If we were not married

However, only I know that I am just a coward. Some things have been choosing to escape.

Just like now, but the bowl is always finished. Even if I'm trying to procrastinate, I have no reason to stay in the kitchen all day.

The bowl has been washed. If I continue to stay in it, it seems a little deliberate.

So, no matter from which point of view now, I have to go out.

When I came out, Gu Binyang was still sitting in the living room. Now I see Gu Binyang, and I don't know what I should say.

I thought that if Gu Binyang didn't go out today, I wouldn't be in such a hurry to go to the room.

However, looking at the floor, I cleaned it very clean these days. If it had been before, I cleaned it once in several days.

Sometimes, even a week, I can have time to clean once, so I am always a very incompetent nanny.

Fortunately, Gu Binyang might have kicked me out of this house if he was better than others.

In fact, I should also thank Gu Binyang. After all, he gave me a second life. Maybe that's why I don't want to hate Gu Binyang so far.

However, now I can't be two people. I can't stand such an embarrassing atmosphere, so I subconsciously chose to escape.

I'm going upstairs. Anyway, I'm not going to stay with Gu Binyang and enjoy this embarrassing atmosphere.

Perhaps, this is the final outcome between Gu Binyang and me. I don't believe in evil. I've been thinking about this thing. There may be other results.

However, in the face of reality, I have to compromise. This is my life. It's my life. I have to go to the end when I cry.

"Let's talk about it."

When I was going upstairs, Gu Binyang suddenly said, I subconsciously felt that what Gu Binyang wanted to talk to me should be the thing I left tomorrow.

"OK."

I have nothing to be afraid of. If I can't fight, I'll leave. But I'm already ready to leave, so I don't care what Gu Binyang wants to say now?

Anyway, my heart is strong enough to be fearless, so no matter what Gu Binyang wants to talk about today, I won't care.

It's also good. If I leave by myself, it's inevitable that Gu Binyang may say something, but if Gu Binyang tells me about it, we are really clear.

Therefore, I hope Gu Binyang can speak these words as hard as possible. In this way, there will be no expectation in my heart.

Even when I leave, I have no reason to comfort myself. Maybe Gu Binyang has difficulties. He is such a powerful man, maybe he has secrets that can't be said.

I always comfort myself, but is it really so? I don't know, so Gu Binyang never told me.

"You haven't been to work these days. What have you been doing?"

It seems that what Gu Binyang wants to talk about is different from what I think. What Gu Binyang wants to know is what I've done these days.

"Because the three-month deadline is coming soon, so now I'm preparing to move out."

I don't care. Gu Binyang always needs to know that I want to move out. Anyway, I'm going to move out tomorrow, so it's nothing to tell Gu Binyang now.

I never like to owe others, otherwise I wouldn't have never moved out. Otherwise, I would have moved out when I knew about it.

However, at that time, the three-month deadline still didn't arrive, so I thought about it and chose to stay here, because if the three-month time came, I didn't owe Gu Binyang any debt.

Now, I don't have the slightest softhearted in front of Gu Binyang, because after all, he is also Gu Binyang's sorry for me.

I don't think I'm sorry. Gu Binyang really helped me with Qi Jia's affairs, but didn't he make other calculations?

Besides, Qi Jia's company came into Gu Binyang's hands without spending a penny, although Qi Jia played tricks in it.

However, generally speaking, Gu Binyang took advantage after all, so in this matter, at the beginning, I felt a little sorry for Gu Binyang.

However, when I knew that he was close to my goal, I didn't think I was sorry for Gu Binyang.

Now, there is no interest contact between us, and I am not afraid of anything else. Maybe during this period of time.

I don't have a nanny. It's better to be a nanny, but it's undeniable that I can come to Gu Binyang's home and be his nanny. It's all his tricks.

In fact, Gu Binyang should have planned to calculate me from the moment he went on a business trip. I don't believe there is such a coincidence in time.

Without Gu Binyang, I wouldn't have had that meal at all. I admit that it helped me.

However, the pain he brought me can not be ignored. When I was dying, I called Gu Binyang and told him I liked him.

Therefore, Gu Binyang's wish at that time finally came true. He should be very proud.

Finally, I cheated my feelings. No wonder Gu Binyang didn't want to have any emotional commitment to me at that time.

After all, I thought highly of myself and forgot how embarrassing I was. That's why so many things happened later.

Therefore, all this is because of me. I have no reason to blame others.

"Are you in such a hurry to leave me?"

Gu Binyang said angrily.

However, I don't know how it is worth Gu Binyang's anger. Isn't this what Gu Binyang wants?

Isn't my role over yet? But what should I do? He Gu Binyang can let me go.

I think I've done well. The person he loves is back. I can leave consciously in order to make room for that woman.