If we were not married

Therefore, I directly chose silence. Gu Binyang didn't continue to ask anything. I didn't have time to see the expression on his face. I just ate attentively.

After dinner, I still didn't want to look up at Gu Binyang's expression. After listening to his silence, I began to clean up the tableware on the table.

However, when taking Gu Binyang's tableware, Gu Binyang suddenly grabbed my hand.

"You, what are you doing?"

Even if I already know that he already has a favorite person in his heart, but just when he grabbed my hand, my heart couldn't help being chaotic again.

"Did I say anything last night?"

Gu Binyang actually asked about what happened last night. It seems that he really doesn't remember at all.

"No, I didn't say anything."

I said awkwardly, as if I had done something unforgivable. I was afraid that Gu Binyang would not forgive me. I hid it carefully.

Obviously, the person who should be embarrassed, the cautious person, but Gu Binyang, not me, but he forgot everything and gave me all his embarrassment.

But what can I do? I don't have the courage to say what happened last night. It's just a misunderstanding. Do you want me to tell him.

Last night, you said you liked me and kissed me, but in the end, I knew you had mistaken me. In this way, we can only be more embarrassed.

"Really?"

Gu Binyang obviously didn't believe what I said. This time, I looked up into his eyes and seriously asked:

"What should you say to me?"

This question is not only for him, but also for me. I just don't think it's what I want without an answer.

Sure enough, after hearing my question, Gu Binyang let go of my hand and turned away his face, as if he were running away from me. In fact, Gu Binyang didn't have to. I didn't say anything, did I.

It turned out that Gu Binyang was also embarrassed. I tried my best to control my emotions. His kindness to me just made me misunderstand.

He has never loved me. At most, he may have only a little good feeling, or he may not even have a little good feeling. It is the events of these days that have confused my thoughts.

I forced myself not to go and paid too much attention to Gu Binyang. I clearly knew my identity and the direct distance between myself and him. As a divorced woman, I was still whimsical here.

I don't know what to do. The people who can spend the rest of my life with me in the future are the most important people to me, so there is no room for any sand in my eyes.

I used to go through detours, so now I will plan my previous road well, and I don't have the courage to find a happiness that doesn't belong to me.

"If I did something bad last night, I apologize to you."

Apologize. Gu Binyang's words are too light. How can emotional things be forgiven with an apology? If this is true, there will be no right to miss in the world.

"You don't have to apologize. You didn't do anything."

I said calmly that I was excited, but I had no right to speak. I was nothing in Gu Binyang. It was just a beautiful misunderstanding.

If Gu Binyang's nanny were not me, but also his secretary, he would treat her like me.

Perhaps, he is such a gentle person, so there are so many women like him, but since Gu Binyang has his own favorite person, why is there a connection with that big breasted beauty.

Are all men in the world the same? If they say they love you, they can turn over clouds and rain with other women in the twinkling of an eye. Is this the nature of men.

Gu Binyang went to work after dinner. Xu Lei called and said that she was moving today. We all came out of the orphanage and had no friends.

Perhaps she has been used to loneliness since she was a child. I know she is still uncomfortable, so she went to Wu Qing's house to move things for so long.

It's just that she is willing to come out. In fact, over the years, they have helped each other. Their feelings have long exceeded love and evolved into family affection.

Suddenly, there was nothing left. Naturally, she felt uncomfortable. She took good care of her fashion design studio, which gave her confidence to a great extent.

I am her only friend here and a trustworthy person, so I should help her well, but I don't know how Wu Qing is now.

I can clearly feel that Wu Qing still has feelings for Xu Lei. He is just angry and can't make up his mind.

I'm almost sure that Wu Qing and Qi Jia are different. If he really loses Xu Lei this time, he will regret it in the future.

However, looking at Xu Lei's appearance, he really has to put down this time. He really doesn't want to trust Wu Qing anymore. However, Wu Qing hasn't seen his heart clearly until now, so he doesn't deserve happiness.

After talking to Gu Binyang, I left. After all, I'm his nanny now. I'd better say it if I go out. If he wants to eat when he's tired, it's bad to see me away.

Gu Binyang didn't say anything, but told me to come back early in the evening and not to stay out late. I promised to leave later.

Even if he doesn't say, I will come back earlier in the evening, but I haven't forgotten that I still have to cook, otherwise Gu Binyang won't have anything to eat in the evening.

I don't think a childe like Gu Binyang can cook by himself. I won't believe it if I kill him. The most is that Gu Binyang goes out to eat when I come back late at night.

If he can cook, I have to be scared to death to make up for it. Looking at the time running out, I must go to help Xu Lei with moving.

Otherwise, let her face those two people alone. If she has a temper, she will suffer losses. Think about the past when we were best friends and three people were together.

However, after so many things have happened, we can't go back before. We can't be so relaxed and happy as when we were in the orphanage.

Now we all have each other's lives and have little contact. After the events of Xu Lei and Wu Qing passed.