Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Even ignoring all of this, Jiang Cheng himself couldn't bear to give away his first real-world experience so cheaply.

It's as if boys can't be chaste.

A boy's body isn't that cheap either, at least not his.

Even in simulations, the only people she's ever worked with are her real lover, Virvi, and Alicia, who is entrusted with the expectation of protecting her.

It may not be considered serious or solemn, and the wedding night doesn't always start after the wedding ceremony, but it is definitely not cheap, superficial, or perfunctory.

……

"So, as I said, it's not because of guilt."

The deep purple eyes were almost dreamlike, as if they belonged to a scene that only existed in a dream. The thunder was neither exciting nor violent, and the sky was neither dim nor gloomy, but as clear as if it had just rained. It simply filled the world like decoration, shimmering with a colorful light.

The boy gazed on, feeling as if he were truly dreaming, as if he had truly fallen into a realm of fantasy, like Alice who had stumbled into Wonderland, where honey extracted from fragrant flowers was being brewed, exuding a sweet aroma.

"I think I do like you."

"This time may be earlier than I thought."

Her slender fingertips gently pressed against her chest, a scene that was originally incredibly alluring, but was completely overwhelmed by the unwavering determination in her eyes.

The girl, who had already straightened up, leaned back, her full, round breasts, like fresh peaches, gently resting against her heels. Her soft, plump breasts were squeezed into a tender shape. She knelt there, raising her head, seemingly at the same eye level as him, yet also gazing up at him with a sense of looking up from below.

There was nothing more to show, nothing more to do; it seemed the change in posture was merely to let the boy see his hand pressed against his chest in a vow, merely to let the color in his eyes be seen.

The actions of that young man, just like those of the previous one, tore himself apart, revealing everything to his lover without reservation, so heavy that he left himself no room for maneuver whatsoever.

"From the moment you stirred up the fallen leaves and entered my world, from the moment you complained about the unfair treatment I received and talked to me about my father, that was the first time someone was willing to look me in the eye, to look at me properly, and even to ignore the discriminatory looks of others and stay with me."

"You should already know what happened last night. At that time, besides feeling abandoned, I was more afraid that you didn't actually like me and were only willing to help me as an equal because you were polite."

"What really scares me is that I am neither special nor unique. If it were someone else there, you would also reach out to help her."

Talking to herself, she poured out her inner emptiness, lifted her skirt, and revealed the deepest fears hidden in her heart, the personal weaknesses that she should not have told anyone. These were complex feelings that even the Queen of Thunder could not know, feelings that only the person involved could have.

Bystanders are often confused, while those involved see things clearly. However, only by delving into the situation and navigating the limited perspective can one develop the most complex and unpredictable emotions.

No one can truly empathize with another person. No matter how hard you try, you can only understand the other person's actions to a certain extent.

Because this sense of bewilderment and helplessness belongs only to the person involved, without a God's-eye view, and only through what they perceive with their own eyes and what they mistakenly believe to be a disaster, what is born is a rootless, inexplicable, and unfathomable fear.

Until hearts connect again.

Until people start communicating with each other again.

Until someone tirelessly recounts everything, dissects and understands the fears of the past, determined to banish all sadness and dread.

The princess gazed at the prince. The girl, who never considered herself a princess in the Demon King's castle, looked at the prince she had never imagined, and smiled gently.

"So I'm very happy, really happy."

"Can you prove to me that I am indeed the only one?"

“I am more important than everyone else in Changkong City. You can point out their mistakes and say they don’t deserve it just to make me happy.”

“I don’t mean to express my guilt in this way, nor do I mean to reward you in this way... I just want to do this.”

"May I?"

"Lord of the City".

……

Jiang Cheng stared into the girl's pupils—for a moment, the purple seemed like a reflection of sunlight, something that shouldn't have appeared on the timid girl. She had finally made up her mind that even if looking directly at the sun would blind her, she would still reveal her baseness and selfishness without reservation.

Just like Velvet, who, even knowing there was a precipice in front of her and that she could see no hope from her perspective, still stepped forward to save her loved ones and fight against the indifferent Alicia.

There is no hope, no sunshine, no end in sight.

But so what?

But so what if it's a dead end?

There are always things in the world that are more important than anything else, and there are always things that must be done that are more important than life itself, more important than the future, more important than life, more important than anything else, even if such things seem like a comedy from God's perspective.

When exactly did people start to enjoy looking down on others from a God's-eye view, mocking their incompetence with a "let them eat cake" mentality?

When exactly did we become unable to even perform the most basic rationality, unable to even empathize... or at least express tolerance for things we don't understand?

The boy breathed deeply, air rushing in through his mouth and nose, circulating through his body, and finally being exhaled as carbon dioxide.

Even for a Herrscher's body, this is not a substance that is absolutely necessary for life, yet it is the only thing that can be done at this moment.

How else could I refuse?

—We've already come this far.

This is even higher than a confession; it's not just about becoming a girlfriend, but a declaration that unhesitatingly offers up one's entire life. In the era before the transmigration, it was almost equivalent to putting a sign on one's head that said, "I'm an honest person, come and exploit me."

Perhaps it doesn't matter if it's real exploitation, it doesn't matter if he's a scumbag, it doesn't matter if he's rotten to the core, as long as he can give love, as long as he can never let go, he can do anything.

—It cannot be denied.

—I couldn't refuse.

—It's inexplicable.

Because once you've revealed your true feelings, what you need isn't so-called reasons, explanations, or long-winded speeches; all you need is to show your actions, make choices that you won't regret.

There is no third option between agreeing and disagreeing.

At this moment, there is no room for moderation.

Humans are inherently drawn to extremes, and when someone becomes truly emotional and transforms into a rational and objective person, they are disliked by both sides.

Although doing it in broad daylight on the street seems like a pervert, haven't I done similar things in broad daylight in the past?

Not to mention what happened later, even her first time with Alicia was in the wild, and it was also the girl who took the initiative to push him back.

"Ok."

"But at least prepare a luxurious room."

“I don’t want, I won’t allow your first time to be in such a superficial way here, and I could never accept my first time being like this.”

"Let's go look for a suitable room now..."

"between……"

……

Jiang Cheng still tried to make his and the girl's once-in-a-lifetime, first-time act as solemn as possible, using the power of gravity to perceive the incompleteness of the surrounding buildings.

However, in the very next second, before he could even fully utilize his own power, all his senses were instinctively overwhelmed by the sudden surge of energy.

It exploded like lightning, so rapidly that it instantly caused the entire Herrscher territory to breathe, leaving no room for any prior reaction.

As a Herrscher-level body, having accepted and reclaimed a portion of the Herrscher's authority, it was instantly suppressed, gently and forcefully pinned to the ground.

Even the deep blue pupils were momentarily stunned, leaving only the reflection in those eyes of the lightning flashing in the sky that dimmed instantly, tearing through the veil of clouds.

—It's Raiden Mei.

what?

what?

what? !

The rapidly changing situation was incomprehensible until their eyes met again, until they caught an uncontrollable surprise and eagerness in those soft, moist, purplish-red eyes.

The area against the chest is completely uncovered, offering a perfect feel like marshmallow tofu, with a softness that even fabric cannot conceal.

Even with the armor layer being incredibly thick, one could still barely feel the heart beating beneath.

The girl didn't do anything extra; she simply couldn't control herself and ran in front of him after hearing the word "agree."

The fact that she stood there, frozen in place, makes it easy to understand what happened, especially the awkward blank look that follows the loss of joy in her eyes.

So that’s it.

You only listened and agreed.

is it?

……

242. Vervi is on her way.

Jiang Cheng could see the girl's inner thoughts in her eyes, and he could also notice the empty apology that remained after the eager excitement subsided.

Once again, I felt the weight of emotions so clearly.

It is definitely heavier than mountains and planets.

Even the gravity of authority cannot compare.

Two words were enough to make the quiet, gentle, and top-performing girl so happy that she became somewhat rude and wouldn't listen to anything else.

They might even feel sorry for their impulsiveness and disobedience after being sidelined and left to play, as the atmosphere cools down and their brains cool down.

I never imagined that someone in the world would get so excited about something like this, and then feel sorry for giving away freebies.

It was so sincere and heavy that it felt like it was crushing you, especially when combined with the heavy feeling of the girl's thick front armor pressing down on you.