Always getting over you

Ruan Tianling hugged her and said, "I am also dizzy, and leukemia is not cured, as long as I find bone marrow, I can cure it. I just couldn't accept it at first, and I lost my mind. Sorry, you are ill, I didn't comfort you, but instead let you comfort me. "

"I was not rational when I first knew it. I've been cool down for two days, you've done better than me. "

Ruan Tianling eyes dark: "why not tell me, why to carry a person?"

"You are working, I don't want to disturb you. And I'm afraid you can't accept it. "

Ruan Tianling understood her mood, he stroked her face and said, "fortunately you have not chosen to leave me."

Jiang Yufei's heart clattered.

Ruan Tianling kissed her mouth and said, "if you leave me for this, I will be more painful."

“…… In fact, I had such an idea. "

"No such idea!" Ruan Tianling loudly stressed, "if you are ill, I am not by your side, if I know the truth that day, I will go mad."

But she died, he would be crazy.

Ruan Tianling was afraid that she had that idea again. He tried to say, "Yufei, no matter how your condition is, I will accept it. I will be calm and I will accompany you through the sad time. You don't worry about me leaving me if I can't accept it, you know? "

"Jiang Yufei nodded," I have told you now, I can't go. "

"Yes, you don't want to leave me!"

"Ruan Tianling, if my illness, can not be treated how to do?" Jiang Yufei asked tentatively.

Ruan Tianling has tight pupils. "Don't think about these impossible things in the future. I said, your illness will be cured! As long as we find the matching bone marrow, we can cure it. So many people around the world, I am looking for one by one, and I can find the bone marrow that matches you. "

"I mean if..."

Ruan Tianling's eyes suddenly swept a bit of grumpy gas: "no if!"

Jiang Yufei was trembling in his heart, and he could not accept what she would die

What to do, she will surely die, what should he do then?

"Ruan Tianling, are you afraid?" She asked suddenly.

Ruan Tianling was stunned, and then he held her tightly and pressed her head in his arms, so that she could not see his expression.

"I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid of anything as long as I'm with you, so don't be afraid."

“…… OK. "

"Yufei, you will be fine, believe me." He kissed her forehead and emphasized again.

"Well." Jiang Yufei disobeyed his promise.

Because she knows, she can't be ok

But she would pretend to believe that her illness would be cured, and she would cooperate with Ruan Tianling's mood.

Two years, she thought, was enough for him to accept the reality.

It was only at the beginning that he had not been buffered and adapted, so he could not let him know what she was not well treated.

He will not lose control if he knows it later.

Jiang Yufei is sincere hope, Ruan Tianling can love her a little less, can accept the reality as soon as possible.

In that case, he would be much less hurt.

Jiang Yufei thought about his own heart, Ruan Tianling also thought about his heart.

His eyes were dim, painful and empty.

In fact, he can not calm down at all, and is not sure whether she can cure her illness.

All his calm was just his act, because he was her spiritual pillar, and anyone could fall, that is, he could not.