If we were not married

Gu's mother gave me the right to choose, but I finally agreed to consider it. Because I didn't refuse Gu's mother, she also agreed to give me some more time, which made me slightly express my gratitude to her, and then I went back to Gu Binyang's home and me.

When I first got home, Gu Binyang had already returned home. Because he didn't see me, he was looking for me everywhere at home, and I saw him looking for someone so anxiously. At first, I didn't know that the person he was looking for would be me, but then I thought carefully, who else would there be in the family except me and him.

I still did not think of telling Gu Binyang what happened in Yu Garden this afternoon, because I was afraid that if I knew Gu Binyang about it, he would probably choose hate in nine out of ten, and he would hate it not to be anyone else, but that man was his own biological mother.

That's the last thing I want to see, because I'm also a quick mother. I know it's not easy to be pregnant. Of course, there's a more important reason. Being with me will only drag Gu Binyang down after all, but Gu's mother is undoubtedly good for her son Gu Binyang.

As long as I think of this, I feel very secure, because now I have figured out how to go next.

"Lin Qi, where have you been? I can't find you everywhere at home," Gu Binyang said to me. His anxious look reminded me unconsciously. The last time Gu Binyang brought me back from he Xijun's house, he once wanted someone to guard me, but in fact he withdrew such an order the next day.

I don't know whether this means that he has figured it out or decided to start believing me.

In short, when Gu Binyang asked me, I smiled at him and said, "no, it's just that I'm bored at home alone, so I want to go out for a walk."

"But Lin Qi, don't you know now that you're pregnant, so you'd better not be outside alone when you're free?" Gu Binyang said, immediately holding my hands in his thick and oversized palms, and then said seriously to me.

"Well, I know," I nodded and said to Gu Binyang. Soon I added to him, "next time, I won't do it again."

When I said this, I didn't hide or cheat. In fact, I was honest with Gu Binyang, because I knew that there might be no next time between me and Gu Binyang.

Although the imperfect ending always makes people sad, my sacrifice is like the mermaid princess floating out of the sea, because Gu's mother is right. My choice and sacrifice are for Gu Binyang, the hero in this fairy tale.

So when I thought of this, I couldn't help glancing and asked Gu Binyang, "what do you want to eat? I'll make it for you. I'll make what you like today." as soon as I said it to him, I showed a quiet and happy smile.

This smile looks so pure and clean. It looks like nothing happened at all at ordinary times. Sure enough, my face is calm and doesn't show any bad appearance. Gu Binyang thinks I'm really the same as usual.

What I did was not to say goodbye, but a very common thing, so I quickly went to the kitchen to make him a big table of his favorite food because of Gu Binyang.

Soon, when I brought those dishes and walked to Gu Binyang, Gu Binyang had already held chopsticks in his hand and sat on the table as if he couldn't wait.

I saw Gu Binyang eating in front of me, but I couldn't help but stare at him attentively. As for the food I cooked, I didn't have time to eat a mouthful.

For a long time, Gu Binyang finally took time out of his busy eating picture and looked at me. Just when he looked up, a trace of doubt was aroused from his lips. I heard Gu Binyang say to me, "Lin Qi, what's the matter? You don't eat today. Just look at me. Do you miss your husband so much? Has it reached the point of not thinking about tea and rice?"

Gu Binyang opened his mouth and showed an exaggerated smile on his face. Although he was just talking casually, I thought seriously on my face. Maybe I would really miss him if I left Gu Binyang.

Thinking of this, I nodded gently and said to Gu Binyang, "maybe."

Gu Binyang saw something abnormal on my face. He was still eating just now. Sure enough, he stopped from his hand. I saw Gu Binyang suddenly put down his chopsticks in front of me and said to me: "Lin Qi, are you scared by what I just ate, right? In fact, it's because I feel very delicious about your dishes, so I can't help being so eager."

"You should know that, because you and I seldom socialize outside now. If I had to, I would like to eat with you at home every day and accompany you more." Gu Binyang said, holding my hand on the table again and looking at me thoughtfully with his sharp and clear eyes.

I was afraid that I would be seen through by him, so I hurriedly picked up my mood just now. I said to Gu Binyang, "honey, no, you are so worried. I just watched you like to eat so much. If I came to eat with you, wouldn't you eat less? I..."

As soon as I was about to say this, I couldn't help vomiting, so I hurried to the bathroom and knew that I wanted to vomit because I was pregnant. As long as I thought about this, my face was unconsciously filled with happiness. The man just now felt lonely in my heart because he had to run away from Gu Binyang. In an instant, he was replaced by the excitement and joy of being a mother.

So, in a moment between this joy and anger, those unpleasant things were temporarily forgotten by me. I turned on the faucet and carried the water spray to the maximum, hoping to cover my strong vomiting with the sound of water.

I don't know when Gu Binyang came. I just vaguely felt that someone patted on my shoulder behind me. For a long time, when I turned back, he handed it to me gracefully with a thin paper towel containing fruit flavor.

I don't know what Gu Binyang thought of me at the moment I vomited, but even if he disliked me, I can't help it. After all, once something happens, it's beyond my control.

What's more, Gu Binyang didn't.