I'm really not a magician

"I, Qin yihun, don't believe in life or the way of heaven." I bit my teeth and said, "since you were the baby girl and the chosen one, you should be able to save yourself. Why do you have the realm of Immortal Emperor and don't even have the ability to fight the way of heaven?"

"In your eyes, the Immortal Emperor is the boundless end?" Si Chen raised his mouth, smiled, raised his finger and waved it out of thin air. Countless channels like bubbles existed in the palm of his hand, among which the light flickered, like the gathering of stars.

"In the depths of the universe, there are ten thousand worlds of the heavens. Gods and Demons should stand, and the order is in vain." she said, "the immortal domain you come to is just one of the most insignificant domains among the ten thousand worlds of the heavens. The heavenly Tao there is in good order and has not experienced collapse. Therefore, even if you cultivate the Immortal Emperor, you can't see the real darkness in the depths of the universe."

"Guangxu and cangxu are the last line of defense against the darkness for hundreds of millions of people."

"650 million years before you flew to the fairy world, the innate fairy demon family was born. They are not demons, nor immortals, nor demons. They are the depraved Protoss branch in the era of justice. They are the first rulers of the world of heaven. They are the regeneration of killing and can't kill all."

"Everything you see in LV cangming's chessboard is indeed real, but it is not comprehensive."

"The real battlefield, Bodhi Zi, cannot be restored."

"What you see, hear and feel is just the past. You can't see the future or the real end."

"But that's not why you feel small."

"Of course," Si Chen raised his third finger and said calmly, "there is a third choice."

"What?"

"Eternal life will send you away from the so-called exile secret place. You can return to the immortal realm and the place where you came. Everything you get from the cause and effect in the Bodhi son can be taken away, regardless of the realm or opportunity."

"But after you leave, all your memories will be erased."

"You won't remember us, nor will you remember everything in the Guangxu world." Changsheng looked up at his head and murmured, "and I, after ninety-nine reincarnations, will usher in the day when the way of heaven is weak again and look for the next person who can change cause and effect."

"Why must it be me?" I asked puzzled. "There are so many people in the fairyland who are better than Qin yihun. Is it because I have" soul determination "? To tell the truth, so far, I don't know its origin. What you said is too far away from me."

"Far away?" Changsheng smiled and said, "don't you remember the prophecy of the Elven prophet?"

I was shocked and said, "you... How do you know..."

"I see cause and effect, and cause and effect also see me." Changsheng said, "Qin yihun, we don't have much time. You need to make a choice as soon as possible. When the master brought you out of the Bodhi son, she has offended the Tao of heaven. Soon, her Taoist body will..."

Before I finished speaking, a sharp thunder suddenly sounded in my ears. A black thunder that I had never seen appeared on my head, coming straight from the distant sky like a chain.

"That is the purest robbery."

Si Chen raised his head, looked at the throbbing thunder and murmured, "since the day I was born, it has chased me all the time and bound me, so that I can't get rid of the way of heaven and save the people who can only hide in the depths of the wilderness..."

"Qin yihun, do you dare to go with me to see cause and effect again?"

I looked at her beautiful eyes as touching as the moonlight, silent for a few seconds and nodded.

Then.

She smiled and waved her hand.

This piece of heaven and earth, spinning around, changed into another scene again.

I just felt that my brain was sucked away by some invisible force, and then it seemed as if I had crossed the river of years and came to a place I was familiar with.

"That's..."

I am standing in a spacious study. There is a bookshelf not far away. The person standing in front of the bookshelf is

myself.

"The so-called cause and effect, cause and effect, are not predestined, let alone... Origin and extinction."

Si Chen appeared beside me, like a fairy falling into the world. I stood in front of the bookshelf, but I didn't find anything wrong.

I realized that this was just a picture of the past, but Si Chen took me here. What's the purpose?

I watched myself go to the bookshelf, raise my hand and take down one of the books.

All the books here are placed on the side. Only this one is placed on the front, just facing my position.

"Qin yihun's whole life."

I recited the name of the book.

Life is defined as: life, life.

As at that time, standing in front of the bookshelf, I seemed to fall into some kind of entanglement, both want to see and don't want to see.

"At that time, I told myself that almost everyone wanted to know what kind of end their life would come to, but I didn't think so. What I thought was, if life followed the known script, what was the meaning?"

I murmured, "is this what you call cause and effect?"

"Cause and effect, cause and effect, never exist alone." Si Chen gently raised his hand and pointed to me who had summoned up the courage to open the book in front of the bookshelf. "You see, from the moment you picked up the book, in fact, it has borne fruit."

On the first page, there are no words.

Only a simple painting.

Through the years, "I" took the book and read my life from beginning to end again.

But this time, there are more pictures that I have never seen before.

On the page, a vision emerged. A man with a disabled body, a Taoist robe, white hair and beard, and an immortal like existence landed in a remote village and threw a scroll in his hand into a dirt house.

In this earthen house, a baby was born, and the umbilical cord was still hanging on his stomach. There were no parents or midwives around. Only an old man was wiping his tears secretly. This old man was like his grandfather.

The old man didn't seem to notice that the golden scroll turned into a light golden thread and drilled into the baby's brain.

Then there is the second page.

A six-year-old boy stood beside the old man, and behind them was a funeral team. Above them was a coffin that was lifted. On the coffin, there were four words: "funeral of Zhangjia."

Seeing this picture, I couldn't help but tremble. When I was six years old, grandma Zhang at the head of the village died. That was the first time I participated in Dharma with my grandfather.

But now there are two more figures in the vision before my eyes.

A human figure appeared behind me at the age of six. He stroked his white beard and was immortal.

Another figure was the soul of grandma Zhang. She knelt on the ground as if she had seen a God and kept kneeling towards the virtual shadow behind me.

"This..."

"What is this?"

My eyes are full of doubts. Why do I have no impression of this scene at all.

"This is cause and effect." Si Chen whispered, "don't worry, look down."

On the third page, the baby turned into a child. In the year of hair binding, he was wearing a blue and white school uniform and squatting in the corner, surrounded by the pointing of several people, which was very much like the scene of being bullied in school before me.

But similarly, at this time, I still have the virtual shadow of the fairy spirit behind me.

However, he looked at me squatting in the corner and sighed. Some couldn't bear it, and some were helpless.

On the fourth page, I grew up to be a boy, put on the clothes of Tang monk, holding a peach wood sword in one hand and a bell in the other hand, danced a great God in front of the funeral procession, and the virtual shadow behind looked at me with great interest.

Around, there were many lonely ghosts. After seeing him, they all knelt on the ground, such as master Zhenjun.

On the fifth page, I fight zombies alone with a cold face. There are several people around me. Those people are the students who bully me on the third page. They treat each other coldly and speak sarcastically.

The virtual figure behind me looked at my back and nodded happily.

On the sixth page, I knelt down in front of the grave, and two words were engraved on the tombstone: Grandpa.

I was full of tears. The virtual shadow standing behind me looked at the grave and shook my head, like a sigh.

On page 7, the boy left the village, followed by the waving rural parents. The virtual shadow behind me also waved with a smile on his mouth, just like watching his children grow up and finally leave his home.

On the eighth page, I was reading. The words "sow breeding and postpartum care" were no longer written on the cover of the book.

But three glittering characters——

"Fengshen list!"

Boom——

My brain exploded as like as two peas in front of the bookshelf.

However, after so many years, there are two different shocks.

At that time, I turned to this page and determined that this book was my life.

But now what I see is:

The virtual shadow standing behind me gently stroked the three characters of "Fengshen list" written on that page, and his eyes were full of nostalgia.

I was breathing violently, which was the instinctive reaction given by my body. I looked at Si Chen aside, swallowed saliva and asked, "why... Why did this happen... Why did it happen?"

Si Chen shook his head and said, "cause and effect have no hiding form. Naturally, there is no expectation. Everything you see now is the result of your creation. Even if I can show you all this, I can't explain it for you."

"Look, there may be an answer?"

I took a deep breath, calmed down, and watched another self turn page 9.

Page 9.

At sunset, a girl stood beside me, and the shadow of the girl reflected by the sun was a fox with nine tails.

Behind her, there is also a virtual shadow.

However, this virtual shadow was killed by the virtual shadow behind me.

"Cut off marriage."

"This is a treacherous act."

Si Chen sighed in my ear.

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