If we were not married

If I continue to stay here, it must have a certain impact on me. If I continue to tangle up like this, it will also be a kind of suffering for my feelings.

As long as I leave here, I will never have any relationship with Gu Binyang again.

In this way, my heart won't be so uncomfortable. I'm doomed not to sleep this night.

Gu Binyang is, with this ability, a simple word can greatly affect my mood.

I can't go on like this. In this case, I always have a bad rest and always want to know what Gu Binyang means by every sentence.

I'm really afraid that if I continue to stay with Gu Binyang today, I may really go crazy.

So, anyway, I have to leave this weekend, not only do I want to leave Gu Binyang, but also hide away from him.

I don't want to receive any news about Gu Binyang. Now I always have a lot of opportunities to get along with Gu Binyang alone.

However, the thing I fear most now is probably to get along with Gu Binyang alone as now.

In particular, when Gu Binyang said these words, it can always attack my determination and make me less determined.

I'm not sure what Gu Binyang's idea is, but I don't want to waste any more. I have a good time to go.

Just because I think I don't deserve Gu Binyang, not Gu Binyang. One day I heard clearly that the aunt in the woman's mouth should be Gu Binyang's mother.

Now that I'm ready to get married, what kind of identity am I now between two people? I dare not think about it. I'm afraid I'll look down on myself in the end.

I tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep well. As long as I closed my eyes, my mind was full of Gu Binyang lying in the living room.

However, I tried to control my emotions and didn't go down to see Gu Binyang, because I was afraid that when I saw Gu Binyang, all my emotions would disappear.

I don't allow myself to do such a shameful thing again, because I'm not such a person at all, and I don't want to change for Gu Binyang now.

In the past, I might still be able to change for Gu Binyang, but now Gu Binyang is not worth it. I have made any changes for him.

I didn't bear to have a look at Gu Binyang in the afternoon. I don't know how I fell asleep in the end. I just remember that it was almost dawn outside.

I woke up very early. Life passed quickly. Today is the weekend again. When I thought of last weekend, Gu Binyang took me to the farmyard to play.

I also think that one day I don't want to find such a place when I'm so tired. There are only Gu Binyang and me to enjoy life.

However, in a short week, so many things have happened, and this idea can no longer be realized in this life.

I thought I'd have a good chat with the boss's wife when I went back in the future, but I won't go again in my life after I let go of Gu Binyang.

Where can I have a good meeting, but I don't want to care about this relationship.

So, where is even a good memory for me. When I think of where, I'm just relieved.

That means I really put it down. Maybe I can go somewhere in the future, but I don't have the feelings at the beginning anymore.

When I got up, I finally couldn't help but go down and have a look at Gu Binyang. Originally, I was going to cook, but Gu Binyang was just a casual thing.

Maybe it's because he drank too much wine yesterday, so he hasn't woken up yet.

There is no need to go to work today, but Gu Binyang is not necessarily so busy. Tomorrow is the last day of three months.

I can completely leave from this home, so I am also contradictory. I don't want to see Gu Binyang. I hope he can go out to work.

However, I still want to enjoy the happiness of this day, even if I stole it.

Therefore, I have been so contradictory, I don't know what I should do, but the more uncomfortable it is, the more uncomfortable it will be in my heart.

In order not to let myself continue to think about these things, I went directly to the kitchen to cook to distract my attention.

I can only see how God arranged today. I think these are useless now. What we need to see is whether Gu Binyang is busy today.

Because even if I convince myself, I can't convince Gu Binyang. I might as well do nothing.

In this way, you can be less distressed and more relaxed.

When I finished my meal, Gu Binyang didn't wake up. I didn't worry. I didn't call him. I just put the dishes in the kitchen.

I myself, sitting in the living room, quietly waiting for Gu Binyang to wake up. I don't want to call Gu Binyang up, and I'm not afraid that the dishes in the kitchen will be cold.

But when I finished my meal, I suddenly found that I have nothing to do now. It's just such a simple thing.

I just sit quietly, don't do anything, don't think about anything, and enjoy my happiness.

Such a short time can let me have a good rest. I don't know when Gu Binyang can wake up.

What I know is that I can have a good sleep here, but I can't sleep when I close my eyes.

So, I just keep my eyes open and don't know where I should look or what I should think in my mind?

It seems that this time I really need a good rest. I don't know how long it took. When I was about to fall asleep, Gu Binyang woke up.

See, after the people on the sofa took action, I immediately went to the kitchen and brought out the dishes I prepared, but there was no heat.

I'm also lazy to get hot. If Gu Binyang doesn't like it, I can do it again. In fact, I also want to delay my time in this way.

"Why don't you call me?"

"Look at you. You slept well. I didn't call you."

I explained, but I didn't dare to look at Gu Binyang's. Gu Binyang now doesn't look like last night.