.

Since we were sitting relatively close together, when the wine bottle smashed on someone's head, a lot of glass shards splashed directly towards me. I blocked it in time, but unfortunately I was also stabbed in the face, and a lot fell off my body Glass slag.

Xu Yafei reacted quickly and pulled me up from the seat, away from the group of fighting people.

"Are you okay?" He frowned when he took away my hand covering my face.

"Am I disfigured?"

I was dizzy, my legs were weak and I couldn't stand still, and I was worried about my face.

He stared at me like he was trying to laugh.

"No, but there is glass shards on my body, I need to clean it up, don't move."

He helped me sit down on a chair beside him, then lowered his head, and picked up the glass shards stuck to my body one by one with his hands, on the arms, shoulders, and skirt, everywhere.Probably because he was afraid of hurting me, he moved very carefully.

I froze in embarrassment.

After cleaning up, he put his suit jacket on me and helped me go outside.

The store has been smashed into a mess, and when we walked out, the buzzing police cars came straight here.

Xu Yafei helped me to the side of the road and hailed a taxi.

After getting in the car, I leaned back in the chair without bones, and Xu Yafei followed closely and sat beside me.

"Where are you going?" the driver asked.

Xu Yafei looked at me and asked, "Where should I take you? Duyun's place?"

I shook my head, "No, not to his place."

Then I heard Xu Yafei say to the driver, "Dongshikou, Kuanzhai Alley."

When the car started, my head shook and I tried to turn my head to look at him.

"How do you know I live there?"

The light in the taxi was very dim, and I couldn't see clearly, so I vaguely felt that he was smiling.

"You told me."

"Is there?" I patted my head with the palm of my hand, but I can't recall such a thing at all.

He pinched my wrist to stop me from torturing myself, and said, "Yes."

After getting off the car, Xu Yafei helped me walk into the alley.

I don't know if it's my problem or the road's problem. I always feel like I'm stepping on cotton. If Xu Yafei hadn't supported me, I would have fallen to the ground long ago.

I knew I was really drunk, and I regretted it, because I was completely crippled when I was drunk.

Fortunately, Xu Yafei was there, and it was amazing that I could trust him so much when we met for the first time.

But I suddenly remembered what someone once said.

"Xue Duyun told me that women should not get drunk in front of strange men."

I don't know why, but I can remember what he said so clearly.

"I am not a strange man." Xu Yafei said.

Then I smirked, "I know, you are Xue Duyun's cousin."

Xu Yafei stopped suddenly, "Xiaoyu, you really don't remember me?"

(End of this chapter)