If we were not married

Now he looks like nothing has happened these days.

Well, I'm going to move out tomorrow. Today is my last day here. I'm tired of quarreling and don't want to quarrel with Gu Binyang.

Now, Gu Binyang's performance is also what I want. I know that people with a hangover will not feel good the next day.

I put the freshly cooked sobering soup in front of Gu Binyang.

"You may feel better after drinking some."

I finished and sat in my own position.

To tell the truth, this time I was still soft hearted, because I didn't want to see him so uncomfortable, so I prepared the sobering soup in advance.

Gu Binyang looked at me and said nothing. He just picked up the sobering soup on the table and drank it.

Today, all I do is what Gu Binyang likes to eat. I cherish this last day, but I "stole" this happiness.

However, I can't manage so much. I can't bear this feeling, but I also know that he is destined not to belong to me.

I told myself to put it down, but how difficult it is to really put it down. Why is the truth like this.

Even if we don't think so, even if I know Gu Binyang and still like her, I will strive for my happiness.

However, the fact is that I'm just a double. How can I be qualified to save Gu Binyang's life.

After all, it's all because of my current identity. It's too embarrassing.

Gu Binyang didn't complain either. The original food was cold. I thought maybe Gu Binyang would let me heat it up or make it again directly.

However, Gu Binyang didn't say this directly. In the past, Gu Binyang was very selective when eating.

If such a situation occurs, Gu Binyang will certainly not eat. Even at our best, Gu Binyang is unwilling to eat cold dishes.

However, Gu Binyang didn't say anything today. I thought I could delay it, but now it seems that Gu Binyang doesn't care about it.

It's good. I don't want to waste time for such things. Now my time at home is also precious.

No matter what happens, I will leave tomorrow morning. I have no intention to inform Gu Binyang about it.

Because I was afraid that if Gu Binyang said anything, it would affect my determination.

This time I have to leave. I just don't know if Gu Binyang will go out to work today.

Seeing that Gu Binyang is not in a hurry to eat now, there should be no work arrangement today, but Gu Binyang still has a fiancee.

At this time, Gu Binyang may be free to accompany his fiancee. These uncertain factors are beyond my decision.

I won't ask Gu Binyang either, because my current identity has no reason to take care of Gu Binyang.

I don't want to see those two people together anymore. I'm also angry, but I don't want to care about Gu Binyang anymore.

This is the last day. Gu Binyang didn't leave after dinner, but I don't know what to do for a moment.

I think I should go back to my room directly now, but Gu Binyang didn't move. I clearly want to leave, but I just can't move.

In fact, I want to spend more time with Gu Binyang, so now I don't want to leave. I can deceive myself, but I can't deceive my own heart.

I have always known this, but I have always been afraid to face it.

Since I can't leave, I'll sit and watch Gu Binyang eat quietly. If Gu Binyang eats slowly this time.

It seems to be intentional. I just look at Gu Binyang's eating so seriously. I always feel that I can't see enough.

"Well, you can clean up."

Finally, Gu Binyang put down his chopsticks and said that he had finished his breakfast.

After listening to Gu Binyang's words, I could not help thinking. I scolded myself shamelessly in my heart. At this time, I still looked at Gu Binyang in a daze.

Now, I was interrupted by Gu Binyang. Later, I quickly stood up and cleaned up the things on the table for fear that Gu Binyang might see something.

I didn't care about what I said before, but now it's different. I'm afraid that Gu Binyang will misunderstand that I have feelings for him again.

In this case, the embarrassed person is still me. I don't want to leave Gu Binyang and let him still have such an idea to wantonly play with my feelings.

I won't allow such things to happen, so even now I can't forget the feelings between Gu Binyang and me.

I also feel right. I won't show the slightest care in front of Gu Binyang. Let him think that I don't have the slightest feelings for him. This is good for both of us.

At least in the future, there are many less emotional constraints, although I don't know where I am in Gu Binyang, and I don't deserve to be a constraint of Gu Binyang.

As long as I leave, it will be difficult for Gu Binyang and I to meet again. I don't know when Gu Binyang can get married.

It's just that Gu Binyang's wedding is definitely not qualified for people like me, and I don't want to attend the wedding of a woman who looks like me.

I thought I could find clues about my family, but I really looked for it, but it hurt my heart so much.

If I hadn't seen that person, at least I wouldn't feel so uncomfortable in my heart. I wouldn't have to leave so early in Binyang's world.

However, sometimes fate is like this. I like to joke with us. Just like now, although I am washing the dishes, I have been carefully observing the movement in the living room.

However, I haven't heard Gu Binyang go upstairs. That is to say, Gu Binyang is always in the living room. I deliberately slowed down.

Because I don't know what kind of state I want to face Gu Binyang's after I go out.

It's better to go upstairs directly, because I haven't made up my mind, so I haven't dared to go out to face Gu Binyang. In fact, I'm just a coward.

I just don't want to admit it. I can be strong in front of others.