Having been given a second chance at life, who would still want to pursue her?

Inside the boys' dormitory.

Everyone was fast asleep.

Chen Jianji lay half-reclined on the bed, his back against the window.

Instead, she looked at the diary in her hand, bathed in the silvery moonlight outside.

The cover of the diary is still exquisite.

However, it has already been stained, and the page has also turned slightly yellow and curled at the edges.

This is clearly the reason why he has been frequently tossing and turning things around, or even throwing them away, during this period.

Chen Jianji remembers these few days from his previous life.

Lin Qingxue was at the hospital taking care of her and had no time to come back and write in her diary.

But now...

Her father was not seriously injured.

She even had the audacity to ask me to borrow that completely unnecessary money.

I also had time to mess around with myself, which resulted in catching a cold and fever, so I stayed in the dorm.

Based on Chen Jianji's understanding of her.

It would be a bit unreasonable not to write a diary entry tonight criticizing him.

Of course, Chen Jianji didn't care about any of this.

All he cares about is...

Did Lin Qingxue, like him, recall something?

for example...

The decade between them?

Chen Jianji took a deep breath and slowly opened the diary with a furrowed brow.

Within a dim field of vision.

A blank, gray page came into view.

Chen Jianji watched quietly for a long time.

Until my eyes felt a little sore.

Finally, lines of black text slowly appeared on the pages.

【2013.6.2】

Liu Yun is wrong; she lied to me.

No, it's not that she's lying to me; it's just that she might not even be entirely sure herself.

That person was always very moody, easily angered, but also easily appeased.

But now it's inexplicably become very troublesome.

First, he inexplicably gave me the cold shoulder and distanced himself, leaving me bewildered and unsure what had happened.

He seemed unhappy and uncomfortable, as if something was on his mind, but I didn't pay much attention. I just felt he was sulking, a kind of inexplicable anger.

[I only found out today, when I tried to contact him, that he had blocked and deleted me. Knowing I was trying to reach him, he even went off-campus to hide, seemingly trying every possible way to sever ties with me.]

But I thought that as long as we met, that would be enough. I'd go to you, and if I took the initiative to apologize, maybe things would ease up a bit. I...

The handwriting lingered there for a moment.

It seems the owner of the diary did not want to continue writing, leaving this line blank, and the writing on the next line appeared.

[Yeah, I wanted to settle things evenly, so why the sudden contact? Even if it's because of family issues, I can handle it myself, can't I?]

[And what makes him angry...]

I don't know how he knew I was recommended for university and about the bonus.

But these are my private matters. We've already gone this far, so whether I tell him or not isn't wrong. Why is he so angry?

He also said I was a liar and had no credibility.

Isn't he the same? He never tells the truth, always joking around and acting like a lazy bum.

...

Chen Jianji watched quietly, and sure enough, it was exactly as he had expected.

The entire piece is about his faults.

Chen Jianji's face was devoid of emotion as he continued reading without expression.

【But...】

But the one in my dream was like that too...

[Loves to joke around, speaks loudly and boisterously...]

Even if he only got into a private third-tier university in the college entrance exam, he was as happy as a child.

【perhaps...】

Perhaps I like him because of his flaws.

But perhaps, perhaps only in dreams can I let go of all my worries and accept him.

[It's just that, as Liu Yun said, it might be true.]

Dreams and reality are often opposites; you can never have what you want.

[Besides, in the dream, Dad was seriously injured, and I don't want anything to happen to him. Hmm, dreams are always the opposite!]

As for him...

It doesn't matter anymore, we're even now, I don't owe him anything.

That's all.

......

As the last line of text appeared.

Under the silvery-gray moonlight, the ink on the characters, not yet completely dry, was reflected.

Chen Jianji stood there, stunned.

Before he could react...

I seemed to hear a tearing sound.

Then the page, covered in writing, was torn off right in front of Chen Jianji.

Then it fell into darkness and disappeared.

When Chen Jianji came to his senses again.

The diary in front of him had been returned to a blank state.

Chen Jianji's expression grew increasingly grim.

At this moment, his mind was no longer filled with the things Lin Qingxue had dreamed about.

It was the line she wrote in her diary.

Hey!

like?

It's amazing that she could write those two words.

If you really like someone, you should be able to ensure that once you start a family, you never participate in family activities unless he mentions it.

If he doesn't say it, he'll never remember the holidays, big and small, that he and his children share.

All sorts of big and small things, and the diary is full of 'Ayan's' affectionate concern.

And yet, he dares to write such things?

Lin Qingxue, how can a person be so shameless and disgusting?

Snapped!

A slight, muffled sound.

The diary was thrown onto the sheets on the bed next to it.

Following the slope of the sheet, it slid down into the gap again and sank directly into the foot of the bed.

"Um?"

Zhang Ziliang, who was already asleep, groggily opened his eyes.

What came into view was a blurry expanse of darkness.

The only sounds were the chirping of cicadas outside the window and the soft snoring of other people.

Zhang Ziliang turned over and went back to sleep.

......