Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Having already suffered excessive damage and no longer having the support of authority, the clothing, which was already nearing its limit, reached the end of its lifespan under this extremely rapid movement, turning into dust of basic particles.

Whether it's the school uniform top that has been simplified in a physical sense, or the thin fabric that clings to the girl's full breasts and even creates bulges, it's all about the school uniform.

Even gravity could withstand it instantly, and the clothes that were not pulverized by the concept of a black hole vanished into thin air.

The black stockings, already riddled with holes and snags, were remarkably resilient, stubbornly clinging to her jade-like legs despite being covered in bruises.

The ripped seams of the long, black stockings were deeply embedded in the fleshy, white thighs, leaving behind breathtaking white marks.

The black stockings, the last piece of fabric covering the girl's long, slender, and delicate pink legs, only accentuated the shock of the moment.

Even in the dim light, Bai Yu's skin appeared flawless, and the boundless darkness of the sky could not tint it with any other color. The paleness it possessed only added to its fragile, otherworldly quality.

In stark contrast to that sense of life-or-death struggle was the pair of magnificent breasts beneath her slender neck and delicate collarbone; their size was comparable to plump, ripe melons, strikingly contrasting with her slender, petite body. The smooth, honey-smooth armpits accentuated the full, ripe side profile, and the deep, snow-white cleavage in the center of her chest was even more captivating.

Previously, when the girl was still wearing that divine outfit that belonged to the green plants, the layers of light and gorgeous silk skirts cascaded down like a waterfall of milk, but they could only barely cover her plump figure. Now, even the original posture of a school uniform no longer exists.

Her perfect body was on full display, her voluptuous figure not inferior to that of Velvi and Alicia.

The fact that he deliberately left his socks behind made the initial shock even greater than when he first met Velvi.

what……

The clothes are really gone.

Why does it seem like every woman I'm close to behaves in such a shameless way? Doesn't this make me look like a pervert?

He was just a pure underage boy at the beginning, but now many of his games, tastes, and perverted things were taught to him by Vilvi.

Not wanting his reputation to completely plummet to the point of being universally hated, Jiang Cheng tried to reach out and pull the girl up. However, her slightly plump body refused to get up, with every part of her body rejecting his kindness. After a series of tugs and pulls, all he did was make her water-bag-like body shake more violently and become more eye-catching.

The area of ​​the brain that is absolutely rational is gradually losing its influence, just as the emperor of an empire is about to be usurped by his own brother and can only rely on the last imperial guards to protect his supreme power.

Jiang Cheng can only try his best to boost the girl's confidence in other ways, hoping that pride and arrogance can overwhelm her guilt and perversion.

"You are now the most powerful calamity in the world. As the Herrscher of Thunder... you shouldn't do anything that is unbecoming of your status."

“I really didn’t lie to you. You are really amazing and talented. You know, ordinary people would die if they touched even the lowest level of energy, but you can use this highly corrosive Collapse Energy at will.”

"Such a humble posture should never belong to you, and no one in this world is worthy of you to do such a thing, absolutely no one."

They were so earnest and persuasive that they even used the power of the Herrscher as a reason to bolster their confidence.

Raiden Mei gave only one answer.

"--sorry!"

……

No matter what is said, no matter how much one tries to deny the girl's act of trampling on her own dignity, all that is ever received is an apology full of remorse. All the destruction and harm done to the entire city, and all the accumulated guilt, almost made the girl give up on herself.

He couldn't even be bothered to lift his head.

They didn't even give it a glance.

It just keeps its head down like a dog, even though most dogs will raise their heads and bark a couple of times when they feel like it.

The girl before him, the Thunder Queen who could easily incinerate an entire bustling city with a single blow, merely raised her breasts slightly.

Even the most obedient and well-trained dogs wouldn't do such a thing; even the most stubborn and loyal dog in the world would feel dissatisfied.

Because of everything Raiden Mei had experienced, all the guilt she had accumulated, all the mistakes she had made, and even the destruction of her past life with her own hands, the heaviness of killing all the friends she had lost and all the strangers she had ever met, she had found a unique outlet for her overwhelming sense of collapse.

The most tragic thing in the world is not welcoming suffering, but welcoming suffering and then finding that you can do nothing and nothing at all.

Humans will always be lost when they have nothing to do.

As long as there's still something to do.

As long as there are things to rely on.

Then it won't, at least it won't be completely crushed.

The boy is the one who gets hurt the most, and the boy is the one who most deserves to be made up for.

—Then all you need to do is repay all your guilt to him.

……

239. Jiang Cheng: I am biased, I am partial.

This is no longer just... beyond the realm of guilt.

This level of emotion is definitely not something that simple guilt can achieve.

This was the answer Jiang Cheng could come up with. It was also the answer he received from a girl who wouldn't even lift her head, yet was doing everything she could to flatter him, displaying her obedience and the advantages that had been specially praised, just like a lowly slave in ancient times showing his value to his master.

Human nature is inherently weak. Many enemies who verbally wish to kill each other are stunned and unable to accept death when they actually face it. This does not mean that the hatred is insufficient, nor that there is no anger at all—essentially, it is just that they cannot bear the burden of killing others.

Many people consider killing as a last resort because, whether it's their inner moral compass or other factors, the idea that killing someone is a form of mutual destruction is deeply ingrained in their minds.

Raiden Mei perished along with the entire city, along with everything she had—her father's traces, her mother's traces, her own traces… even those friends who had betrayed her had all vanished.

If we don't find a reason to live in this world, even without those emotions that can crush and engulf us, a kite with a broken string is destined to stop flying and crash heavily to the ground, shattering into pieces.

Just like the girl who jumped off the rooftop and was pulled back by Kiana, lifeline, anchor, reason... life needs these to exist, and Raiden Mei needs these things to survive.

The monk's act of bowing down was less of an apology and more of...

"—That's the reason."

The boy uttered that familiar word with absolute certainty, something he had witnessed and experienced countless times in different people.

"That's why I'll keep watching you."

"Can you find one single reason that will capture my attention?"

"Because this is something I specifically praised, and you can't deny it at all; it's the only advantage you see in Raiden Mei."

"..."

The girl remained silent, speechless and indifferent, lowering her forehead, which was already touching the ground, further in an almost escapist manner, her drooping purple hair now close to her fair skin.

Forces are reciprocal, and the body's structure cannot exist independently. If one part moves downward, the other part will inevitably be affected and lifted up.

Trying his best to ignore the peach-like fondness for genitals that Wilvi had cultivated in him, Jiang Cheng asked the question in a soft voice.

Why won't you look me in the eye?

Why won't you acknowledge your talent?

“You can now split an entire city in two with a single strike. Your endurance is far superior to mine, and you are also superior to me, a self-degrading person, in terms of status.”

……

Still silent, refusing to utter a single word or reveal any of his own will, only a strange atmosphere stirred in the air. Simply avoiding attention was no longer enough to resist his own plot to seize power. Jiang Cheng could only bend down, concealing himself while focusing his gaze on the girl's head.

"You can do what you love, because life is never just a straight path forward, but a vast wilderness. Although free will and the future are the privileges of the strong, you are now one of the strong."

"Compared to the vast majority of people in this world who have no future of their own and only struggle to survive without a life, you are an unattainable powerhouse."

Strength and weakness are determined by comparison. As long as the act of comparison exists, there will always be weak people in the world, and they will definitely make up the majority.

A social climate that idolizes the strong will inevitably lead to a few strong individuals being praised, while the vast majority of the weak become stepping stones and dust beneath the feet of the strong.

There is physical persecution, but this oppression exists more on the level of values. As the famous philosopher Socrates once said, the unexamined life is not worth living.

However, when he uttered these words, he was an Athenian lord supported by countless slaves, idly chatting in the Civic Square, seemingly inspiring but actually arrogant, looking down on the ordinary slaves from his high position.

It was precisely because of the countless slaves that he had the opportunity to think about all sorts of things in Gongming Square. Would he dare to say such things to his slaves?

If he hadn't trampled on others and oppressed the weak, would he have had the right to say those things? Would he have had the opportunity to idly indulge in idle daydreams?

When he said those words, did he think about what kind of life those slaves deserved?

Many people possess this kind of aristocratic spirit, including Nietzsche, who is frequently cited in the Mi family. Nietzsche himself admired the theory of the Übermensch because the difference between the Übermensch and humans is like the difference between humans and apes. However, in reality, he himself could not achieve the so-called Übermensch behavior.

Perhaps at first he would wonder why not everyone could be as carefree as him, easily achieving their highest self-needs and fulfilling their self-worth, until he too was driven mad by his own beliefs.

To believe that the spirit can be separated from the body is pure arrogance; no matter how great the spirit, it can only be separated from the body to a certain extent.

It's not even a separation in itself, just greater endurance, just being able to withstand various physical blows.

"Birds fly not because they belong to the sky, but because if they don't fly they will die and be eaten by predators."

"Birds didn't grow wings because they wanted to fly; they evolved wings because they wanted to live."

"Office workers go to work every day, but do they go to work because they like it?"

"—Because if you don't work and earn money, you'll starve to death."

……

Perhaps recalling some similar remarks he had heard or seen before, such as "Why don't they eat meat porridge?", the boy's originally ordinary analysis became somewhat extreme. He lightly tapped the position in the air with his fingertips, and his voice became somewhat muffled.

"The idea that birds are born to belong to the sky is the same as saying that corporate slaves are born to belong to the company. If you really encounter such a person, even I... even I would probably be unable to resist beating him to death."

"Of course, this doesn't include you. Just like some people do go to work because they like it, because they are rich and have never had to worry about food or clothing."

"And now you are also a strong person. No one dares to ignore your thoughts. As long as you still stand on the side of humanity, even if you do something wrong, others will mainly care about you. In fact, becoming a Herrscher is not so bad. At least you have successfully created your own future."

"The essence of the future is self-worth. Those who cannot realize their self-worth, or even those who never reach the point of being qualified to touch their self-worth in their entire lives, have no future; they are merely endlessly repeating the same thing in order to survive."

"According to Maslow's hierarchy of needs, you now possess the ultimate concept that can satisfy the highest needs, encompassing everything from physiological to esteem."

Jiang Cheng's outstretched finger suddenly flickered, guiding out wisps of dim starlight. The descending light was so intense that it distorted the view, reflecting the midday sun in different ways, like flowing gauze.

This power represents a privilege that surpasses the vast majority of people in the world, and it is also the key to unlocking Pandora's box of the highest demands.

"—Self-worth."

……

"Self-worth..."

Raiden Mei repeated the sentence, pressing her fingertips harder on the dusty, dirty ground, her brows furrowing slightly, instinctively disgusted.