I loaded the dream game

She seemed to have thought of something, and finally jumped off the bed after a long time. She didn't even bother to put on her slippers, and hurried to her desk, opened the drawer with her key, and quickly found the beige notebook at the innermost part.

“It’s really still there!”

Her mood cheered up and she quickly took the notebook out of the drawer, turned on the desk lamp beside her and placed it on the desk.

Then, she took a deep breath, and with trepidation, she slowly turned the pages of her notebook...

"May 21, Weather: Sunny"

"Today is a rare sunny day, and the school has organized a group physical examination.

After I came back, I happily told my brother that I had grown another five centimeters taller this year, but he didn't believe it and insisted that I had only grown three centimeters taller at most. He also said that the height measuring devices in the school might be counterfeit products, and suggested that I go to the Ministry of Education to report the school teachers for taking kickbacks for educational equipment.

Brother, you idiot, are you so unwilling to admit that I have really grown taller? (Angry)"

……

"May 27, weather: light rain"

"It rained when I got out of school today, but I forgot to bring an umbrella, so I had to call my brother to pick me up.

But he only brought one umbrella, so we had no choice but to squeeze together and go home. But the umbrella was too small, and when we got home, we were both half soaked, and it was so uncomfortable.

My brother didn't say anything, but just blamed me for not taking care of myself. He saw that the sky was so cloudy in the morning and didn't prepare an umbrella.

But he didn't know that I actually saw the weather forecast last night saying it would rain today, so I deliberately didn't bring an umbrella.

If I knew how to take care of myself, how could I have the chance for you to take care of me? Stupid brother."

……

"June 11th, weather: cloudy..."

……

Judging from the year at the top, this should be last year's diary. There is nothing special about it, just some trivial daily life. There are many similar daily lives, filling up an entire diary. Before Hubie and Eluk came to this house, she and her brother spent every day like this.

However, at this moment, looking at these ordinary daily records, Xia Zhi pursed her lips and suddenly had an urge to cry.

My brother...really existed. The memories I had with him were not just my imagination. This diary recorded everything about them...

Xia Zhi wiped her eyes, turned to the first page of the diary, and began to read from the beginning, carefully reading it point by point, not wanting to miss even a single word.

Looking at the somewhat immature but very familiar handwriting, her memory seemed to return to the past along with the words on the paper.

Then, her eyes stopped on a diary.

"April 7, weather: cloudy"

“Those people were saying bad things about him again. I wanted to confront them, but I couldn’t win the argument. In the end, I could only go home with a lot of anger and grievance.

He greeted me, but I didn't respond. I just quickened my pace and wanted to get back to the room as soon as possible... Otherwise, I was afraid that I might really cry in front of him.

I know it's not nice to treat him so coldly, and I've thought about apologizing to him, but I don't know how to start. I can only think about doing it slowly in the future.

However, when I calmed down and walked out of the room, I heard him talking to himself in the living room, talking about leaving...

...I kind of forgot how I got back to the room. I just felt my mind was in a mess and I felt a little listless.

What should I do...」

"..."

Xia Zhi fell silent.

She remembered this incident very clearly. She was really confused at that time. If she hadn't received the assurance from her brother later, she would probably have remained depressed...

However, that was all in the past, and there was no point in thinking about it now... At least, she believed that her brother would never leave her on his own initiative.

After all, he had promised...

Xia Zhi shook her head and continued reading.

Then she was stunned again.

"April... I don't know what date it is. Weather: Sunny."

"Today, I had a long dream. I have forgotten what I dreamed about. But when I woke up, I found myself lying in a boy's arms.

That boy looked similar to him. If it weren't for the height and age difference, I might have thought they were the same person... Even so, I was still a little stunned at first. After all, I had only thought about being held in his arms, but had never really experienced it.

I waited for a long time before I came to my senses and remembered to leave this person's arms... I don't know what my expression was at that time, but I could feel my face was hot and it must have turned red.

This feeling is really terrible..."

Xia Zhi: “…”

She had no recollection of what was written in the diary.

Rather, because of the impact of that incident, I was in a bad mood and did not write a diary for the entire month of April.

So, where did this diary come from?

Or……

Suddenly, an incredible guess arose in Xia Zhi's heart.

...My past has been changed? .

Chapter 464: What kind of operation is it to help yourself conquer yourself?

Just a diary entry was not enough to verify anything, so Xia Zhi quickly continued to read on.

It seems that because the time cannot be confirmed, the subsequent diaries no longer use the exact date, but instead use the format of "the day"...

"I got up a little late this morning

I'm still not used to the life here, there's no running water or electricity... But the man said that they would be available soon and asked me to be patient.

I don’t know if it’s an illusion, but I feel that the baby has grown a little bigger than yesterday... Can he grow so fast in one day?

For lunch, we had bamboo shoots stewed with beef, which was terrible. But he asked me to eat more, saying that eating well would help me grow taller, so that I wouldn't be less than 1.55 meters tall in a few years... I couldn't tell for a moment whether he was caring about me or just worried that there would be leftovers.

Also, who said I'll be in high school in a few years and still be less than 1.55 meters tall?"

"..."

Xia Zhi's hands trembled slightly.

The person in the diary may not be clear, but she knows that her current height is 1.55 meters... Although her brother always thinks that the height measuring machine in school is wrong, she is not actually that tall.

but……

Just as "myself" was wondering, how did "he" in the diary know?

Could it be that……

Combining the information written in the previous diary, Xia Zhi's heart trembled slightly, and a guess arose in his mind, and he hurriedly continued to read...

"Day 3, Weather: Sunny"

"Today I made scrambled eggs with bamboo shoots, it tasted terrible."

……

"Day 4, Weather: Cloudy"

"Today I made bamboo shoot and salty chicken soup. It tasted terrible."

……

"On the fifth day, I don't want to worry about the weather anymore"

"I asked him if he could cook something other than bamboo shoots, and he served me bamboo rice in the evening.

Compared to the smell a few days ago, it was okay, but now I feel a little nauseous when I smell the smell of bamboo

I couldn't eat much at first, but he said that those who didn't finish would have to wash the dishes at the end, so I forced myself to finish it all.

Later I realized that you don’t need to wash the dishes when eating bamboo tube rice

Disgusting guy

……

"Day 8, Weather: Heavy Rain"

"It was fine during the day, but suddenly a thunderstorm broke out at night.

There was thunder outside. The wooden house was not very strong and creaked in the wind. I couldn't sleep.

In the middle of the night, he suddenly came to my room with Xiao Huiye, saying that his room was leaking and he wanted to squeeze in with me.

Really, how can you just run into a girl’s room?

However, if it is really leaking, there is nothing we can do. It is difficult to repair it in the middle of the night when it is raining... There is no other way, we will just have to put up with it for the night."

……

Seeing this, Xia Zhi could basically confirm that the boy in the diary who looked very much like her brother was her brother.

Let’s not talk about that familiar style of doing things for now... I still remember that when I couldn’t sleep at night because I was afraid of thunder, he would find all kinds of excuses to run to my room like this.

The most outrageous time was when he said something like the deep dark fantasy power in his body was about to awaken, and he needed to replenish enough sister energy to suppress the seal again... Really, at least make up a decent reason, otherwise why would I agree reluctantly.

Xia Zhi pouted and complained in her heart, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but slightly rise, revealing a happy smile.

She held the diary tightly in her arms and gently closed her eyes.

Finally... I found you, brother...

So you ran to the "past". No wonder I couldn't find you.

Although I don't know the reason for this, at least there is a glimmer of hope now. If I continue to read on, I may find a way to get my brother back to me.

Even if she can't find such a method, as the timeline of the diary moves forward, and the "past" continues to change until it reaches the timeline when she is her current age...will she naturally return to her brother?

Although she doesn't know whether it is feasible or not, and doesn't know what the outcome will be, it doesn't stop the girl from having hope for it.

but……

While I'm here worrying about you, you're happily flirting over there?

Xia Zhi wrinkled her nose, snorted in dissatisfaction, put down the diary and continued reading.

Then she froze.

"Today, I finally confirmed that I have come to a thousand years ago.

However, I was not in a good mood because it meant that I might never be able to go back.

My mind was in a mess. I didn't even have lunch and ran to the woods to relax.

I don't know how long it was before that person found me. He seemed to want to comfort me, but the words he said didn't sound like comforting at all... Even this point was very similar to him.

Perhaps it was because of this that I somehow told him about my brother…"

"Ugh——!"

After seeing the following content, Xia Zhi's face turned red all of a sudden, and she was so embarrassed and shy that she wanted to find a hole to crawl into.

"Idiot, idiot, idiot, idiot!"

Her face flushed as she kept scolding the "self" in the diary.

How could I tell my brother about this? And in front of him...Aaaaaaaa!

Xia Zhi angrily picked up the pen next to her and wrote down her complaints about her past self on the paper.

"Idiot, idiot, you idiot!"

How can I go to see my brother in the future?

Xia Zhi thought with great shame in her heart.

then……

"I asked you to call me 'brother', not an idiot."

"I don't care, you're just an idiot"