If we were not married

He doesn't want to know where to play. His happiness will never have anything to do with me again.

When I came back, Gu Binyang didn't come back. If it had been before, Gu Binyang would have come back.

Since he hasn't come back, I don't have to do anything for him and eat.

As long as I have something simple, I can be satisfied. I'm not as picky as Gu Binyang, because I'm not qualified to be picky at all.

I can like a person very much, but I will also be completely forgotten by the person I used to like with my life.

I am not cruel, but a person who has given up you. If you don't forget him, do you want him to hurt you again?

This is the reality, and it is also the unchangeable side of this society. I have gradually learned to adapt to this society.

I thought Gu Binyang wouldn't come back tonight, but when I just finished my meal, Gu Binyang went and walked in.

It's getting late now. I was afraid that Gu Binyang would come back halfway, so I didn't go to cook until it was late.

For fear, it's a very embarrassing thing to meet Gu Binyang like this.

However, even if I had eaten so late, I inevitably met Gu Binyang.

I took care of it in an instant. My own emotions didn't make me feel so uncomfortable.

Although Gu Binyang came back, he looked like he had drunk a lot of wine. He didn't even walk well.

If I had been in the past, I would have gone up to see Gu Binyang, but now I won't.

I'm afraid that if Gu Binyang treats me as someone else, what should I do? My heart really can't stand the slightest blow.

I shouldn't be in charge of this kind of thing, but the people who should be in charge of it don't appear here now.

Gu Binyang must have come back because he was drunk. Otherwise, how could Gu Binyang come back so late.

The more clear I was in my heart, the more uncomfortable I was. Based on the principle of "not seeing is net", I went into the house.

I'm ready to go to bed. As for Gu Binyang, I don't want to take care of him anymore. As a nanny, I can only sit down and clean up.

But I'm not responsible for taking care of the drunk Gu Binyang. I don't want to take care of him.

However, Gu Binyang didn't intend to let me go. When I was leaving, Gu Binyang took my hand.

"What are you doing? Let go of me!"

I said angrily that the thing I hate most now is Gu Binyang's touch.

"Pour me a glass of water."

Gu Binyang said slowly. After that, he let go of my hand and sat on the sofa. I don't know what Gu Binyang's idea is now.

Originally, I wanted to leave him alone, but I still poured him a glass of water, even if it was something that my nanny should sit on now.

"Here you are."

I put the water cup in front of the two Gu Binyang and was about to leave.

It's just that Gu Binyang still doesn't want me to leave. Now I seriously doubt whether Gu Binyang regards me as his fiancee.

As long as I think of this, my heart is blocked. Yuefa wants to take out the hand Gu Binyang grabbed.

However, as a woman, I am not as strong as Gu Binyang, even if I have paid all my strength.

However, Gu Binyang still holds me firmly, but my wrist has become red. It seems that Gu Binyang doesn't intend to let go of me.

In an instant, I stopped the movement in my hand and didn't think about taking out my own hand. Now I regret that I didn't leave directly when Gu Binyang just let go of me.

I only agreed to pour a glass of water for Gu Binyang out of kindness because it was really uncomfortable to see his appearance.

However, I didn't expect that I had poured water for him, but he still didn't want me to go back. Since he didn't love me, let me leave.

"Why resign?"

Through Gu Binyang's question, I can probably know that Gu Binyang didn't recognize me wrong this time.

After all, her fiancee hasn't worked in the public outside. Looking at her clothes and the people behind her, she shouldn't need her to come out to work.

Not like me, all the things I want to get depend on my efforts. I've always been alone, moving forward on the road to the future.

It's just that I don't get anything in return for the way I go. So far, all I have is a house.

I don't even have a job. I don't know what it will be like to go to a new environment. Gu Binyang now asks me why I want to resign.

Isn't he aware of this problem? I have chosen to leave directly in order not to let myself show my emotion towards him again.

However, I'm already like this, but looking after Binyang, is this blaming me for resigning? I'm trying to help him.

Is it difficult for me to stay with him, and then wait until he gets married to be a junior who destroys other people's families?

Even if Gu Binyang really thinks so, I won't do so. I can't let myself become the most hated person in my past.

If Gu Binyang really has such an idea, it is just an insult to me, which will make me look down on Gu Binyang even more.

I don't want to. In the end, Gu Binyang is such an image in my heart. At least this is the man I really loved.

I think when I think of Gu Binyang in the future, I just smile and won't mention it again.

"Gu Binyang, you let me go."

This is the first time I have told Gu Binyang about this. In the past, Gu Binyang never said anything about us.

This is because I started it. Since he Gu Binyang is unwilling to tell me anything, I will tell Gu Binyang all my thoughts.

Let him know that I can like him, but that's only on the basis that he also likes me, because he had an experience of failure.

Therefore, I clearly know the seriousness of this matter.