Grab a red envelope to farm

Chapter 183 Great Temperament Change
"But after meeting you, I found that things seem to have changed." Just when Secretary Wang felt extremely distressed, Li Nan's words made her freeze on the spot, looking at her in disbelief.

In fact, Li Nan thought that he would no longer trust anyone as he imagined, and would always live in his own world, not daring to contact outsiders, and would no longer trust anyone.

Unexpectedly, the appearance of Secretary Wang changed everything.

Because she loves her job very much, Li Nan is very strict about punishing mistakes in her work. This is one of the reasons why many people can't insist on resigning, saying that she is unkind and ignorant of the world.

Because of this reason, Li Nan couldn't recruit assistants for a long time, and she did many things by herself, which is not a good thing for a well-known designer.

For this reason, she felt sad for a while, just like her parents once abandoned her, now she is abandoned by the whole world.Even though her work has been recognized by many people, those who know her past will look at her with pity, but no one has extended a helping hand to her.

Even if it's just to give her a hand.

Later, by chance, someone told her that there was a kind-hearted girl on her side who was looking for an assistant job, and when she wanted to give it a try, she unexpectedly agreed.

Obviously, those so-called kind-hearted people before completely disregarded their own feelings, just blindly and selfishly protecting their own interests, and never considered her thoughts at all.

Just give it a try.

Li Nan, who was thinking this way, saw Wang Xiaoya, who is now Secretary Wang, the next day.In fact, when Li Nan saw this name for the first time, she wanted to laugh a little, although she didn't even understand why she wanted to laugh.Obviously, I have seen many more interesting names than this before.

After some inquiries, this Wang Xiaoya unexpectedly satisfied her in all aspects. No matter in terms of personality or professional knowledge, she could undoubtedly help her career.She still remembers that when she told her that she was hired, her sparkling eyes were a kind of beauty without any impurities.Try it one last time.Thinking so, Li Nan took her hand.

Afterwards, they started their lives as designers and assistants. In the beginning, the two naturally got along with each other. This Wang Xiaoya was also obedient. No matter what Li Nan said, she looked at her with a smiling face and did not refute at all.

This once made Li Nan feel that this person has some mental problems, and he doesn't cry at all.

The only time I saw her cry was also the time that touched her deeply.

When Li Nan was working, he had a habit. When he received a job, he would first take Secretary Wang to visit the site, conduct a field inspection, and decide how to design it.Secretary Wang stood aside to help her record her thoughts.

After the scouting is over, return to the studio to start analysis and agree on the final plan.

This process is likely to last for a long time, and Li Nan often does not sleep until he is satisfied with the design draft before giving up.And that's when things happened.

One job at a time was very heavy, but Secretary Wang had something to do in those few days and couldn't take care of her.Li Nan thought he could finish it, so he ran around to investigate.After returning to the studio after a lot of busy work, Li Nan was very uncomfortable looking at the somewhat messy sketches, so he continued to complete the next step without taking a break.

However, because there were too many details to be confirmed, Li Nan was busy for two days before giving up.

How could Li Nan, who was already weak, withstand such continuous high-intensity work? After he breathed a sigh of relief, he fainted on the bed, unconscious.Fortunately, Secretary Wang suddenly felt his eyelids twitching that day and ran back early.

Then I found Li Nan fainted on the bed.

In a daze, Li Nan could only see the anxious expression on Secretary Wang's face. From then on, she suddenly felt a warm current in her heart, making her want to immerse herself in such warmth and refuse to leave.

Maybe it's just a dream, obviously no one cares about it.One second before losing consciousness, Li Nan thought so.

When she woke up again, it was already unknown how long it had been.Li Nan moved her fingers with difficulty, and was immediately sensed by Secretary Wang who was lying beside the bed. She quickly stood up and asked what she needed.Seeing her attentive and anxious appearance, Li Nan suddenly felt a sore nose.

"water……"

Li Nan's weak voice was accurately captured by Secretary Wang, and she ran to fetch water for her in a hurry.Li Nan lying on the bed began to think about one thing for the first time, whether this silly girl is really different from others.

Naturally, after this, Li Nan was talked about by Secretary Wang for a long time.For a long time, she didn't allow Li Nan to take on heavy tasks with his body.

Since then, their relationship seems to have improved a lot. Whenever Secretary Wang made a mistake, Li Nan no longer scolded him severely, but patiently explained the reason; the two of them always spent their annual birthday together.

Things seem to be getting better at this point.But what happened after that, none of them thought of it.Li Nan's condition worsened, and it also started from this.

"Yeah, it was after that that your temperament changed drastically and you started to escape from reality." Secretary Wang smiled wryly, and said the next words for Li Nan.

Just when the two cooperated more tacitly and Li Nan's workplace became smoother and smoother, an unbelievable thing happened.

Because of his reputation, designers often ask Li Nan to go out to discuss inspirations. Li Nan, who loves design, never refuses such things.Therefore, although she is called the beauty of ice and snow, the designers who share resources with her know that she is actually a very good person.

On this day, a person who claimed to be a designer said that he wanted to ask Li Nan to share design resources with him. Li Nan, who was just in the period of exhaustion of inspiration, naturally agreed and went by himself.

Li Nan still remembered that he was a man with an obscene appearance. If he had to say it, he might not be a good man at first glance.But Li Nan will never look down on a person because of his appearance, so she is very happy when someone asks her to discuss work.

At the beginning, the man showed admiration for her and said that he liked her design for a long time, so he asked her out specially.Without thinking too much, Li Nan asked about his design for a certain issue.

As a result, the man hesitated for a long time without saying anything, and Li Nan began to realize that something was wrong.But after thinking about it, by that time, a lot of finished products have been designed, and it is normal not to remember a certain issue.

But the more we talked, the more Li Nan discovered something unusual.

Not to mention that the person who always worshiped his own design did not know his own design style, even when he mentioned technical terms, he did not show a particularly strong interest, and he did not know much about some extremely professional terms.

"Who the hell are you?" Finally, after making sure that this person did not come to share resources, Li Nan asked, but this was also the beginning of her nightmare.

"Don't pretend, Li Nan, to be honest, I am also from the Kite Village. Do you remember the Kite Village? I believe you must remember, after all, it was when your mother killed your father." Stopped, the man simply showed a hideous side.

The moment someone pierced through the deepest fear in her heart, Li Nan felt as if she had fallen into a cold cellar, and the bone-piercing cold wind blew past her, cutting her face with pain.

She really didn't understand why she was found by someone with malicious intentions even thousands of kilometers away from her hometown, and she tore the wound that had scabbed so hard to bloody again.

"Let me tell you the truth, I only came here for one purpose this time, to disappear in the design world. Do you know that because of you, no one reads my design drafts. You are a psychopath, but you will also Someone is chasing after your design, it really makes people laugh out loud. Crazy!"

"Crack!" There was a loud noise, and the customers in the cafe were stunned. Looking in the direction of the sound, they found a man with blood on his head, and a cute girl standing next to him, holding a broken coffee mug.

Yes, in the end Li Nan still couldn't hold back the urge to surge out of his heart.In fact, when the man told her story, she trembled all over, but her hand involuntarily stretched out to the coffee cup on the table.

Knowing what would happen if she couldn't control herself, Li Nan had tried her best to suppress herself.But that person didn't realize it, and instead kept pouring salt on her wounds.In the end, such a scene was created.

There was no surprise at all, because the forensic doctor determined that Li Nan was in the onset of the disease at that time, so she was exempted from relevant responsibilities, and just paid some compensation and let it go.But this is the real blow to Li Nan himself.

Because she understands what it feels like to be hurt, she always avoids every opportunity to hurt others.Ever since she knew that she would do things out of control under extreme emotions, Li Nan has been trying her best to suppress her emotions.

It doesn't matter if you become emotionless because of it, as long as you don't hurt others.

But even so, in the end she hurt someone.

It was from then on that Li Nan denied himself frantically and began to escape from reality.During this period, Secretary Wang tried to dissuade him many times, but there was nothing he could do.Even taking her to see a psychiatrist was very conflicting.

Secretary Wang tried various methods but none of them worked, so he could only look at Li Nan who was tormenting him distressedly, there was nothing he could do.

For Li Nan, maybe she just wanted to find a way to live a more comfortable life.Even if this method seems a bit hacky.

(End of this chapter)