Host, You're Targeted

"I'm sorry." Chi nianxun apologizes to Ye Zang with a cry.

He hugged Ye Zang's neck like a straw. He was afraid that if he let go, ye Zang would push him away and disappear.

He seemed to have become a wanderer floating aimlessly on the sea, waving for help to the board that floated in front of him when he was about to sink. But after getting on the board, he began to worry that the board could not save him.

"It's my fault. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, right?"

Chi nianxun choked and couldn't speak. He began to cry and burp.

Ye Cang felt the paper towel at the head of the bed and pulled several pieces of paper to wipe his tears.

"I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm always afraid that you don't like me, that your family can't accept me, or that you'll leave me alone for a long time due to family pressure or other reasons I'm always on the verge of disappointment and disappointment. I'm really scared Sorry... "

His life experience in the past 20 years and the hurt of his native family in his flesh and blood have always made him uneasy. Even if he is loved, he will think about the shelf life of this love.

In his opinion, he is a waste product that his mother would not accept.

Even if his grades were the best in the year of graduation, no company was willing to sign him for filming.

Because the world kisses him with pain, he always floats and sinks in the ocean of disappointment.

"Don't be afraid." Ye Zang's powerful arm was confined behind him, and he was trapped in the warm arms, so that he could not get a little cold.

The gentle kiss without any emotion and desire fell on his face, and the tenderness that belonged to him alone came from all directions like water and enveloped him in it.

"You've done well enough, both in acting and in association with me, so don't tell me I'm sorry. I have nightmares because I'm afraid, not because of you. "

Ye Zang didn't tell him a great truth. Instead, he said soothing words with a kind of eloquent tone and a language he could accept.

"Everyone is afraid. I will also be afraid that you will not like me one day. Before I come out to my father, I will also be afraid that he can't accept me and I can't accept you. But fear does not prove that I am a coward. Even if I am afraid, I will go forward without hesitation, because I want to be good with you

Fear is never equal to cowardice. There is a dark corner in everyone's heart, which contains many secrets that can't be appealed to.

It's not uncommon, it's not terrible.

What is terrible is not fear itself, but the self that is knocked down by fear.

"You've done a good job. You're afraid that I don't like you, which shows that I'm very important to you. You're afraid that you can't integrate into my family. It also shows that you've fantasized about going home with me. You're afraid because you care."

Chi nianxun is cold all over. Ye Zang accidentally touches his feet and naturally sticks his warm feet to his cold ankles.

The thick quilt protected the warmth that the leaves gave him.

"I'm not going to give you a promise that we're going to go for the rest of our lives, the next, the next. I'm a businessman. I don't fight wars that are not prepared, and I don't make promises that can't be guaranteed. All I can give you is this heart that is hot enough and sincere enough. If you want to beat it only for you all the time, you need to make efforts and pay a price. As long as you give it energy, I can love you with all my heart. "