Always getting over you

Moran looked down at the little finger of her left hand and did not go on.

"Don't say anything else, just the number of times you smoke me. Do you know how many times?"

“……”

"A thousand, ten thousand? Do you know? " She looked at him faintly.

"Every time you do that to me, I think, why don't you kill me at one time? If I die, I don't have to worry every day. Do you know what day I live every day? Fear, humble, a little bit of wind and grass, I will be afraid of shaking. Every time I hear the sound of a car, I'm afraid you're back. When I hear the servant say you are back, I wish I could disappear completely. Do you know what made me resist you

Qi Ruigang's stomach was tumbling. He felt that he was going to vomit.

"Stop it..." He spoke with difficulty.

Moran's bright eyes looked into his eyes: "death! What has been supporting me is death! I've been preparing to die. I think I'm going to die. What else am I afraid of. Until now, I still need this belief to support. Now I finally see a little hope, I feel that I am living in a dignified manner. If I marry you, I'm afraid I will continue to support myself with such resolute faith. Qi Ruigang, you said, who will be ready to die every minute? That's really tiring. If I live so tired, I might as well die... "

"Stop talking --"

Qi Ruigang suddenly stood up and hugged her body.

"Moran, please stop I know I'm sorry for you. I'm wrong. I really know it's wrong... "

Moran was held in his arms, motionless.

Soon, she felt cold liquid on her shoulders.

Qi Ruigang's head was buried in her shoulder socket and said stiffly, "I swear that I won't hurt you any more. I really won't. Moran, don't do this. I'd rather you beat me, scold me, or kill me. I don't want you to live like this. I really don't know, you will live so tired. "

Moran micro drooping eyes: "in fact, I'm used to it."

Qi Ruigang's body is stiff. He slowly releases her and squats down to pick up her skirt.

Then carefully help her dress.

Pushing aside the bangs on her forehead, Qi Ruigang's eyes were sad and said, "I know I'm selfish to say this, but I still want to say it. Forget about the past. Don't think about it any more. I don't want you to live in that pain all the time Tomorrow, I'll get a doctor to help you with the pain. "

Mo Lan's eyes flashed: "do you think I'm sick?"

"You're not sick. I just hope you can live more easily."

"Since I'm not ill, there's no need to see a psychiatrist!"

Qi Rui just clenched her shoulder and said seriously, "don't you want to put everything down? Not for anyone, just for yourself

"If you let Evan and I let go of that."

"Really?"

"Of course..."

"You look in my eyes!" Qi Rui just increased the volume, "can you really put it down? Even if I set you free, even if you can take Evan to live the life you want, can you put it down? "

Moran's mood suddenly a little excited: "I can!"

"You lie! I also let you go free. When you live alone with Evan, you never think about the past? "