Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

It's incredibly humiliating to be seen in your vulnerable state by people you would never have cared about before, or to receive concern from people you used to look down on.

Even though she is a genuine chuunibyou (middle school syndrome) girl, a former rich girl, a kendo genius, and an excellent student, Raiden Mei doesn't dislike being pitied or cared for by others. In fact, she secretly hopes for and craves it.

It wasn't just during this period of being bullied and isolated by others, and even her father going to prison, that the girl remembered, even before her memories were clear, that she seemed to be hoping for someone to save her.

I no longer know what the reason or what happened back then, but that feeling has always been rooted in my heart and has never dissipated.

Perhaps the girl is destined to grow into her current state...

It's essentially about chasing after others.

It's not that I like it, it's not that I want it, and it's not that I crave it; it's just that I want to receive more praise and be looked at differently.

This inexplicable emotion persisted until Raiden Mei regained her rationality and realized that her question had been somewhat impolite. She then distanced herself and moved gently across the grass.

The relaxed and pleasant atmosphere, which was simply for chatting, was suddenly interrupted, and seemed to grow colder as the two people moved further apart.

It wasn't because of my upbringing; my father had repeatedly and seriously warned me never to get too close to unfamiliar boys.

She is no longer the thunder queen admired by countless people.

Modern girls no longer have that kind of extra money.

Just...

—Won't I be disliked?

He said such offensive things.

Despite being pitied by others, she asked whether Jiang Cheng had also experienced such isolation, revealing a complete lack of understanding of her own position.

Even if Jiang Cheng is willing to comfort himself and express his dislike for those people, it doesn't mean he has experienced something similar.

Making unsolicited guesses about other people's lives, especially on the first meeting... I'm sure people will dislike me.

fear.

Scared.

Saying inappropriate things in inappropriate situations will make others dislike you at any time, let alone in the far east where people have extremely high requirements for independence and cannot trouble others in their lives.

I can't keep thinking like this anymore.

If even the last person who was willing to chat and offer a friendly smile, instead of being isolated, was hurt by my foolish behavior and no one is willing to continue communicating with me anymore...

unimaginable.

can not imagine.

Unfortunately, I've already had some experience with chatting.

But then she met someone who was willing to empathize with her.

Having experienced a little contact with others in a life of complete isolation, and even with like-minded people, the girl could not imagine that scene.

The thirst for light transcends time; even the slightest taste of warmth from fire makes it impossible to endure the cold darkness any longer.

Looking at the boy who seemed to be deep in thought and had already shown anger, he was actually just thinking about whether being isolated in the simulation really counted as being isolated.

Raiden Mei felt she couldn't just keep waiting like this, doing nothing, burying her head in her shell like a turtle hiding in its shell.

……

……

Did I say too much just now?

The boy glanced at the girl who had suddenly moved away, and the lively conversation suddenly turned cold, as if it had been swept away by the cold winter wind.

Raiden Mei is certainly not as withdrawn as Velvet, so using the same level of aversion to correspond to the Three Thousand Great Laws might really be a bit too extreme.

In a sense, too much identification isn't good either, because you'll not only share the sadness, but you'll also unconsciously inherit some of your habits.

Having dealt with people suffering from severe inferiority complexes and social terrorists, I have no experience dealing with those who fall somewhere in between and are more like ordinary people.

This elusive hesitation continued until the girl's voice rang in his ears once more.

"what……"

"Mr. Jiang Cheng".

……

"What's wrong."

Jiang Cheng looked at the girl who seemed to have moved a little closer without him noticing, and his usually melancholic expression unexpectedly turned somewhat serious.

Could it really be because they were being too close?

The girl with these mild symptoms was completely unfathomable.

We can only try to think of the worst possible outcome.

however……

Raiden Mei did not do anything as expected; she simply bit her rosy lower lip, as if she had made up her mind about something.

Slender fingers pressed heavily on her full chest, and her purple pupils lost all their leisure—reflected in the boy's dark pupils was a posture somewhat like that of Vervi, who was about to kneel before the entire ○ warriors.

I'm so sorry for saying something inappropriate!

"My emotions might have been a little off just now."

"If possible, please don't take it to heart."

……

Um?

?

?

?

??

Seeing Raiden Mei's pure, emotionless eyes, the same seriousness he only remembered when she sang "Elegy of the Sinner," Jiang Cheng's lips twitched, and he instantly lost his composure.

"what?"

"That's it."

I thought it was something serious.

So it's following the same development as Vilvi.

Does everyone in the world who has some inferiority complex like to talk about something very small and insignificant with a very serious expression?

……

"so……"

"You don't mind?"

The girl's voice still carried a hint of fear, soft and hesitant, her emotions so tense that she didn't even dare to blink.

"It's just a small matter, it doesn't matter. Strictly speaking, I have indeed had a similar experience, which is probably why I'm chatting with you."

Jiang Cheng didn't seem to have any particular reservations about this. He continued to lean against the shade of the tree, waiting for the settlement while chatting idly.

Despite studying in the Far East, he is still essentially the same indifferent otaku he used to be, a miserable ordinary person who gets slapped into mincemeat by a dump truck that transforms into a Gundam the moment he finally manages to go out.

Such simple things don't usually involve much pride or a feeling of being offended.

Ordinary, normal people are not that psychologically sensitive and extreme.

Thank you for forgiving my offense.

Raiden Mei lowered her head slightly, her gratitude almost devoid of dignity, yet she was still constrained by the struggle of her inner emotions. The intense sense of inferiority that had developed during this period of isolation held her back.

Wanting to get closer and talk more, yet worried about saying something wrong and being disliked, even mentally rehearsing the future of being ridiculed.

As her body postures changed with her changing moods, the girl's figure was displayed from more angles in the eyes of the boy who was standing close by.

Despite trying to cover up and stretch the hem of her skirt with her arms, the natural limitation of the short skirt school uniform in the Far East still caused a small section of her full thighs to be exposed.

The mysterious absolute territory swayed with the hem of her skirt, seemingly revealing a kind of lace decoration that shouldn't belong to a student.

Some buttocks that are completely out of proportion to their age also cause unsightly indentations in the grass when they come into contact with it.

I wonder what kind of pressure the fabric between the grass and the grass had to bear to cling so tightly to the girl's hot, soft flesh.

Just by looking at the extent to which the grass was flattened, and how the poor plants could only bend over and be flattened despite their best efforts, you could feel how excessive that figure was, where all the fat was distributed in the right places.

Although this level is limited to teenage girls.

Unlike Alicia and Mebius, she is not as full-figured.

Even the former Velvi couldn't compare, not to mention that she already had a formal relationship with a man, which was enough to make Jiang Cheng feel physically weak, and he was even forced to seek treatment from Mebius to barely keep going.

Even so, Raiden Mei, who is just a high school girl, can barely be considered within the "plump" category.

"It's just a trivial matter. It's certainly unpleasant to feel isolated by others, but you don't need to hate or despise yourself because of it. This kind of thing only means that other people have problems, not that you are wrong."

"To expect to be loved by everyone is... an incredibly foolish thing, except for someone in a fairy tale. It's probably nothing more than wishful thinking."

"For example, I don't have a single friend here, even though I don't actually care about that at all."

"Even if you're alone, it doesn't seem so bad."

……

This is not a lie; it is the truth in the real sense.

It's not just that I didn't have time to make friends because I traveled here; I could also say that I didn't have a single friend in my previous world.

The core reason is that no matter the society or the era, the essence of it creates a social atmosphere that is somewhat pathological.

Nowadays, most people are only children. Who can stand having someone else arbitrarily intrude on their life, interfering with their peaceful life that originally belonged only to them, especially when that person's personality is completely incompatible with their own?

Many people are born without any expectations, and are not even born into the world with love and expectations from their parents, let alone told that it is already great enough that this child is alive.

To spend one's entire life chasing conditional love.

To set one goal after another for the future, I aim to be first in my grade, first in the whole school, pass the Grade 6 piano exam, and pass the Grade 4 English exam.