Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

She didn't get anything in the past, and doing it again might leave a deeper impression in Shen Yi's heart.

However, thoughts are just thoughts after all, and they were soon dismissed by Ren Xueqing.

In the past, if she wanted to get someone, it was actually very simple, just tie Shen Yi home.

In the home in City X, behind the door that Shen Yi never opened, lies the dark side of her humanity.

Bloody, cruel, unscrupulous and crazy, this should be her.

However, in order not to destroy the existing life, she compromised.

She has been patient, patient, and finally became a habit.

She is used to Shen Yi's intimate attitude towards her, but it seems that this is not what she wants.

Take it if you want it, if you want to leave after taking it, it is defined as a betrayal, and there is nothing to say about the betrayer, only blood can make the sin unforgettable.

However, today is different from the past, although her love for Shen Yi has not diminished, she has also faded away those impulsive thoughts.

She has seen the blackened appearance of other girls, and also seen the helplessness of Shen Yi caught in the middle.

Broken Adam's apple, bruised left arm, isn't that enough?

No matter what, she couldn't add new harm to Shen Yi, she had to keep Shen Yi, but she also had to let Shen Yi get well.

"Butterfly."

"what?"

"I say... the butterfly of the soul, that might be a key."

Shen Yi repeated it without showing a trace of impatience.

From the moment he got in the car, he saw that Ren Xueqing seemed to have entered his own world, her eyes were flickering, her right hand was placed on the steering wheel with bruised veins, and she didn't know what decision she was making.

Shen Yi silently watched the girl's every move, although he had great trust in her, but such a girl also made Shen Yi feel strange, strange and scared.

However, fortunately, Ren Xueqing recovered, so Shen Yi recounted the butterfly specimen he saw in the office just now.

"The butterfly of the soul, Xiang Xuezhen's graduation thesis has been on this topic for two consecutive years, but the content is different."

"She's not dealing with it, but this topic is really important to her."

Losing Yang Mu, her heart should also be painful. Maybe she also blames herself, but she has nowhere to vent.

Shen Yi regards these papers as a way to communicate with Xuezhen to the outside world, through these papers he can get a glimpse of her inner world.

"You can check who she was in contact with before she died, and then screen."

Shen Yi still believed that Xiang Xuezhen's death had something to do with an important person, otherwise she would not have played that song before death, and people would not lie before death.

Shen Yi couldn't think of the possibility that Xiang Xuezhen would deliberately play that song and draw the attention of the police to the wrong place.

"it is good."

Ren Xueqing nodded, sorting out her thoughts, the phone rang at this moment, it was a message from the bureau.

Ren Xueqing made an apologetic gesture to Shen Yi, and then carefully read the content of the message.

As she looked deeper, Liu's eyebrows frowned more tightly.

"Xiang Xuezhen was indeed pregnant before, but she did not choose to have an abortion. The nearby hospital did not find her abortion record, and the information of this newborn was not found in the system."

"Can't find it?"

Shen Yi pursed his lips, it was a bit strange that the government system could not find it.

Xiang Xuezhen did not have an abortion, nor did she have an accidental miscarriage, so the child must have been born.

It's just that giving birth in any hospital will directly be added to the government system. What does it mean that no one can be found?

Shen Yi thought of two possibilities, one was that Xiang Xuezhen was injured and suffered a miscarriage, but after a random treatment in a small clinic, the child was naturally gone.

The second is that the child was indeed born by her, and how to deliver it is still unknown. In this case, the child is already two years old this year.

If she already has two-year-old flesh and blood, is she willing to die?

"I also found some information, which may explain why she did not choose to graduate."

"In May last year, she bought a 120-square-meter new house with full payment in the Spring Garden Community in this city, and it was delivered at the end of last year."

Ren Xueqing said so, her pretty face was full of puzzlement.

For the first time, she felt that the police system was so weak that everything was just a rough idea.

It is only said that Xiang Xuezhen bought a house, and the real estate registration is also Xiang Xuezhen, but there must be another person.

Xiang Xuezhen definitely didn't have the money to buy a house within the third ring road of the capital, let alone the full price.

With her family's conditions and her accumulation of just over 20 years, she can't even afford a toilet in the capital.

Don't even think about the money, it must have been given to her by someone else.

But who paid the money, and why they bought her a house, I don't know.

"Perhaps as compensation for her dead child?"

Shen Yi guessed, this is indeed a more reliable guess at present.

But speculation is just speculation after all, and it should not be taken too seriously until it is confirmed.

The Soviet Union spent a lot of energy in the 70s, launching the KGB to prove that the United States was going to launch a war against the Soviet Union. The final result is also obvious, and they did prove it.

But right?Obviously wrong.

Don't be preconceived, don't prove your conjecture, wait for the truth to come out.

Before doing something, never have subjective thoughts, just like before meeting Yang Mu, they would not have thought that it was Xiang Xuezhen who cheated.

"Why don't we go to that neighborhood to have a look."

"Maybe Xiang Xuezhen lived there before her death."

Shen Yi suggested that this is the case in the initial stage of investigation, there are too many clues to investigate, but in the end you find that there may be only one way to the truth.

Ren Xueqing nodded, and asked about Shen Yi's current situation.

Shen Yi's mind was completely blank at this time, Ren Xueqing was a little overwhelmed by the one-day investigation, let alone Shen Yi.

Shen Yi signaled that she could do it, Ren Xueqing saw that Shen Yi was so determined and did not hesitate anymore, and drove to the spring garden community.

Relatively monotonous along the way, nothing more than hurrying.

The autumn sun lost the hotness of summer, the wind whimpered outside the car window, and a murderous air swept across the ground.

No wonder the ancients said that Qiu Hou asked to cut, even if the knife edge was red and blood splashed in the sky, the bloody breath would dissipate invisible in the wind.

Just in time for the evening rush hour in the capital, they were trapped on the elevated road in a short while, and they were completely blocked.

Ren Xueqing honked the horn impatiently, regretting why she didn't drive the police car out, so that the traffic jam might not be blocked.

Shen Yi calmly looked at everything outside the window, and looked at the world curiously.

The effect of the anesthetic on the left arm has passed, and the pain has become the main feeling again. He pressed his left arm, his expression normal.

"Ren Xueqing."

"Ok?"

"Tell me about our past, how we met."

Chapter 31

If Shen Yi became what he is now, who is under the greatest pressure, it might be Zou Guqing.

On the one hand, we must suppress the flames in our hearts, and prevent our negativity from rushing out, harming others and ourselves.

However, sometimes this is out of her control.

No one knew what kind of state she was in last night, in a daze, maybe even she herself didn't know.

As soon as she thought that Shen Yi had forgotten every little bit of the past at this time, she felt a feeling of being betrayed.

Why do I have to lose my memory, why do I have to forget the past, even though I still hold on to those memories, why do I have to forget them?

She wished to overthrow everything, release the beast in her heart, and destroy the whole house together with the sleeping Shen Yi inside, maybe that would make her feel better.

However, her rationality told him that it was not Shen Yi's fault at all.

Shen Yi has already risked his life to remember her, the wound on his arm has not faded yet.

But every time she saw that Shen Yi didn't respond to her emotions, like a piece of wood, her heart was full of holes.

On the other hand, as the secret leader of the girls at this time, she must suppress her sadness, at least not show it in front of others, otherwise everyone will lose confidence.

In that way, Shen Yi really couldn't come back.

People always know how to cherish after losing, and those things that you cherish very much, if you are fully prepared, you still lose them.

Once a person collapses, he may only go to the extreme of distortion.

At this moment, Zou Guqing felt like a snail on the edge of a knife, and Shen Yi was that knife.

The snail can walk smoothly through the knife edge without being injured, but it must walk slowly and steadily. If something goes wrong, she must be the first to be cut off.

"Guqing? Are you listening?"

The girl's head was dizzy for a while, and she regained her senses only after being gently pushed by the people beside her.

Seeing the people around her clearly, she nodded apologetically and signaled everyone to continue.

The person next to her who woke her up was a classmate in the department named Li Qianqing.

Both of them are girls, and Zou Guqing is kind and gentle to everyone, so the two became friends naturally.

"You are in a bad state today, are you not feeling well?"

Li Qianqing frowned. From the first class in the morning, she could clearly feel that Zou Guqing was always absent-minded.

The radiant look of the past is no longer, but has become extremely restrained, and you can even smell the despair on the girl when you get closer.

It has been almost a day, and Zou Guqing has not taken the initiative to speak to the outside world.

"No, I'm fine."

Zou Guqing brushed her hair calmly, took a deep breath, and wanted to expel Shen Yi from her mind temporarily, but she couldn't do it no matter what.