Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

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Like cutting watermelon while entertaining guests in summer, the sound is so harsh at night.

Wu Kexin's mood became more comfortable as the knife edge drove straight in. She had never passed so smoothly in her whole life, and now it finally went smoothly once.

However, this choice is like a death sentence for another person.

"!!!"

Shen Yi was dumbfounded by the girl's sudden movement, he stared at the girl in his arms in a daze, he never expected such a thing to happen.

Hugging Mingming tightly, he was suffering in his heart, resisting, and longing for it.

He was swaying, asking about his true heart, and before he could give an answer, the girl couldn't wait.

The fingertips touching the girl's skin gradually warmed and moistened, Shen Yi's neck creaked as if corroded, and when he looked down, his hands were already bright red.

This is not an illusion, Wu Kexin just chose to give up in front of him.

"Kexin! You!"

"what are you doing!"

Shen Yi wanted to shout out, but his throat was instantly blocked by the upward air from the opposite direction, and his lungs felt like bursting pain.

In the blink of an eye, his eyes were bloodshot, his head was frozen like the ice and snow outside the window, and he couldn't think for a long time.

His thinking slowed down, but time did not stop flowing, and the person in his arms was leaving him little by little.

"Yi...I'm fine, I just want to have a dream..."

"I really want to be with you now, but you seem to worry too much, and you can't let me go..."

"Don't talk now, don't reject me again, okay?"

The girl was sobbing, her breathing had already started to become unstable, and at this moment she was still begging Shen Yi not to reject her.

This time, this time Shen Yi obviously did not want to refuse.

However, the girl experienced too many disappointments, after Shen Yi chose someone else, she just waited with anticipation, but was left at the end.

Tinnitus, the severe tinnitus made it impossible for Shen Yi to hear what Wu Kexin was saying.

His mouth was dry, and the water in his mouth seemed to have been evaporated. He swallowed a few times and heard the sound of the current interruption.

drop--

That sound is infinitely extended, but there is always an ending, which is the end of a sound segment, the end of a wave on the electrocardiogram, and the end of life.

"Stop talking! I'll take you to find someone now."

His hands were completely stained red, but the knife piercing the girl's waist was more like piercing into Shen Yi's heart.

Shen Yi, who was always calm, panicked, he could gamble with his own life on the ending, but when the girl lost her life in front of him, he couldn't calm down anymore.

He frantically wanted to stop the gap in the girl's abdomen, and blocked it with his hands and the quilt.

However, this was just prolonging Wu Kexin's pain, and the snow-white bedding was instantly occupied by Yanhong.

That kind of red is beautiful, eager, distorted, beautiful and heartbreaking.

His hands, not just his hands, his whole body was shaking, how could he be such a waste, but he couldn't move at this time.

Shen Yi opened and closed his mouth, trying his best to absorb the oxygen in the air, he was about to pass out in a hurry.

He slapped himself with all his strength, half of his face swelled up and burned with burning pain, his mind was slapped with a roar, Shen Yi finally regained control of his body.

Gritting his teeth, he didn't dare to waste any more time, wrapped the quilt tightly around the girl's waist, Shen Yi hurriedly hugged her in his arms, and ran towards the door of the room as if in a daze.

"Yat... are you sad?"

"No...don't cry, I feel bad even if I cry."

Wu Kexin hangs his hands weakly on Shen Yi's neck, looking at Shen Yi who is no longer calm and mature, he speaks out foolishly.

Shen Yi at this moment is far from the calm person he usually is, but it overlaps with the him in Wu Kexin's memory, they belong to Wu Kexin only.

Happiness and pain are all because of Wu Kexin.

Wu Kexin smiled self-deprecatingly, she was laughing at her easy satisfaction, just looking at Shen Yi like this was enough.

After she decided to leave, she kept thinking about Shen Yi, what expression would Shen Yi have when she left?Do you care about it?

And now Shen Yi's performance made her very satisfied, she was greedy for the present, if only this moment could become eternity.

Chapter 71

"Sad? What the hell are you talking about, why are you doing this!"

"I beg you, Kexin, please don't talk now, please..."

Every time he speaks, he consumes his vitality. Shen Yi doesn't understand why Wu Kexin would use his life to say these words. Isn't living the most important thing?

Shen Yi buried his face in the girl's arms, sobbing in pain, the girl had a reassuring aura, but now he knew that he didn't know anything about Wu Kexin.

He didn't understand, couldn't figure out why Wu Kexin would do this.

It was clearly him who was at fault, why did the drawn knife not point at him, but stabbed at the girl's body.

Only when a person is desperate will he choose to understand himself in front of his beloved.

Shen Yi wanted to kill himself, he finally realized what he had done all these years.

If it is only guilt for Shen Yan and Shen Yi, but really regrets for Wu Kexin and Shen Yi, it is not only regret for the girl's rejection, but also regret for the denial of the past that he has experienced.

"Yi...I'm so happy, you are very much like before, you don't think about anything."

"At that time, you only belonged to me, and you liked to play with me."

Wu Kexin wrapped his arms around Shen Yi's neck and looked at Shen Yi's expression, smiling obsessively, like the happiest child.

Her eyes gradually became hollow, because she had lost too much blood, maybe she also saw the two of them at the beginning.

"But later, later, there are more and more girls around you, and I don't seem so outstanding."

"It's just that I really like you, I love you so much, I really want you to see me more."

Shen Yi could no longer hear anything, he hurriedly opened the door and ran out, not even having time to ask for help from other people in the room.

Shen Yi couldn't see the down jacket, other cold-proof equipment and so on.

He only had the girl in his eyes right now, and keeping the girl safe was the only reason for him to go on at this time.

Tightening the quilt on the girl so that the blood wouldn't gushe out immediately, he kicked open the door and rushed into the wind and snow without any hesitation.

"It's okay...it's okay...I won't let anything happen to you."

"I don't allow you to have an accident. Don't you like me? Don't leave."

Shen Yi kept repeating, tears kept streaming down, he didn't realize what the girl meant to him until now.

He wouldn't let Wu Kexin have an accident, but the response from the person in his arms became shallower and shallower, making Shen Yi couldn't help thinking what if something happened?

If something really happened, I might go to accompany her, just like what she said to herself at the time.

I used to think that the threat of death kept me away from Wu Kexin, and let me escape that kind of feeling.

Now he is actively facing death because of his emotions, but at that moment, it was very dramatic.

"Yi, Yi, I'm really happy."

"I really like you, but why don't you like me?"

But Wu Kexin couldn't feel the pain, but could only feel the warmth. She looked so satisfied when she looked at the boy's side face.

Snow, once again exerted its power at night.

On the first day, the snow took away one person's life, but now, Shen Yi's most important person will also be taken away by the ruthless snow.

One step forward would be pushed back two steps by the wind, the snow was so deep that Shen Yi didn't have time to put on his shoes, he inserted his bare feet into the knee-high snow, but felt nothing.

Running forward step by step, rushing towards the direction of the medical team, that is the only place where Wu Kexin can be saved now.

"I won't let anything happen to you, don't be afraid."

"Yat... Yat... listen to me..."

"Then what if I want to do something myself?"

In the wind and snow, Shen Yi vaguely heard the words of the person in his arms.

He stood still in a daze, his arms were already numb, and the movement of holding the girl in his arms had also been deformed, so he could only hold the girl in his arms with willpower.

The bodies of both of them cooled down, and Shen Yi could feel his own body temperature passing away rapidly, and his head had already started to feel dizzy.

My head is already dizzy, yes, so what I heard just now must be a hallucination.

However, Wu Kexin didn't do what Shen Yi wished, and ruthlessly repeated what he said just now.

"What if I want to have an accident? You can't give me anything, just let me go."

"I just want to have a dream. In the dream, there may be everything."

"I've seen it. In the dream, you are smiling at me."

Shen Yi lowered his head to look at the girl's expression, it was a kind of great satisfaction, she squinted her eyes, blood dripped all over the ground and fell on Shen Yi's feet.

The heart, like the body, has been, numb.

What if Wu Kexin wanted to leave? What if Wu Kexin didn't want Shen Yi to save him?

This is the knife, the real knife, the knife on the body didn't hit the girl's vitals at all, it was this desire to die that really killed her.

The real Shen Yi can't give Wu Kexin anything, so the girl would rather use this bloody and cruel way to realize her dream.

"Yat...you are too tired, I know it."

"I'm too tired, you measure me."

"I've been abandoned, and my parents don't want me anymore. Wouldn't staying by your side cause you trouble? Just let me go."

The wind blows across the snow field and the branches of the silver-covered trees, shaking the branches, and the howling wolves in the distance are drowned in the sound of the wind, whimpering.

Is Shen Yi crying?He couldn't feel it anymore, the tears were frozen when they flowed out, and the blood on his hands had also frozen.

Shen Yi could feel that the vitality of the person in his arms was fading rapidly. This person who had been with him for many years was finally heartbroken by him and was about to leave.