If we were not married

When I get home, I don't want to listen to Gu Binyang's explanation. I'll pack up and try to move out tomorrow.

On the way, Gu Binyang didn't speak, and my heart was cold bit by bit.

I really thought he could give me happiness, but now, it's just some harm. It's better to leave now than this.

If this continues all the time, the injured person is just me. In fact, in my heart, I still hope Gu Binyang can explain it to me.

I deliberately slowed down and walked in my heart every step. Every step I took thought that maybe Gu bin would stop me and explain it well.

Just until I entered the room, there was no gu Binyang's cry behind me. I suddenly felt that I was a really ridiculous existence.

I already know the result, but I still have to fight stubbornly, thinking that maybe things will have room for turning around.

However, now it seems that there is no way to change the outcome. I also have no ability to change when the door is closed.

Finally, I couldn't control my emotions. My tears fell unconsciously. My heart was numb and had no feeling.

At the beginning, Qi Jia and I didn't feel like this when we let go. Is Gu Binyang really unwilling to tell me an explanation?

So, all this is the result of my self righteous all the time, isn't it? Why? I tried to cover my mouth.

I'm afraid Gu Binyang will hear my hysterical cry. This is my last pride. I will never allow me to show the slightest care in front of Gu Binyang.

This is my last pride, but after this time, I should never be so easy to trust everyone.

Because the woman has come back, does Gu Binyang even want to act? Now everything is no longer important to me.

It seems that I can't afford the luxury of love. I always don't believe it. Now in front of reality, I'm still ruthlessly beaten back to the prototype.

I'm so tired, but now I still have many things to deal with, so I have to continue to work hard, but I don't have a goal anymore.

Perhaps only a good life, only when I have the ability, can I choose the happiness in my eyes.

Now I have no ability, so I am not qualified to choose my happiness. I also have dignity. I don't want to rely on Gu Binyang.

I went to the toilet, took a handful of cold water, poured it on my face to wake myself up, adjusted my state, opened the door and went out.

"Xiao Qi..."

"What would you like to eat?"

I asked strangely that from now to the future, I am no longer willing to have any relationship with Gu Binyang.

Even this time, I will cook food for Gu Binyang at last. In the future, we can only have the relationship between superiors and subordinates.

"As long as you do it, it's good."

If I had heard Gu Binyang say such words before, I would have been happy, but now I won't.

"OK."

I don't want to waste too much time with Gu Binyang. Now I'm just a nanny in Gu Binyang's family.

I want to be the hostess of this family. I feel good about moving out before I come back. I don't want to wait here. When others come, I will humiliate myself.

Anyway, three months is coming. I can leave immediately. During this period, Gu Binyang and I have no interest relationship at all.

Therefore, even if I leave now, I don't owe him Gu Binyang anything. Instead, he owes me Gu Binyang's feelings.

I cooked some of my best dishes, but I didn't have any appetite.

The calmer my surface is, the more I care now. Whenever I see Gu Binyang, I want to ask him. Isn't there anything I want to say to me?

But, now look at Gu Binyang's appearance, really don't want to say anything, that is to say, Gu Binyang during this period of time.

The kindness to me is just for another person. Now that person is back, so I want to give her the happiness of this dress back.

I can't afford to spend other people's happiness. I should return all that I should return to others. Anyway, I'm used to it. No matter how difficult the road is, I have to finish it alone.

"Well, eat."

"Are you okay?"

After hearing Gu Binyang's words, I suddenly felt like laughing. Now Gu Binyang came to ask me if I have anything.

Should I thank Gu Binyang for taking care of my emotions at this time.

"I'm fine. Don't worry about it."

I tried to squeeze out a smile. It doesn't matter to me. Gu Binyang's question now has only this answer, which can be simply explained.

My mood is now. Do you want me to tell Gu Binyang what I think? Even if I really have to say it, he must not care about it.

In his heart, the person he cares about now should be the woman who looks like me.

I don't care about this substitute anymore, and I don't have to pay anything anymore, because the person he really likes has come back.

Moreover, listening to the meaning of two people's words, I'm ready to get married. Such a good thing, but I can't bless.

"There's something you can tell me."

"Nothing!"

I said calmly, after I said it, did he continue to make up a new lie to continue my style?

Think I don't know anything? Think I don't even know which woman is his ex girlfriend's? No, it shouldn't be an ex girlfriend.

Maybe, they just made a little contradiction, and then I was when the relationship between them went wrong.

Well, Gu Binyang just picked up the body. Now I'm useless. The reason why Gu Binyang is willing to tell me nothing now.

Yes, because I haven't completely reconciled with that woman, then my role below should be the one that Gu Binyang is angry with that woman.

It's just a prop. When it's useless, it can be thrown away directly. I should know that.