Having been given a second chance at life, who would still want to pursue her?

【2013.6.10】

We didn't go to the hospital today. I asked him to take me home, to his house.

When these two lines of text appeared.

Chen Jianji was momentarily stunned.

Hospital? Home?

Do those two still have contact?

Oh, wait, that's not right.

This was written by Lin Qingxue in her previous life!

However, Chen Jianji did not recall ever reading this particular diary entry.

But he also vaguely remembered that day.

Lin Qingxue meant to go home and get a few changes of clothes; it wasn't appropriate to be going back and forth to the hospital in her school uniform.

Chen Jianji gave a cold "heh" and watched in silence.

I can owe him money, but I don't want to put his parents in a difficult position. This amount of money isn't small, and it might be very important to their family.

Although the bonus hasn't been fully paid out yet, I can pay back part of it first, or we can agree that I'll pay back the rest after the bonus arrives. That way, his parents shouldn't think he's being unreasonable.

But to my surprise, my aunt and uncle wouldn't accept it.

They told me to keep it, saying that I needed the money right now and that I could pay them back later...

I have absolutely no intention of paying him back.

[I just want to keep owing him like this. As long as I keep owing him, I can stay by his side. At least on the surface, I don't have to be sneaky anymore, and I don't have to suppress my behavior.]

Everything happened so perfectly. Perhaps this is what the elders in my family often say—a blessing in disguise, or maybe it's an opportunity given to me by heaven.

Consider this money a way for me to buy out this farce, a price I've paid out in my despicable act.

......

The handwriting came to light, the entire page of the diary, along with Chen Jianji's body, suddenly stopped here.

He stared blankly at the words on it.

Money? Give it back to Mom and Dad?

How come I didn't know about this?

Chen Jianji's brows furrowed even more.

And what does it mean that she wants to owe?

Hasn't she always kept accurate and detailed accounts?

I recognize all of these characters when put together.

Chen Jianji, however, felt that he didn't quite understand it.

His gaze shifted upwards, just as he was about to look at it again.

But just then...

Chen Jianji seemed to hear a tearing sound.

The page with the writing on it seemed to have been torn off right before his eyes.

Chen Jianji was in a daze for a moment, and when he came to his senses...

The diary has been completely blank.

The marks from the torn pages are still visible.

He tore it off himself earlier.

Chen Jianji's expression darkened slightly.

Is there something wrong with Lin Qingxue?

Why tear it up when it's already written?

Does tearing it up erase what has been written?

What a joke.

Those lines of tedious text.

He remembers it perfectly clearly.

Chen Jianji's brows remained furrowed for a while before finally relaxing.

Never mind, whether it was in the past life or now.

Those bonuses are all their own money.

No matter how much he spends, it's none of his business.

Just as Chen Jianji reached out to close the diary...

But unexpectedly.

On the blank page, new handwriting reappeared.

Chen Jianji paused.

Did Lin Qingxue write in her diary today?

Familiar, delicate handwriting gradually unfolded before his eyes.

【2013.6.10】

I never imagined I would feel so pathetic in front of him.

[Not only was I kicked out, but I was also verbally abused many times.]

[His cruel and resolute demeanor—if it weren't for the images in my dreams, I think I really wouldn't have been able to hold on.]

And that letter...

I don't know what that version of myself in the dream did to him that made him prefer to ask Liu Yun rather than remove me from his blacklist and ask me directly.

My trust in him seems to have completely vanished.

But when I thought about it, I realized I had never lied to him about anything.

On the contrary, he was always talking nonsense at school, and if he got even a minor injury, he would shamelessly insist that I apply medicine for him.

[It's cold outside, and after being exposed to some cold wind, she said she looks like she's catching a cold, so she used my hot water.]

【besides...】

[He spoke ill of me to his sister, saying I never paid attention to his motion sickness.]

[On the weekend, when I was taking the bus back to school and the classroom was empty, was it the air rubbing my head?]

[He always insists on playing ball, and when he does, he gets incredibly excited and doesn't care about anything else, so he always ends up with injuries.]

Is it because I want to keep carrying all those medicines in my pockets, making it bulging and inconvenient to walk?

What girl would let a boy bully her like this?

Even the simple-minded Liu Yun could notice the change in my emotions.

He sits right next to me, we're together every day, doesn't he realize it?

[Didn't he realize who I wrote about in that letter?]

The aunt was absolutely right; when he gets angry, he completely forgets all the good things he's done for him.

[Just because of those things I didn't do in my dreams, things I didn't even know I did, they treated me like this.]

I really don't want to talk to him anymore.

If it weren't for the progress on Ayan's side, and his willingness to try my suggestion, I probably wouldn't be able to sleep tonight with a headache.

The handwriting paused for a moment here.

The next line of text appeared quickly, the strokes so heavy they almost pierced the back of the paper.

I hate him so much, this time I really mean it!

......

Once all the handwriting appears.

Chen Jianji frowned as he read through the document.

Tsk.

Even his diary entries are lies.

Regardless of other factors, the fact that I always keep medicine in this bag is a given.

Lin Qingxue clearly stated that she was the class monitor and should always be mindful of the needs of the class members, which would make things more convenient.

And this, is there any progress with Li Wenyan? What kind of advice are you accepting?

What does this mean?

Finally, you've stopped pretending?

Chen Jianji lowered his gaze until he saw the last sentence.

He let out a cold laugh.

"Oh"

It's as if the many disgusting things he said earlier were false.

really.

Lin Qingxue is a person who always says one thing to people and another behind their backs.

When I was at home today, I seemed to be keeping quiet.

After going back, didn't he reveal his true colors and write this nonsense?

Just as Chen Jianji was thinking.

suddenly.

The soft tearing sound echoed in his ears once again.

In Chen Jianji's view, the page filled with writing still had some parts torn at the joint.

But unexpectedly, it didn't continue.

The paper seemed to be blown by the wind, and the torn part was slowly connected back by a piece of transparent tape.

Until the surface is restored to its original level.

Finally, what catches the eye.

It was a blank space.

The room was dimly lit.

The shadow cast a long shadow of Chen Jianji sitting upright at his desk.

His gaze lingered on the diary for a while.

He then reached out and closed it.

Chen Jianji looked up at the night view outside the window.

He admitted to the things Lin Qingxue wrote about him doing.

However, in the previous diary entries, the other party did not necessarily seem to be willing.

It's just a perfunctory or perfunctory response.

Moreover, in the previous life...

What Lin Qingxue did.

Chan Kin-kei will never forget it.

Thinking about this...

Chen Jianji's fingers curled slightly, his eyes looking at the night outside the window were dark and unfathomable.

suddenly.

He reached out and suddenly grabbed the diary.

boom!

A loud thud came from inside the room.

......