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Chapter 184 Awakened
Li Nan, who tried her best to suppress herself, began to pretend that she was a cute little girl. She was very girlish in all aspects of her clothes. Now that she changed her personality, she might be more likable.

People who were not familiar with her character before fell in love with her immediately after seeing her appearance, and all left after seeing her character clearly.It is because I don't want to experience such pain again, and I don't want to be stimulated any more.Li Nan began to change all his behaviors.

There was no place for her in the county where she was staying before, and as soon as her name was mentioned, everyone knew that she was the person whose biological father was killed by his biological mother and who was also mentally ill.

No one sympathized with her, everyone looked at her with monster-like eyes and laughed at her.Some children even threw pebbles at her after seeing her, saying something to keep the monster away from them.

It is conceivable how helpless Li Nan must have been when he was treated like this at a young age.

Later, she moved away from here and found a place where she didn't know herself. After all, what happened to her was a disgrace to the county at that time, so the county had already blocked all news, which made it easier for her to find a new home. place.

If the news really spread all over the country, then this small, seemingly strong but fragile girl really doesn't know where to go.It just corresponds to the sentence: the world is so big, but there is no place for oneself, how miserable it is.

After suppressing her character, Li Nan is very popular in this new place, because of her cute appearance and conversation, people take good care of this talented girl, and feel the warmth from this world, Li Nan feels that even if it continues like this It doesn't matter, as long as others are not afraid of her, it doesn't matter even so.

It's just that in the dead of night, the corners of her moist eyes betrayed her.

If things go on like this, Li Nan has formed a dual personality, and her cute side appears more in front of people. Her nature is suppressed in her body, and she can even clearly know what this cute self is doing, but she I feel that as long as people can like her, then this is a good result.

So for a long period of time, she will always appear cute. Only when it comes to work, the cuteness will recede, and she will handle it by herself.That's why the scene that Zhang Feng and the others saw at that time was caused.

Now being teased by Zhang Feng like this, Li Nan's cute side has already fallen asleep, or maybe it will never appear in the future.If you ask Li Nan how she feels now, she should thank Zhang Feng.At least from now on, she will not hurt others easily.On the cute side, there is a fatal flaw, that is, once she is stimulated by anything, she will do things beyond her own control.

But with such a cute face, even if she did such a thing, people would still be willing to forgive her, which caused Li Nan to be immersed in it for a while and couldn't extricate herself.Zhang Feng woke her up again this time, which also made her finally understand one thing.

If a person really likes himself, he will not hate himself because of his special personality.On the contrary, they will be tolerant and understanding, just like Secretary Wang.

Speaking of Zhang Feng, Li Nan didn't know how to face him.Because the cute side of him actually fell in love with him, that's why he did that kind of thing to Li Xuefang.She herself didn't have a good impression of people like Zhang Feng, but she didn't feel it. Under the influence of the other side, she still felt a little throbbing when she thought of him.

Clenching his fists, Li Nan suddenly remembered what Zhang Feng had done to him in his memories before, and a burst of anger surged into his heart.

Although she knew that he was doing it for her own good, compared to letting her relive what she had experienced before, the seemingly real happy ending was more fatal to her.That's why she attacked Zhang Feng after she regained consciousness.

It wasn't that he wanted to put him to death, but the spirit instinctively punished him as he should.If possible, Li Nan still doesn't want to cooperate with Zhang Feng anymore. Such a person who can spy on her heart and memories is a terrible person to her.

Rubbing her swollen head, Li Nan closed her eyes, ready to take a rest.

To her, the experience of these few days seemed to have passed a century.The feeling of taking out the things that hurt her severely before and going through it again, just like experiencing it personally, consumed too much of her energy.So before she woke up for a long time, she was sleepy again.

"By the way, I remember if I went to the Xiushui Village that Zhang Feng mentioned before for a field trip?" Li Nan, who was just about to take a break, suddenly remembered Zhang Feng's request, and immediately asked Secretary Wang to share the inspection materials. Take it and see for yourself.

"You're too tired, take a break and watch it tomorrow. Anyway, you're not in a hurry." Secretary Wang stood aside and looked at Li Nan's haggard face, feeling distressed.Anyway, Zhang Feng's affairs are not in a hurry, she doesn't need to fight like this.

Li Nan waved his hand, indicating that he was fine: "Now that I think about it, let me take a look. I remember that I followed it when I saw the overview. Is the terrain of Xiushui Village very conducive to the design?"

Secretary Wang handed Li Nan the notes she had made before and asked her to take a look.After reading it, she must have understood why she insisted on continuing.

"This is?" Li Nan who got the information was a little unbelievable. She had never encountered such a unique terrain after designing these years.Now, she finally understood.

"At that time, Zhang Feng just brought a rough hand-drawn map. I have been with you for so many years, and I can sort it out. Immediately, I think this should be the kind of terrain you want, so I followed it. During the inspection, you also I made a rough design idea, but I think it’s better to be more cautious, after all, if such a good terrain is designed casually, it’s not like your style.”

After thinking about it for a long time, she realized that Li Nan had lost her voice. Looking over, she realized that Li Nan had already been immersed in the process of analysis and thinking, so much so that she had forgotten her own existence.

Shaking her head with a wry smile, Secretary Wang adjusted the bedside lamp to a soft light, and sat quietly watching her write and draw on the paper.

That focused look reminded her of how she looked when she first met her. It was because of this look that she felt that Li Nan would definitely shine in the future, so she followed her.

"This place is not bad. It looks like an ordinary terrain, but it is very distinctive. As long as it is designed a little bit, it must be a good scenic spot." Li Nan said while researching.So far, she felt that the list was not bad.She was a little reluctant to design for Zhang Feng before, but after all, she has already signed the contract. If she breaks the contract at this time, it will obviously affect her reputation.

Now it seems that even if Zhang Feng doesn't let her design, she will probably be humble for this rare and excellent terrain, as long as she is allowed to design.

"It's fine if you think it's good. I thought you'd like it." Secretary Wang knew that Li Nan had an occupational disease, and when he saw a good terrain, he couldn't help but want to pounce on it and design it himself.Now it seems that this list is right, no matter what she has experienced before, as long as she can have such a job to divert her attention, she will still be the invincible Li Nan.

Glancing at her watch, Secretary Wang found that it was time for lunch. Thinking that Li Nan hadn't eaten anything these days, she stood up and walked towards the kitchen to prepare some nutritious food to recuperate her body.

As for Li Nan, I'm afraid she won't be able to get out of this state for a while, so let her do it, as long as she can be happy.

In this way, two people were busy in two different rooms, just like before.

If you want to thank Zhang Feng, Secretary Wang may want to thank him more than Li Nan.When Li Nan suddenly changed her style before, she was by her side and witnessed her pain with her own eyes.

The feeling of being able to do nothing but watch, I'm afraid no one knows better than her.It is a bad idea for Li Nan to deliberately avoid the facts and change her personality, and Secretary Wang can't think of a better way to help her.

One can imagine the exhaustion of living blindly in the midst of other people's comments. Moreover, Li Nan is a little girl with a delicate mind and sensitive emotions. She is treated with such malicious behavior and words, and she has nothing to say , that must be a lie.

Although she knew that that lovely girl might never come back again, it should be a good thing for her to think that Li Nan would no longer have to suppress herself.What I can do is to stand by her side when she needs care the most, just like they used to do.

About an hour later, Secretary Wang had prepared all of Li Nan's favorite dishes, and when he brought them into the room, he found that the little man had already fallen asleep leaning against the bed.

"I'll just tell you to take a break first, so how can your body take it?" Putting down the meal, Secretary Wang put the things in her hands back on the table.Pulling the broken hair on Li Nan's forehead aside, Secretary Wang caressed her face and smiled, covered her with the quilt and left the room.

Anyway, there is no rush at this moment, let her have a good rest.

I don't know how long it took, Li Nan woke up, and after stretching, she remembered that she was planning to design the terrain of Xiushui Village, but she felt sleepy halfway through, and when she opened her eyes again By then, it was already afternoon.

How long has it been since he had such a good rest, Li Nan himself can't remember.Looking at the cold food on the table, she showed a long-lost smile, got out of bed, picked up the rice, and chewed carefully mouthful by mouthful.

Still the same taste, still the same her favorite dish, Li Nan felt that she was finally back.

(End of this chapter)