Inner Demons

“He feels that it鈥檚 not good to do that line of life. It鈥檚 a matter of spying on the secrets. Either believe in Buddha and do good deeds to accumulate yin virtue–but he doesn鈥檛 believe in those. So he feels that since his life is not good, he is about to commit a crime. The lone star of the evil god, it鈥檚 okay to find me to do a discipline like this. In the future, I will be alone in my life without any distractions.”

“Teach me.”

Liu Gong praised sighed then said, pour the third glass of wine for the two.

“Then it was still very bitter. Old fogey likes to drink.” Li Yunxin picked up the third cup and drank it. “I have money at the beginning of the month, and I ate shouted. I have no money at the end of the month. I can鈥檛 borrow everywhere. Here, what should I do.”

Speaking of this, a smile appeared on his lips鈥攖his smile seemed to be sincere and innocent鈥攈e raised his hand and pointed to the stove: A few pebbles and wine.”

“Bake slowly. You can eat it when it is hot. Sprinkle a little salt. Smack it in your mouth for a glass of wine.”

As he said, he twisted the pebbles that had been roasted slightly red. Looked, put it in the mouth. Then there was a chi chi sound, and water vapor came out of the mouth and nose. Smack, ka beng ka beng like chewing jelly beans, chew, swallow.

Liu Gongzan was taken aback. But after busy pouring the fourth cup for the two, Li Yunxin drank it all in one go.

“Sometimes he drank unconsciously and said to me, Si’er, grandfather treats you as a biological grandson 鈥?grandfather still has to rely on you to take care of you. Of course, after waking up, he doesn鈥檛 have anything. I remember. I didn鈥檛 feel soft when I was beating and scolding. I remembered how many times I had broken bones… but I can鈥檛 remember how many times.”

“Later, someone came back for a visit. I hit him when I hit him. It’s time to go to school. I thought, oh, I can go to school. Someone asked me if I wanted to go. I thought, old fogey taught me interesting, and I have finished learning. Wait a minute. I just can’t go.”

鈥淭hen the subsidy was a little bit more and I was forced to send me to study.鈥?Li Yunxin shook his head and laughed, 鈥淚 found out that reading is more interesting after going to school. It turns out that people are not all stupid. There are some smart people, write I went to a special education school at first. Later, my grades were good and I was reported. People said, oh, this is actually a genius. So I transferred to school and studied all the way.”

“I was about eleven years old when I was in elementary school… I was about 18 years old when I got a master’s degree.”

“Master?”

“Similar Cultivate the realm.” Li Yunxin said, “Just like in Mortal World, the great painter of the virtual realm is terrific-I probably cultivated the Peak of the artistic realm at that time?”

The old way is nodded. It is understandable that he has walked in the world for several decades.

“In those few years, I saw him less, and his body gradually became poor, so he is considered to be kind. It turned out to be a one-eyed, and the remaining eye is not good. I just met people Take the newspaper back then and say, this is my grandson-I have to give me the end of life.”

“In fact, I had Alzheimer… Alzheimer’s disease, you know.”

Liu Gongzan shook his head, sympathetically sighed then said: “I know. I am confused.”

Li Yunxin smiled indifferent expression. Twist the second stone from the small stove and put it in his mouth. Without focusing on his eyes, he chewed slowly. After swallowing, he still didn’t speak, and ate another piece. Only drank the fifth cup of wine: “Later… one day.”

“The day I graduated. I was studying in another province. It was in another state.”

” Old fogey is ill, and he insists on going to see my champion parade.”

“But I don鈥檛 have any money, just like before. I asked. I asked where to open the business, and I ran over to give people lucky money. That was where a club opened that day…Boss is not a good person.”

Liu Gongzan smiled awkwardly-something he used to do. Maybe Brother Xin got close to him when he first met him, after he first entered Weicheng, and even settled in the Dragon King Temple with peace of mind, because of his past life and past events.

It is also a good fate.

But it is slightly frowned and sighed then said-knowing that there must be no warm story behind.

“old fogey was silly at that time. He ran to the door and said ominous things. Probably it was about the disaster of blood light, when to lose money, and what the owner would do. This kind of thing he used to I didn鈥檛 do much, saying that I lost my share. I was obsessed that day and it was awful to say.”

“Usually, I coaxed away and gave some money to pass away. As for this Boss, he used to run the scene. He was born. There are many businesses under his name… It is not necessary for him to open a small club. But I am in a good mood, come and see. I bumped into this.”

“Just say yes, come to an old Divine Immortal , Please come in. Then please have a drink-it is said that a group of people gathered around the hall to watch him drink. Old bastard…have not drunk for a long time. So I opened up and drank…and drank deliriously again.”

“The Boss said again, Old Divine Immortal was having fun. I made a red envelope and sent it away. It was safely sent away.” Li Yunxin laughed, “Drive to the crossroads, put down, and leave.”

Liu Gongzan was silent.

Speaking of this, others in this world may not understand. But he can understand it. Li Yunxin once described to him some aspects of the world in the past, so he knew that the cars there were not horses. Tiejiazi, the momentum is amazing.

The old fogey died…it should have died on the road or under the car.

“Then I went back to find out about this. I asked first and knew that the matter was already done. That person is famous, Lu Ziye, no one can embarrass him.”

“Then how did I feel at the time.”

“Actually, there is nothing special-people die when they die. There is a day when they die. But… I seem to have nothing to do “Li Yunxin frowned slightly, and said in a low voice, “I used to be young and didn’t know anything. To live is to live. Later, when I met old fogey, I was beaten and scolded, but I found life a little interesting.”

“In fact, life has always been interesting, not necessarily because of him. It may be more interesting to meet other who. But now he passed away…what shall I do in the future?”

” After thinking about it, I felt a little panic for the first time. It was like a ship鈥攖here used to be a port. Now the port is destroyed and floating on the sea. Then who am I, what am I going to do, and where am I going? I don’t know. So I need an…anchor.”

Li Yunxin glanced at the flask.

Liu Gongzan silently picked up the jug to pour the wine for him. However, the pot lightened–it was empty.

Li Yunxin crushed the cup in his palm. Pick a few larger pieces of gravel and slowly put them on the stove.

“Then I will take revenge.” He said, “This can be an anchor. That person is powerful, I am just a young man with nothing. I come little by little, and live for Revenge. It鈥檚 good to have a goal in life like this.”

“In fact, it鈥檚 just like those ghosts, there must be an obsession. Without obsession, they will become lone boats and they want to be disappeared. Yes.”

“It took ten years. I caught him… and started revenge.”

Li Yunxin paused for a long time this time. Then he twisted the fourth pebble and ate it: “But then, I suddenly thought of a problem.”

“I took revenge, what should I do.”

“I have revenge, there is nothing to do…What’s the meaning of being alive.”

“Since it’s boring, why not die. I can watch many emotions in the world slowly, slowly Imitation. There is only death鈥攎aybe the feelings that arise when I die, I don鈥檛 need to imitate it. Maybe…I can really appreciate it.”

“So I decided to die. There is nothing at the worst… 鈥fter taking revenge, is it going to die. Why not ask this person to do me a favor.”

“Just find a chance to get his person to find it. Then he was killed. The towel was covered. Face…watering and suffocating to death.” Li Yunxin thought for a while, “Unfortunately. I still don’t feel it.”

Liu Gongzan moved his lips and let out a sigh of relief: “So…”

“Then the situation was similar for a long time after I came here. I have experienced something…but I don鈥檛 know if I can stand by. I was afraid of the feeling of drifting with the crowd before. So I met you. .”

Li Yunxin lifts the head, looking at Liu Gongzan: “You look like old fogey.”

“I tried to find an anchor for myself before-find a way to go back , Complete the revenge. In this way, I have fun in this world again. But recently I started to panic again because… less than a year.”

Li Yunxin sighed: I鈥檓 in the Profound Realm.”

“I don鈥檛 dare to think about what it will be like in a year-if I find a way back after a year, what should I do. So on Yunshan , I just called myself into the Profound Realm. I’m afraid that if I have stronger power, things will go more smoothly.”

Liu Gongzan was speechless.

“I am afraid that I am going too fast”-this kind of arrogant words, only Li Yunxin can speak. Only when he said it now, Liu Gongzan would not feel any sense of violation, but could understand his distress.

At this time, the gravel on the stove was also slightly red.

Li Yunxin flicked his finger to put out the rootless fire under the furnace. Put all the gravel in your palms and pat them in your mouth.

“But now…I don鈥檛 think I should be like this.”

He chewed the stones and spoke, his voice still very clear: “I used to It鈥檚 a problem with my head. I don鈥檛 have it now.”

“You said that I am childish, it is not wrong at all. I am like a child now…All love and sorrow have to be experienced from the beginning, the past life is almost nothing. But I have previous life memory, so I am afraid to try new feelings.”

“鈥斺€擨f a person is not born and knows nothing, who is willing to experience the so-called grief and hurt again and again, And then in the process of’grow up’.”

“But now…I know it won’t work. I can’t wrap myself in a shell for the rest of my life. How brave this shell makes me , That’s how cowardly I am. So I thought…I might need a new anchor.” He shook his head, “I still need some time. Before I pass this time, I still need a new anchor. …Otherwise I will panic.”

Liu Gongzan looked thoughtful in silence for a while, before saying: “What is your new anchor point.”

Li Yunxin stood up body.

Under the moonlight, say: “It鈥檚 you.”

“You and I are both teacher and friend of life and death. I teach you a lot, and you also teach I have a lot.”

“Thanks to your care, I have a good time. I also dare to watch this World slowly and experience something.”

“In previous lives, I have experienced some Precious emotions do not know it. In this life, you have re-experienced the feelings of the previous life. Only then did I know what kind of me I was before, and what kind of life I lived.”

“But these… 鈥 didn鈥檛 know much before. I saw Li Chunfeng today and I realized it.鈥?Li Yunxin laughed, 鈥淪o you…don鈥檛 die.鈥?/p>

鈥淥therwise I will be a lone boat. “

Liu Gongzan was stunned for a while. Then he took a deep breath and stood up slowly.

“Brother Xin, I…” He whispered, “I…Ah. I didn’t know before. I…”

Li Yunxin smiled: “You Go ahead. I’m not a child anymore.”

Liu Gongzan frowned and stared at him. After watching for a long time, his brows suddenly stretched, and he said vertically: “Okay!”

“This time…I will fly away! I have paid off my debts and avenged my revenge… and come back alive. I will accompany you to look for it-life forever exist in the world, what is it for and what it is for!”

After saying these words, don’t hesitate to linger. The robes on his body swelled fiercely, and the whole person rose in the wind and shot away directly from the sky. Only his faint voice鈥?#8221;Happy wind!”

This wind also shook Li Yunxin’s cloak and robe violently.

He sighed low and softly, and laughed.

“Send the monarch with the same wind…”

“We will know each other once.”