Having been given a second chance at life, who would still want to pursue her?

Looking at the diary that has now become a blank page.

Chen Jianji's pupils constricted slightly.

Suddenly, he reached out and flipped through the pages.

"No way, I didn't even see it clearly, and it's already gone?"

"What the hell is this? What does it even mean?!"

Chen Jianji muttered a few words.

The pages were still blank.

He remained quiet until he calmed down and sat still in the same spot, lost in thought.

The previously blank page has changed again.

Chen Jianji's eyes flickered.

The pupils, which had been blank and unfocused, slowly returned to the diary.

【2013.7.1】

I know he'll be angry if he sees me interacting with Ayan.

But I can't completely ignore Ayan, so I can only try to avoid running into those two.

However, I suddenly realized that I had made the same mistake as in my dream.

I shouldn't avoid it. Even though I know what's going on, wouldn't seeing us like this only make him angrier?

Rather than letting him bottle up his anger and keep me waiting for days, it's better to let them meet openly.

Just like what happened at the driving school last time, although it was wrong of him to hit someone, he at least knew how to control himself. Most importantly, the final outcome for both sides wasn't too bad.

Ah Yan didn't blame me; he blamed him.

He didn't ignore me, although he seemed a little impatient with me.

[I should have known better; he could have helped me!!]

What if they fight again next time?

[Never mind, Ah Yan will only stop having those thoughts once he's been hurt.]

As for him... could I advise him to go a little easier?

[Hmm... If I really say it, he'll probably ignore me for days. That's just how he is; he has such a terrible temper.]

The writing pauses here, blurring into a patch of black ink.

Chen Jianji looked on with a frown.

This is today's entry in the diary.

Chen Jianji chuckled.

"In the end, I still feel sorry for that guy surnamed Li."

Lin Qingxue wrote that he was like a violent maniac.

Who would start a fight for no reason?

Hitting someone else will hurt your own hand too!

Why doesn't she show any consideration for herself?

Chen Jianji pursed his lips.

A person's character is truly revealed in their diary.

Sure enough, Lin Qingxue thinks about how to scold him every day!

Just then.

New handwriting gradually emerged.

Chen Jianji continued reading.

I never imagined I'd expend so much energy today just to talk to him about these things tonight.

[Maybe he felt that if he didn't do something, he really would find someone else, even if it was fake like Xinyi, I couldn't stand it.]

However, he threatened me on the phone.

I feel like I've done something completely pointless.

I've never cared about him that much for anyone else.

Why is he so ill-tempered and stubborn?

I must be blind to like him.

No, I don't like him anymore, I hate him!

......

The last line of text appears to have been written with great force, almost piercing through the back of the paper.

Just like the words I've written before.

However, the tone of the text seems slightly different.

Chen Jianji immediately focused his attention, taking advantage of the fact that the writing had not yet disappeared.

I leaned closer to see the last few lines of text clearly.

Until the writing disappeared and the entire page became blank.

Chan Kin-kei maintained this pose.

After a while.

He then slowly sat up straight again.

I just sat there quietly for a long time.

I gazed out the window at the moonlight.

Chen Jianji's eyes trembled, and he murmured softly.

"A diary is a reflection of one's inner self."

"As expected, she never liked me at all."

"That phone call today was all lies."

He whispered in hushed tones, so that only he and the moonlight could hear him.

I don't know if I'm trying to convince myself, or something else entirely.

Chen Jianji sat motionless in the chair for a long time.

Until a faint light appeared on the horizon.

He then slowly opened the second half of the notebook.

Hidden inside is a yellowed postcard.

On the cover, there seemed to be a few more muddy yellow marks than before.

It looked like it had been stained with mud and dust, with a few more marks that couldn't be washed off.

Chen Jianji placed his hand on the cover and gently stroked it.

Then he slowly opened it and took out the letter inside.

Look at the content above.

Chan Kin-kei didn't receive the same surprise as the first time.

There was no second time I saw anger.

I just feel that...

I felt a sharp pain in my chest.

I don't know how much time has passed.

Chen Jianji put the letter back into the envelope, and then tucked the entire postcard into his diary.

Then he reached out and put the books back on the shelf, and stood up.

He went back to the bed, lay down, and closed his eyes.

The movements were swift and decisive, without any hesitation.

"It will happen after she finishes her driving lessons, or when she remembers."

"until!"

Chen Jianji's voice was firm, as if he was setting clear boundaries for himself.

Silence fell over the room.

Nothing was said that night, until dawn.

......

On the bus.

Zhang Xinyi looked at the dark circles under Chen Jianji's eyes with a speechless expression.

"Didn't you know you had to go to the driving school early today for your long-distance driving test?"

"What are you doing, staying up so late at night?"

Chen Jianji, leaning back in his chair, groggily opened his eyes.

I just felt that these two sentences sounded familiar.

"Oh... well, the training program is in a remote area for poverty alleviation, so I need to do my research to ensure my safety, right?"

Upon hearing this, Zhang Xinyi rolled her eyes.

"They've been to driving school so many times already, why would they need you to make a plan?"

Chen Jianji changed his lying position and picked up the backpack on the ground to use as a pillow.

"I'm going to sleep for a while. Wake me up when we get there."

"oh!"

"Um!"

Just as Chen Jianji closed his eyes again, the car lurched, making him dizzy.

He subconsciously reached into his pocket for the medicated oil he'd been using lately.

But they found nothing.

Chen Jianji then remembered.

It turns out that the bottle was already empty.

There are new ones...

He didn't want it.

Okay... I guess I'll just faint.

Chen Jianji pursed his lips, didn't open his eyes, and continued to hug his schoolbag, preparing to fall asleep.

But just then...

Something strange touched the back of his hand.

Chen Jianji opened his eyes with a frown.

"What's wrong?"

It was just a fleeting moment when I looked up.

But what I saw was a cool and beautiful face.

She was simply wearing a white T-shirt and black trousers.

Her long hair cascaded over her shoulders, adding a refreshing yet slightly mature charm.

However, her expression was slightly unnatural, and her usually aloof eyes were tinged with embarrassment.

She was also holding a small bottle of medicated oil in her hand.

After seeing Chen Jianji looking over.

She lowered her head, handed it forward, and spoke very softly.

"Give."

......