If we were not married

If the feelings between two people can't be equal, they won't work hard for long.

Since Gu Binyang doesn't want to like me and I don't want to be someone else's double, Gu Binyang hasn't told me to leave.

However, my self-esteem does not allow me to continue to stay with Gu Binyang, so I left, but it seems that I don't speak clearly.

In Gu Binyang's heart, I still like him, but how can there be such a good thing in the world.

Even if there is, it is only when Gu Binyang is worthy. My dignity now does not allow me to do so.

"Why don't you want to believe me?"

Gu Binyang asked sadly.

However, I also want to believe what she said, but until now, he has no explanation, but I will know in the future.

But when will I know? Do I have to face my reality when Gu Binyang gets married?

I can believe what Gu Binyang said, but Gu Binyang also wants me to believe it. He won't cheat my explanation.

Now, what does Gu Binyang want me to take and believe that he loves me? He is with me because he likes me.

I have said it clearly. As long as Gu Binyang explains, no matter what he says, I will choose to believe what he says.

However, Gu Binyang didn't explain anything. Now he still has the face to ask me why I don't believe him. Doesn't he realize how ironic this matter is?

"Gu Binyang, I said that all I want is your explanation. You can't explain. Will you let me go?"

I almost begged to finish some words, because I didn't know what kind of idea Gu Binyang had in mind.

Still, Gu Binyang has been using me up to now, but all these things are important to me without Gu Binyang's explanation.

However, Gu Binyang didn't want to give me what I wanted.

I don't have the courage to choose my own destiny, but I can stick to my own way. I don't like the feeling of being looked down upon by others.

I can only say, which kind of feeling is very bad and not suitable for me. I don't have time to worry about gain and loss with Gu Binyang. With these time.

I deliberately use my own efforts to work out a career that belongs to me.

"I won't let you leave me."

I don't understand. What does Gu Binyang mean by saying such words now? It's still the person he wants to say this sentence. It's not me at all.

It's just someone else. I don't want to ask about these things anymore. It's because I didn't meet Gu Binyang at all.

Now, I have no regrets. On the contrary, maybe one day when Gu Binyang really gets married, I can still bless him well.

The reason why I am willing to ask for Gu Binyang's explanation is that I am still willing to believe that Gu Binyang will not deceive me.

Just looking at Gu Binyang, I can't hear any explanation about it in his mouth.

My heart already knows that I can't like Gu Binyang anymore. I won't believe that Gu Binyang has feelings for me anymore.

If you really have feelings, you won't be as unhappy as now when you see me so uncomfortable and give up work for him every day.

But yesterday, when I needed an explanation and gave Gu Binyang and I a chance, he was still unwilling to explain.

Instead, he left here and didn't come back all night. Now he came back and drank a lot of wine. After seeing me, he said these inexplicable words.

In fact, sometimes, I really can't guess what Gu Binyang thinks in his heart. I don't want to know now.

I also asked Gu Binyang what he wanted me to do before he was willing to let me go, but Gu Binyang didn't answer this question.

In fact, Gu Binyang is a very selfish person. Maybe he has some feelings for me, so he doesn't want me to leave, but he certainly doesn't know what he thinks in his heart now.

Therefore, I don't want to leave, but I'm not the one who can't let go. Since I don't like it anymore, I'll treat the previous things as a beautiful misunderstanding.

In the future, it will be like I don't know Gu Binyang. After all, I don't deserve Gu Binyang.

"Gu Binyang, I won't like you anymore."

However, when I said this, Gu Binyang had fallen asleep, so I didn't hear it. It doesn't matter if I just accept it.

Moreover, I said it very seriously, not only for Gu Binyang, but also for myself and my heart.

Tell myself that I can no longer make such a mistake for the so-called love. Don't like a person casually.

You should always see your identity and know what is suitable for you and what you can deserve.

Even if Gu Binyang is already asleep, his hand is firmly holding my arm, if not the woman I saw.

I really have to think that Gu Binyang cares and has fallen in love with me, but after seeing the woman's face, I know I can't continue to deceive myself.

Now it's full of contradictions before they are all together. If they are really together, do they quarrel every day?

If so, it's better to separate directly when you're not married, as you are now.

Or after I have survived so many difficulties, when I can make myself worthy of Gu Binyang, I suddenly find that Gu Binyang is not the person I should love at all.

In this case, it will be a great blow to me. Fortunately, Gu Binyang's fiancee came back early. Otherwise, I will suffer.

I wanted to ignore Binyang's affairs directly, but I was always reluctant. I took a blanket and covered him.

I turned and went back upstairs. What Gu Binyang said tonight, I wouldn't take it to heart at all.

It's just that Gu Binyang talked nonsense when he was drunk. How can I take it seriously? It's just that Gu Binyang's behavior tonight made me more determined to leave here immediately.