Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

No detail is acceptable.

That's outrageous.

Even if the sun rises in the west, even if pigs climb trees, even if some people who love to open boxes at the slightest thing never open boxes again.

No matter how unacceptable it may seem, just hearing about it is laughable. It is something that can only be accomplished by a miracle, and it cannot compare to what those deep blue eyes saw.

Such a shameless guy.

Is it really Alicia?

……

88. Alicia: We used to live a very happy life.

Jiang Cheng had never felt such dissatisfaction when he was ignored or treated like a random passerby in his previous life, like weeds on the roadside. But at this moment, he found it hard to accept.

dissatisfied.

It's not the same as before; it's just that the treatment they receive is unacceptable.

It's not just the sadness that comes from the bottom of my heart from being ignored by the people closest to me, and having my birthday reduced to a gathering of others.

—This is genuine dissatisfaction.

It was only at this moment that he truly felt dissatisfied with Alicia.

Being ignored like a stranger is acceptable, not being visited before death is acceptable, and being suddenly resurrected after death is also acceptable.

Because a girl is someone who, from the perspective of an ordinary person, would seem incomprehensible, existing only in a world of fairy tales and fantasies.

They will care about those who need to be cared for.

They will embark on a journey to find an eternal and beautiful paradise.

When she turned around and discovered that her lover had lost his life, she chose to do everything in her power to bring back the beautiful memories of the past to life.

The fact that she embraced rather than directly rejected the choices she and Velvet made regarding their journey together demonstrates Alicia's true nature.

It's just that he's new to the industry and his emotional intelligence might be a little low.

In the story, Alicia is already a girl whose journey has ended.

A girl who doesn't want to hurt the townspeople and embarks on a journey based on the paradise she found in a fairy tale is capable of anything.

It's understandable that he was prevented from delving into the past. The girl, who had long since parted ways and embarked on her own journey, certainly didn't know how heavy the burden he had been through after their separation.

Out of a desire for comfort and protection, I don't want to experience the sadness I once went through.

This is a very common, ordinary, and normal thing.

This only shows that Alicia's social interactions during her journey had absolutely nothing to do with the Fire Moth, and that the girl was far too concerned about herself.

He didn't even know what he and Wilvi had gone through together afterward, and he didn't even know about Spiral Workshop, the overseas agent of the Fire Moth.

But at this very moment.

Only at this moment.

This moment can no longer be concealed by any trace of naivety.

The boy's deep pupils, which had unknowingly been tinged with blue, clearly reflected the seemingly beautiful girl's lips and teeth.

—They can even lie to their loved ones without batting an eye.

【only……】

Can this really be called a lie?

Alicia's feelings for you are so deep.

Even after we reunited, he wouldn't even go back to town to prepare a room. He'd rather do something like that in broad daylight, something that would get him banned if revealed, just to hug you with all his might.

The ground, which you repaired with the massive collapse of the gravity field, is now smooth, but that doesn't mean we can delete the words "Bai Ri Xuan ○".

Even in private, where no one is around, doing such a thing is completely abnormal according to normal ethical standards.

【abnormal.】

【madman.】

[Exposure.]

Even in today's society, the evaluation one receives is still limited to these few words.

[If you, as a man, were to bring this up, it would be somewhat understandable.]

[But Alicia seemed utterly disregarding her own dignity, and this young woman made such an outrageous request without hesitation.]

[That's excessive for her.]

The so-called atonement results in brutality and harm that is very real and tangible to the body. No matter how hard you try to suppress it, the pain caused by this brutality will definitely be clearly felt by Alicia.

That girl...

【Alicia…】

[Until she is satisfied, until she truly transforms into a cream puff, until even her Herrscher body feels a pang of emptiness in her lower back.]

[—I have never uttered even a single safety word.]

[You don't know if this is because of your physical sensations.]

But you're willing to believe the girl did it for your own enjoyment.

【ah……】

What words can you use to describe this love?

You can't compare the somewhat insecure and emotionally burdened girl in front of you to the person in your memory who would neglect you.

Just as Mount Tai and a feather may be placed in the same sentence, it doesn't mean they are actually equal in weight on a scale.

[But before you completely believe, many doubts remain buried deep in your heart.]

"Why didn't you refute what I said when I was first resurrected? You just cried alone and knelt on the ground, feeling guilty."

“I clearly said at that time that I had encountered something that I ignored.”

Jiang Cheng gazed at the girl so close to him, at her eyes that met his gaze without hesitation, eyes that seemed to hold cherry blossoms blown away by the wind.

There is one last problem that remains unsolved, and one last question that still exists.

If my memories are truly false...

Why didn't you say so from the beginning?

……

"The reason I didn't refute your words before was because I was worried that you might not be able to handle the problem of your beliefs being denied after you were just resurrected."

“I never imagined that my act of resurrection would insult you, that it would cause you to lose your memories of the past and the abundant emotions that should have been there.”

"I'm so sorry, I... I didn't think of this, I didn't realize it would have such a big impact on you."

Alicia bit her rosy lower lip, her heart filled with guilt, which even distorted her normally gentle and sweet voice.

That feeling was not a false existence, and the idea of ​​being a perfect match was nothing but a bubble-like disguise.

—Jiangcheng can see it.

Even now, he can see it.

The slightly lowered mist, gently concealed by the shadow of her long pink hair, still conveyed a surging emotion even in the darkness.

sad.

Guilt.

Incomprehensible.

It's so obvious that it can be easily analyzed, just like it's explained in a textbook. Even though the emotions have been lost, you can still see the emotions in those small gestures and subtle details, which can almost be written into a chart.

Alicia...

Is it really because he's worried about himself?

If so, then wasn't my behavior a bit too excessive?

……

"I never imagined that those false, fabricated memories would cause you so much harm. The immersive psychological trauma even forced you to forget the beautiful things we experienced together in the past."

"If I had the chance next time, I would definitely tell you the problem sooner. It might be hard for people to believe that I'm telling you now."

"If you're having a hard time making a choice."

"So……"

"At least please believe me?"

The girl's slender fingers gently pressed against her chest, pressing down on the soft, plump flesh, letting it rub against each other so hard it almost broke the buttons, revealing a glimpse of her snow-white, tender cleavage through the gap in her collar.

The fact that a girl can do this does not mean that she is so naive as to be beyond comprehension, or that she is unaware that this is essentially an act of seduction.

The fact that the top was deliberately made a little tighter than the design provided by Velvet would put excessive pressure on the buttons, without anyone realizing it.

On the contrary, the design of that insecure girl was intentionally shortened. Although Alicia is still not able to completely match Velvi in ​​terms of figure, she can no longer be said to be at a significant disadvantage.

The size was intentionally shortened further, making the middle button resemble Spider-Man pulling a train, doing its best to support the poor fabric.

The girl who grew up in a distorted environment was not the flawless invitation that should have appeared.

It's not just about mental health issues.

The same applies to behavior.