The guardian of the king of hero league

Chapter 9 Pupation into Butterfly
While running, Lin Fan thought, this is how normal people feel.

The emotions accumulated in my heart for many years seemed to melt away in sweat, the steps under my feet became more and more steady, and the thoughts in my mind became more and more clear.

Maybe this is how a boy grows into a man, he thought.Before I knew it, I had barely adapted to this body, like being reborn, everything seemed so clear.Cross Street is not far away, and it will be there soon.Standing in the garden in the middle of the street, Lin Fan looked at the streets passing through this concrete forest and the people passing by, only then did he realize that he had never left this world.

After a long time, Lin Fan came back to his senses and hurried to Wuxin Internet Cafe.

"I'm back, how do you feel?" Mr. Luo said while smoking a cigarette without looking at Lin Fan.

Lin Fan was depressed for a while, this old man didn't play his cards according to the routine at all, and he didn't even know his identity.However, under the watchful eyes of his mother, he answered honestly: "Very good, I feel very good."

"Oh." Old Luo replied simply, staring at the screen intently.

Oh what the hell!Is there no text here?Is there a mistake, how can I answer this, hello!Ten thousand creatures called alpacas galloped past Lin Fan's heart.

He wanted to know what Lao Luo was looking at so intently, so he turned his body slightly to the side. It was okay if he didn't look at it, but he was shocked when he saw it!

On the screen, a girl with twin ponytails and a maid outfit was dancing!
House dance! ! !

your sister!What the hell is a house dance!No matter how you look at this old man, he doesn't look like the grade who watched the house dance!The point is, is it really okay for you old man to watch the house dance in front of the juniors so aboveboard?
"That." Lin Fan forcibly suppressed the hundred thousand whys in his heart, and was about to say something!
"Hold on, wait a minute." Mr. Luo seemed to be paying attention to something, his eyes fixed on the screen.He kept muttering in his mouth: "Hurry up!"

"1 minutes 34 seconds."

"35 seconds."

"36 seconds."

"37 seconds."

"It's now! Pause!" Following Luo Lao's voice, the picture on the screen froze, and then Luo Lao looked at the picture blankly, and wailed: "Hold a grass, safety pants!"

Lin Fan's face was full of black lines, a million alpacas galloped by in his heart, he walked towards his mother silently, pushed his mother's wheelchair and went out, and said in his mouth: "Mom, let's go, this place is probably abnormal human beings. Research center, I'm afraid of contagion."

At this moment, Lao Luo said leisurely: "Oh, young man, I have no patience at all. Do you know why I did this?"

"I don't know, and I don't want to know, Mr. Luo, take care, my mother and I will leave first."

"You know what a fart! I'm practicing hand speed and accuracy, as well as anticipation." Luo Lao quickly explained, thinking that if this kid runs away, that person will definitely not let him go, so let's bear with it.

"Come on, look at your wretched look just now, and the look of annoyance that you want to kill after seeing the safety pants, I know you are lying." Lin Fan expressed deep contempt, extremely contempt.

Luo Lao was embarrassed for a moment, it seemed that he couldn't hide it anymore, he could only stand on the moral high ground and suppress it, so the next scene happened.
"Wait, boy, is it against the law to watch house dances? Who stipulated that old men can't watch house dances? Who stipulated that old men can't be nerds? That's right, old man, I am an otaku, and I love watching house dances. What do I love? What the hell. I said you are a brat, you are unkind, unrighteous, and unfilial. You are not benevolent because you see the old man and I watch the house dance, and you actually criticize it. Do you not allow others to like house dancing? What is the reason for this? Being unfilial is because the old man said that he can cure Xiao Nianjun’s illness, so you just take the little girl away. She is your mother, and you are unfilial if you don’t want her to recover .Then you go, don’t send it off.”

Lin Fan froze on the spot, this old man is simply the best, the key point is that he was defenseless when the shit pot came over.

"Okay, you won." It was mainly the last sentence, I really hoped that my mother's leg could be healed, and judging from her mother's attitude towards this old man, she should be trustworthy.And when he said he was leaving, he was just scaring the old man. He always felt that the old man had a mysterious background, and Xiao Xu, whom he hadn't seen for many years, suddenly appeared. People, so I didn't think too much about it, just be yourself.

"Boy, let me ask you, have you thought about what to do in the future?" Old Luo suddenly became serious.

Lin Fan was taken aback for a moment. He didn't understand why Mr. Luo asked such a question, but he still answered seriously: "Thought about it, I came to Shanghai to treat my mother's illness. I have paid some money from part-time jobs in the past few years. I originally wanted to wait for my mother to be discharged from the hospital." Just go back to my hometown, open a grocery store, get married and have children. But..." Lin Fan looked at his mother, Liu Nianjun knew what his child meant, and his words should have played a role, so he nodded to Lin Fan, encouraging him go on.

"But, but I don't accept it!"

"Oh interesting, could it be about my grandson?"

"Yes, I think you know that too."

"Well, Xiaoxu said something, but I want to hear your own version, after all, you are the one involved." Luo Lao suppressed his pipe, leaned back on the sofa and said.Lin Fan didn't think too much, but narrated what happened three years ago to Mr. Luo.

"So it's like this, so you don't accept it? Is there nothing else?"

"Yes! E-sports has always been my dream, and it is the motivation that helped me through the most difficult years. I can't forgive what they have done! Since then, I have actually been paying attention to the game, and Korean players are getting more and more powerful. They are stronger and more arrogant, I can't let them go on like this! And I don't want to just give up like this." Lin Fan had a lot of things to say in his heart, but he still didn't say them in the end.And Luo Lao saw it.

The whole box fell into silence, Mr. Luo lit his cigarette again, while Liu Nianjun looked at his child, Lin Fan recalled the past three years ago again.I left home and went to play professionally without authorization, and my mother at home was sick from work alone, and could I get the trophy of being the number one in the world.All this haunted him like a nightmare.

Only later did he discover that the only one who never gave up on him was his mother.His mother silently supported him when he was chasing his dream, even though he was sick in bed, he still thought about himself and encouraged him constantly.For a mother, she is her world, but she is her own world.
The more Lin Fan thought about it, the heavier his heart became, he didn't dare to look up at his mother.

For a long time, for a long time.

Luo Lao broke the silence: "Let me tell you a story about a butterfly. My story may be different."

"A caterpillar, it lives in a forest. One day, it witnessed its brother being eaten by a bird. It had to tremble in a corner. So it thought, if it becomes like a bird, it will If it flies, it may be able to avenge its brother. So it went through hardships, and finally learned how to transform into a butterfly, and after a painful transformation, it finally became a butterfly. But it sadly found that even if it has already learned Flying, still unable to fight against the powerful bird. In the end, it was overwhelmed and was eaten by the bird! Hahaha!"

Hearing this, Lin Fan slapped his head and said, "Oh! I understand! Mr. Luo means that many things have to be chosen in the right direction. If the direction is wrong at the beginning, then the final result is not what you want, right? ?”

"No, what I mean is, the butterfly is only one SB, and it doesn't know how much it is capable of. So it gave up as soon as possible."

"Forehead"

"However, who knows what they are before they are born?"

"Old Luo, I don't understand." Lin Fan said seriously.

"No matter what, a person has to go through the process of growing up. Most people are born-growth-rebellious-obedient. From here, differences begin to appear. Some people will always be obedient, and eventually achieve nothing. A dream that is ruthlessly abandoned; some people will resist, but in the end they cannot resist the mercy of fate, but these people can proudly say that I have experienced it; Overshadowed by the brilliance of success, these wounded people finally uttered a word, that is plain and true."

"So, you are now blindly obeying your own failure, and you are constantly looking for a gorgeous excuse for your failure. What you should do is to chase that dream of turning into a butterfly, no matter how stupid the dream is, no matter how successful you are after chasing others. I will call you SB, but as long as you know that all of this is your own will, then there is nothing wrong!"

"It's like the butterfly in the story, in my opinion, it is a SB, but 'Zifeiyu, An Zhiyu's joy', how do you know it is not happy? Didn’t someone say it? Don’t be laughed at Dreams cannot be called dreams. If everyone is like on a talent show, and my dream is to sing, then there is no meaning in this world. So, you have to figure out whether your dream is e-sports or something else What, maybe it is a certain kind of fun that e-sports brings to you, or a certain emotion that e-sports brings to you, all of which have to be experienced by yourself.”

"Come back to me when you've made up your mind. Don't worry, do you understand? Come on, Xiao Nianjun, I will arrange a place to stay. It's in the backyard of this Internet cafe. It was just renovated yesterday, and you can live in it today. Do you want to live here?" It’s okay to take care of Xiao Nianjun there. Anyway, the club will eventually be located there.”

At this moment, Lin Fan's mother said: "Xiao Fan, no matter what you want to do, as long as you don't break the law, your mother will support you. Also, Xiaoxu is a good girl, you have to work hard."

(End of this chapter)