I'm really not a magician

My face tightened and my heart twitched.

No wonder.

No wonder the relationship between Du Zhiye and me is so bumpy.

Even separated from her many times.

I haven't seen you again.

"Who is this virtual shadow behind me?" I said with a gloomy face. "Why does soul determination become a list of gods? Why do those lonely ghosts bow down and worship as soon as he appears?"

No one answered my self-talk.

In front of the bookshelf, I turned to page 11.

It was the first time I killed. I held a dagger in my hand, bent down and gasped, and looked at the body at a loss.

Originally, I thought this picture would turn over soon, but the next second I saw a thick black mark on the center of my eyebrows, which seemed to be covered by something like a curse.

The body I killed with a dagger showed countless grievances, all of which rushed into my body.

At that time, I couldn't notice.

On the contrary, the virtual shadow reappeared behind me. He stroked white beard, snorted coldly, waved his hand, and read in his mouth, "evil barrier, retreat quickly!"

But in the blink of an eye, all the grievances disappeared.

The black seal on my seal hall is also invisible.

On page 11, I pulled out the girl's body from a group of white bones at the bottom of the lake, and behind her, there was a vicious ghost King staring at me.

However, at that time, I didn't find that there was a fleeting fear in the fierce eyes of the ghost king.

I know. He saw the shadow behind me.

This virtual shadow, however, had no intention to intervene. It just appeared in a hurry and disappeared in less than a second.

On page 12, my secluded pupil awakened and the first gouyu appeared.

The virtual shadow behind him also appeared at this time. When he saw the first gouyu, he looked cold and solemn. He came to me, raised a finger, turned it into a wisp of golden light, and forcibly stabbed it into the pupil. I made an extremely painful scream.

On page 13, I was wounded all over and fought fiercely in the courtyard. There were four big words written at the gate of the courtyard: Zhixian Xiaozhu.

Then the vision turned and came to the room.

When I held Du Zhiye in my arms and enjoyed fish and water, the severed marriage was pulled back again.

Not far away, the virtual shadow that should have appeared behind me turned his back to the bed, looked at the moon outside the window and sighed gently.

Until, page 14.

I ran wildly with the fox turned into Du Zhiye, and there were all kinds of fierce demon families chasing after me.

The virtual shadow of that fairy spirit and moral character just emerged behind me. I watched me being chased and had no intention of shooting.

On page 15, I appeared in a place where the sky was dark. The two armies were against each other. The ground was full of bodies, and I was covered with blood and flames, protecting everyone behind me.

The virtual shadow still looked at me without any action.

On pages 16, 17, 18, he never appeared again.

Everything is almost the same as in my memory.

"If the marriage continues, you and the little fox are in the cause and effect."

Si Chen sighed and said, "it seems that the virtual shadow behind you wants you to face the endless pain alone."

Instead of responding to her, I stared at myself in front of the bookshelf and quickly turned the pages.

Until the twenty-second page as like as two peas, I saw the same scene as I did now.

I stood by the bookshelf of a study, holding a book in my hand. My expression was dignified. Bean sized sweat fell off my face and splashed some tears on the ground.

At that time, when I saw this scene, I already understood that some tragedies were likely to happen next. In fact, tragedies did happen, and they were inevitable.

On page 23, the tragedy appeared.

Holding Du Zhiye's real body in my hands, I knelt on the ground and screamed painfully up to the sky. My eyes were full of blood and tears. My face was full of helplessness and sadness. The predecessor soul sword between fate was suspended above my head, which looked like dying for love.

On my left, there is a boundary pillar engraved with the words "Lingyun peak", and behind me lies a dying poor man covered with blood.

"Will you show up?"

I looked at the scene with a tense face.

Sure enough.

The virtual shadow, which had disappeared for several pages, appeared again.

He leaned against the boundary pillar, looking a little compassionate, but more cold.

He still didn't stop my next move, just watching the play.

It seems that I want to see what choice I will make.

But I was sweating in front of the bookshelf. Instead of staying on this page, he opened the last three pages one after another.

Like me at the beginning, at this moment, looking at myself in my childhood from the perspective of an outsider, I still feel a little nervous involuntarily, and bursts of suffocation come from my brain, which makes it difficult for me to calm down.

In the past, I'm looking at the future.

The future, I'm looking at the past.

"Is this cause and effect?"

I sighed lightly until I opened the next page in front of the bookshelf. I saw an unprecedented battle between the two armies. It was a decisive battle between the demon clan and the hidden world. On an endless plain, countless creatures fell to the ground and merged into a sea of blood.

And my figure was soon submerged in this battlefield.

On the contrary, it was the virtual shadow, with one hand behind him. Like the emperors in ancient times, he looked down from a commanding position, and his eyes were always locked on me.

Until I trembled in front of the bookshelf and opened the penultimate page.

Corpses were everywhere and blood flowed into a river.

Death enveloped the world.

After a few years, I experienced it again. This kind of tragedy will lead to the death of thousands of bones.

But now, looking at this vision, I can clearly see that both people and demons have basically become dull looking souls floating from the corpses on the ground.

"Where are these souls going?"

I looked a little moved, and then I saw the virtual shadow above, but suddenly turned around and looked at me, with a voice like thunder: "life is gone, cause and effect come back, is this the result you want?"

My face trembled suddenly.

Is he talking to me?

This

How is that possible?

But it's just a vision.

As soon as the idea appeared, the virtual shadow waved his sleeve robe, closed his middle finger and index finger, drew a talisman in front of Si Chen and me, and raised his hand. The bloody world was immediately shrouded.

Then, due north, the ghost door opened wide.

Nearly tens of thousands of hell soldiers in armor came from Fengdu far away, bound these souls in chains and brought them back to the underworld without looking back.

The initiator of all this is the virtual shadow standing above my head.

"Dong Dong Dong."

Then the door was knocked.

The sound of guards outside interrupted me thinking in front of the bookshelf.

Then comes the scene in memory.

The guard opened the door of the study and told me in a very sad tone that the prophet I was looking for had been seated.

The "I" in front of the bookshelf was stunned at the news, but soon reacted and asked the guard if the prophet had left any last words.

The guard nodded and said, "the book in your hand was left to you by the prophet. The prophet said that you are heaven and man, and all your things are heaven's secrets. The heaven's secrets cannot be revealed unless you have to. He is willing to use his life as a reference for your destiny and life."

I nodded silently, bowed deeply to the door, and asked, "is there anything else?"

The guard sighed and his eyes fell on the book. He pointed to the book and said, "the prophet said you must not read the last page, but he suggested that you can read the last page."

Picture, freeze this scene.

Everything around us suddenly stopped.

The flow of time seems to have stopped.

I looked at Si Chen with doubts in my eyes.

She smiled and looked at the top of her head. There was a faint thunder ringing. She whispered: "next, it is the junction of cause and effect. If you choose to continue looking, the power of cause and effect in the bodhi tree will forcibly disobey the way of heaven and let you bear the corresponding consequences."

"Qin yihun, do you want to see it?"

I lowered my head and remained silent for a few seconds. I raised my head and looked forward. In a determined tone, I said, "I believed in myself and didn't open the last page. What's the fear of me now?"

Si Chen gently raised his jade finger and waved it towards the room. A fairy yuan burst out and turned into wisps of rosy clouds.

Then, the picture that had been suspended resumed as usual.

In front of the bookshelf, I looked at the pages in my hand, gently nodded and murmured, "my life is up to me. What can I do? Even after reading this last page, I am not afraid. Even if the way of heaven is unfair and the outcome is in vain, my Qin yisoul has the courage to change it by myself!"

The guard was stunned, then smiled and disappeared.

In front of the bookshelf, I opened the last page.

The room was full of light.

All kinds of visions whirled past my eyes like a lantern.

Then I looked stifled.

On the last page as like as two peas, Hao Ran painted the same scene as he did now.

I stood beside the fairy like secretary Chen and looked at another me in front of the bookshelf and turned every page.

"This..." my pupils constricted and murmured, "why..."

"The fruit rises with the fruit, and the fruit dies with it." Si Chen whispered, "the soul of Qin, depicted on the last page, is neither the future nor the past, but... The present."

At the moment when the voice fell, I immediately felt that a violent golden light swept through my coffin. There was a force that had been silent for countless times, scattered from my secluded pupils, and even merged into a virtual shadow.

The virtual shadow sat in mid air, with white hair and beard, wearing Jinxian crown and long cloth clothes, staring at me with a pair of clear eyes.

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