Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

That's why we're worried.

She was worried that he would abandon her after finding a new lover.

If it can fill the biggest emptiness in your heart, then why deny it all?

As for whether the boy can hug all three at the same time, and how the four of them can live together in the future, let's put those questions aside for now.

Velvi moved forward little by little, ignoring Alicia who was still a stone statue beside her, and simply approached the paradise on her own.

They did not rise up simply because of forgiveness, but continued to maintain a humble posture, seeking the punishment they deserved and were entitled to.

Her slender fingertips were stained with dust from the broken ground, but they were restored to their original state before the next touch. Her skin, more delicate than cherry blossoms, only left a brief red mark when touched by exposed scratches. Even her excessively full breasts swayed seductively.

She showed everything about herself to the boy.

Let those dark, deep eyes capture everything.

……

They really look alike...

No wonder Jiangcheng is hallucinating.

Raiden Mei remained silent, watching everything unfold. Finally, she had enough strength to leave her seat, allowing the boy to stand up and extend his hand as if training a dog, waiting for Velvet's arrival.

She tried to get up as soon as Velvi and Alicia arrived, but her body was too soft and tight to control, and she couldn't even do a squat. It wasn't until the two of them started talking and using those things as side dishes that she was able to get up after some water came out and no one paid attention to her.

Jiang Cheng's body still has many patterns formed by the convergence of water that is half-dried and completely wet, emitting a peculiar smell. People who are used to deceiving themselves and like to fool themselves will ignore them.

Should we say it's fortunate that it was ignored?

do not know.

Being ignored is usually a very unpleasant thing, but in this troublesome situation, being able to temporarily escape the battlefield isn't so bad.

But if we say this is a good thing, then we can only watch our lovers being affectionate with other women, and we can't do anything about it.

Despite standing right there, she was instantly ignored by everyone, even the boy was completely focused on Wilvi.

So I don’t know.

I simply don't know.

No other answers can be provided.

Raiden Mei felt her thoughts were in complete disarray. Despite having anticipated it, witnessing this scene still caused her to lose all reason instantly.

Even if the jealousy can be masked by one's own mistakes, the person who made the boy give so much has no right to ask for anything more. As a later arrival and a third party, she cannot blame the original spouse. Just being seen having her first time with the boy—such a perverted scene is enough to drive any normal person into a frenzy.

Aside from genuine exhibitionist perverts, there shouldn't be anyone in this world who wants their little sexual encounters with their partner to be witnessed by others.

She was unable to denounce Virvi and Alicia for being shameless, nor could she act like a mistress in front of the two real mistresses.

In a sense, the reason why Alicia and Velvet were able to see this scene was because the girl deliberately orchestrated it with her own little scheme.

—In order to establish a place in the hearts of young people with my own body.

—In order not to be kicked out immediately.

The Herrscher's perception ability, wielding the power of lightning. In a sense, she might be among the most elite on the planet; at least, anyone who sets foot on the Far East island will be immediately detected by the girl, and their voice will be heard as well.

If the girl hadn't vaguely sensed that someone more important to the boy was gradually approaching, she wouldn't have become so twisted.

……

247. Alicia refuses to participate in the Fluorescent Bloom event.

She needed to stay in the city for at least a day or two, and after sorting out her emotions, she could have her first time with the boy on the exquisite bed.

No matter what, Raiden Mei is still a lady from a respectable family. Her morals, etiquette, and temperament are impeccable, all learned from the environment she was raised in.

If one doesn't truly realize that doing otherwise is unacceptable and requires abandoning dignity and manners, then such overly hasty behavior is, in any case, a drain on the enduring nature of the relationship.

Although I must also thank myself for taking action, instead of hesitating or wandering in place as before, I took the initiative to do this perverse thing and became the boy's lover in both body and mind, the kind of person who would not be kicked out even if a former lover came.

This behavior is despicable and shameless. It completely takes advantage of the boy's sense that he won't be irresponsible, forcibly taking his place and then leaving the problem to the boy to deal with his real lovers.

If there is a choice.

If there are other ways to gain a sense of security.

If it doesn't come so quickly, and if time isn't so urgent.

……

Raiden Mei gently shook her head, ceasing her self-justification, and opened her still tearful eyes, behaving herself as a respectful bystander.

Ultimately, it is a mistake that one has made, and no matter how chaotic and contradictory it may be, one must bear the responsibility alone; one cannot blame anyone else for it.

Pointing the finger at others is irresponsible. Those real original spouses are already very kind for arriving so late, leaving an empty seat.

If they had never caused the misunderstanding about her death, and had not left her with a month-long window of opportunity to choose a new life, she would probably still be trapped in a state of loneliness.

This is a voluntary action, and even if there is environmental pressure, it is still a free will, just like the bird that took flight on its own initiative in the boy's words.

Compared to being eaten by predators or unable to eat, and cowering on the ground awaiting death, choosing to face more options for survival is preferable.

Since you've decided to soar into the sky, since you've chosen to take flight to survive, you must face the consequences of taking to the skies. At the very least, it's all for survival, to escape the predators.

In order to gain a sense of security, they must also bear the side effects of leaving a bad impression on Vivi and the others.

Now, let's observe firsthand, not just hearsay, the real life between the young man and his first love.

There was nothing she could do, nothing she could say, and no idea how to face a rival in love. All Raiden Mei could do was stay by the boy's side, adopting a docile posture and standing there quietly.

Silently watching the girl, hailed as a genius, place her chin on the boy's fingertips, her face being stroked like a pet, and her head being stroked as well, she finally uttered her first polite greeting.

"Hello, Miss Wilvi."

"I am Raiden Mei, one of Jiang Cheng's lovers."

……

There was no response.

Wilvi simply lay down, pretending not to hear, responding to the boy's actions as if reliving a past scene.

It wasn't a tacit acceptance of the fairy lady's seemingly negative attitude, because no matter how much Alicia hated her or didn't want to see her, she had personally delivered her there, so she had at least some mental preparation. Her disappointment was at most that the fairy lady hadn't fulfilled her expectations.

They've already used Alicia as a tool to comfort Jiang Cheng, so they can't insist that she can't have any intimate contact or relationship with the boy, can they?

If such behavior were actually committed, then the blame would not fall entirely on that fairy lady.

No matter how much you hate yourself, you can only hate yourself; no matter how painful it is, you can only be dissatisfied with yourself. Since you chose to become Icarus, you can only accept it yourself.

Even if they didn't die from the fall, and their bodies weren't set ablaze and plunged into the sea, having become a stepping stone, they had already allowed another person to fly into the sky.

Undeniably.

It was impossible to refuse.

But the girl in front of him, who looked very much like Mei, was completely different from the scholar who was quite famous in Changkong City before his death.

never seen it.

I haven't looked into it.

do not know either.

I had absolutely no knowledge of them, no understanding of them, and no information whatsoever. They were complete strangers except for their similar appearance.

Although Wilvi had unwavering faith in the boy's choice and would never deny his wishes under any circumstances, the girl was completely unprepared for what was to come. It was as if a rival had suddenly appeared out of nowhere, a rival for whom she knew absolutely nothing.

The best that can be done is for the girl herself to tolerate in her resistance against the third party, which means simply being indifferent and ignoring it.

Going too far could harm the teenager, but if emotions are not expressed at all, they will accumulate inside and also harm the teenager.

To ensure that Jiangcheng does not harbor any discontent or suffer any negative consequences, it is crucial to maintain a level of non-interference.

Although I may feel very dissatisfied and upset... things that require a long time to coordinate are definitely not something I can explore now, and at least in the short term, it is absolutely impossible to grasp the right balance.

Trying to investigate will only hurt the boy, and the blame for the problem will never lie with the boy, but only with himself.

—I put the hat on myself.

—I shattered the pure love of youth with my own hands.

……

What else can be denied?

What else could I possibly hate?

Having prepared such a meaningless plan, it's already a blessing to be able to stay by the boy's side. If you continue to think about more, you'll only be like someone who picks up sesame seeds but loses the watermelon, unable to even grasp the last bit of happiness.

Ultimately, it was due to his own incompetence that he failed to offer any help after the boy arrived in a strange world, failed to leave any plans to deal with the situation, failed to find the lost boy immediately, and even had to rely on Alicia's power and the boy's initiative to reveal his identity before finding him after such a long delay.

Just as his last plan had failed to work, the boy, having lost his lover and no longer able to smile, dragged his body, severely eroded by Honkai energy, through many years of torment before finally passing away in despair.

Although I don't want to talk about things like life and death, especially since it involves a young man, I have to admit that dragging on with a half-dead body and a weakened mind is a kind of torture for a young man.

This is something that requires actively seeking punishment; if it were just a teenager, they probably would never bring this mistake to the forefront.

Before replenishing Jiangcheng's energy, we must atone for our mistakes.

No one is stricter with themselves than a young girl.

Right now, we really need some physical sensations to offset the pain in our hearts, and we're using near-self-harm to combat the symptoms of emptiness.

A rosy tongue gently peeked out, glistening with translucent silver saliva, drawing a thin line in the air that connected to her flawless white teeth. Her punk-style clothing had vanished without a trace, and what came into contact with the rising boy was her excessively soft and delicate skin.

A genius who doesn't argue, doesn't pursue, and doesn't demand more, and who will always stay in the same place, has already learned how to obtain the happiness he deserves.

Only now did Alicia, who had been the first to step forward but was a step behind Vervi, finally catch up with the pace, raise her head, her eyes glazed.

The crystal-clear pink light, as if encompassing the primordial sea, reflected the excessively disheveled boy before him. Even the darkest black hole, as celestial as a celestial body, would fall into an endless dreamlike paradise under that radiance. Only that hidden, concealed gentleness remained unchanged from the beginning.

No sound can be made.

It's right there.

It was within easy reach.