Chu Ye stares at my outfit and is puzzled in his eyes.

I scratched my head in embarrassment: "well, I came to you to tell you that I'm going back to school. I can't stay here all the time."

In fact, I don't know what kind of tone I should use to talk to him. If I want to say disgust, I can't talk about it, if I want to say favor... Even less.

Apart from separating me from Ling Xiao, this man can be said to be so good that there is nothing I am not satisfied with.

Moreover, every time I lose my temper, Chu Ye is gentle, as if he doesn't care about me when he treats an ignorant child.

His eyes darkened: "your parents... Well, don't you want to rest a few more days? I don't think you're in good shape. "

I reluctantly pulled the corners of my mouth: "yes, my state is not good, but the people who can make me better are not here."

The atmosphere seems to be solidified, depressed and cold because of my words.

"Then I'll take you back to school. The previous condition was to stay with me, but if you want to go back to class, I'll be the only one to follow you."

follow me? Why follow me

I also mentioned that condition... I rubbed my eyes powerlessly: "you can't live on me like Ling Xiao, and it's inconvenient. If you want to see me, I can come to you."

I hurried to say, between the lines are resistance to his going back to school with me.

But sometimes, the more gentle a person is, the more stubborn he is, just like Chu ye now.

"Normal people can't see me. Don't worry. As for the girls' dormitory, there's nothing to worry about. I won't go in, and I'll go somewhere. "

Slowly ignore my resistance

I sipped my mouth: "it's up to you." Follow and follow. Anyway, others can't see it, and... I really can't find a reason to refuse.

……

In this way, Chu ye and I returned to school together.

Military training is still going on, but I asked for leave. First, I want to escape such training. Second, my state has not recovered. Maybe it will pull everyone back. I don't want such a situation.

On the day Luo Manqing saw me back, it is no exaggeration to say that the girl held me and cried for half an hour.

Probably worried bad, I can only pretend to gently hold her in my arms and comfort her bit by bit.

And Chu ye, as he said, has his own place to go.

Life seems to be on track. My house has been repaired by a special insurance company. I don't have to worry.

Anyway

No one will live in that house now.

Occasionally, I will go to see my parents. In the hospital, knowing that they won't wake up, I will still sit beside them and talk about the interesting things that happened today.

In the blink of an eye, the military training came to an end.

The days without Ling Xiao are very slow. I count every minute and second. I wonder if Ling Xiao suddenly appears. I wake up in the middle of the night and stare out of the window.

Ling Xiao disappeared, and heizhe also disappeared.

Are you disappointed in me? It's good... If you don't expect, you won't get hurt. I don't want to make excuses for myself. If I can't be together, I won't see you again. Everyone will be sad.

Just, I miss him very much, no matter dream or reality.

I Miss Ling Xiao very much.

However, I haven't been crying. In addition to missing her and hating each other, such emotion makes me stronger bit by bit.

To save my parents, but also to destroy the enemy who separated me and my love.

Similarly, Chu Ye appears every day to worry about my life. It's the so-called moistening things silently.

From the beginning of not being used to or even excluded, to now, I seem to have wavered.

But this vacillation does not mean that he will have any feelings for Chu Ye. Instead, he feels that such an excellent person has done everything he can do except that he is not a human.

Like a friend, a good friend, but he has a different feeling for me, and I just eliminate my exclusion.

Every time in the dead of night, I feel how carefree I used to be. I don't have to consider anything. Just study and play.

But now

Luo Manqing found my difference and thought that something big had happened in my family. He kept teasing me when talking to me every day. Instead of being comfortable before, he accompanied me carefully for fear of stabbing my wound.

But... My wound is so deep that it doesn't matter if I sprinkle salt and pepper.

How could it be deeper if it was hurt to the bone.

She felt the change of my mentality and character, from a lively and crazy little girl to a quiet and silent girl.

If this hadn't happened, I would still live a life I don't know the heaven and earth.

Just, no if.

When things really happen, we have to accept and correct them.

I feel guilty about romance, but my life is dark. I can't say it and don't want to say it.

I'm afraid to drag her into the water. This is the last thing I want to see.

It doesn't matter even if a person undertakes it. The day will bring great responsibility to such a person. Maybe that's the truth.

But every time I face her, I always feel that I'm hiding something. It shouldn't be like this to my good friends.

Fortunately, Luo Manqing showed full understanding and care for me.

At the same time, I think, another day, I can tell her these experiences in the form of stories.

But I don't know how long that day will come. I don't know. After a long time, I will be frightened by the girl who I think doesn't know anything and can't take care of myself.

Of course, that's all later.

Chu Ye comes to see me for a period of time every day, talks with me, and talks about some things.

His tenderness and once Lingxiao's coldness are two extremes.

Maybe people are cheap. When Ling Xiao was indifferent and hated me, I wanted to stay away from him. Now I'm really far away, but I'm trapped in endless thoughts every day.

Occasionally I laugh at myself. Why.

The contract has been dissolved. Ling Xiao must know it.

But up to now, he hasn't come to me.

It was easy to find me, at least for her, but he didn't.

Are you angry with me? Or angry with yourself, or... The so-called man's enthusiasm disappears too quickly, even men thousands of years ago are no exception.

On the morning of the end of military training, I got up early as usual.

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