Late Into Night,Give Me a Cigarette

"Sleep, don't think so much."

Ye yaoyu's voice sounded above my head again. It was like magic. It made me feel relaxed and my eyelids became heavy.

So my eyelids couldn't hold on any longer. I closed my eyes slowly, smelling ye yaoyu's unique flavor, and gradually fell asleep.

This night, I had a lot of dreams.

In the dream, Zhao Jianping's pale face with iron green constantly appeared in front of my eyes. He stretched out his hands covered with blood and scratched on my face at random. He yelled at me again and again: "he Qiu, he Qiu, my death is all your fault! It's all your fault! Don't want to kill me with you

I ran feebly as I told you not to come.

In my dream, I wanted to run quickly, but no matter how hard I used my strength, I felt that I couldn't run fast. I was about to be caught by Zhao Jianping. At this time, my mother suddenly appeared in front of me again, tugging my arm hard to let me go, crying and yelling, "you return my son, you return my son You killed all my sons

My mother held me tight, no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't get rid of it. I was afraid and wanted my mother to let me go, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't cry out.

"He Qiu, take your life!"

At this time, Zhao Jianping, who had been chasing after me, suddenly rushed forward. His bloody hands clung to my neck, and his sharp nails pierced into my throat. I raised my head, widened my eyes in pain, and opened my mouth, but I couldn't say a word.

"You killed me! I'm going to take you to hell with me

Zhao Jianping roared in my ear, then pulled my neck with two hands and tore it apart

"Ah --"

I opened my eyes and sat up straight with a scream.

I stare straight ahead with big eyes. I'm sweating and my heart is beating wildly. I don't know where I am now for a long time. I still remember the last picture clearly in my mind. I was torn in two by Zhao Jianping's hand.

"What's the matter? Have a nightmare?"

There was a magnetic voice of concern behind me, and then a big hand reached out and touched my forehead.

"Ah --"

My conditioned reflex is to reach out and hit the outstretched hand, while my body subconsciously dodges to the side.

Because of fear, I hit that slap is really with full strength, hit the moment I heard a stuffy hum, at the same time the hand also retracted back.

Before I had time to escape, a pair of arms extended to me again and held me in my arms. At the same time, a low roar came from my ear: "he Qiu, you should be sober up!"

It's ye yaoyu's voice

So I gradually gave up the struggle, turned around and looked at ye yaoyu, who was close at hand, frowned and concerned about ye yaoyu who was staring at me.

Without saying a word, I turned back and stretched out my arm. I put my arm around ye yaoyu's neck and held it tightly.

"Shaking so hard, is it a nightmare?" Ye yaoyu put his hands around my waist and let me hold him tightly.

"I dream of Zhao Jianping, and my mother..."

I put my hands around ye yaoyu's neck. In order to seek a sense of security, I buried my face in his neck and murmured, "they all said that I killed Zhao Jianping. I just dreamed that Zhao Jianping tore me in two and said he would take me to hell..."

"It's just a dream that scares you like this?" Ye yaoyu said in a funny way, reaching out and patting my head at the same time, comforting him: "OK, it's OK."

"No..." I gradually loosened ye yaoyu's neck, lowered my head and said, "in fact, ever since I heard that Zhao Jianping was beaten before he died, and that he would rush into the car to death in order to escape, I wonder whether this matter is related to Wang Yuetong. If it is really related to her, I can't get rid of it. If it wasn't for me, I would have sent Wang Yuetong's message To Zhao Jianping, in order to use Zhao Jianping to contain Wang Yuetong, maybe Zhao Jianping will not die at all. "

"So you think you caused Zhao Jianping's death?" Ye yaoyu looked down at me and asked softly.

"Even if I didn't kill him directly, it was indirect In a word, you can't get rid of me... " I murmured and nodded.

"Even if I don't like him, even if he hurt me, but he is my brother after all, and we have the same blood, but now I killed him for my own self-interest It's all my fault, my fault... "

"He Qiu!" When I was still reading in pieces, I was interrupted by a low roar from ye yaoyu. Then he took my face in his hands and forced me to look up at him.

I don't want to see him, and I dare not look at him. I am afraid to see disdain and disappointment in his eyes. I am afraid that he will become more contemptuous of me. I even feel that I am a murderer at this moment. My hands are covered with blood and filthy."He Qiu looks at me!" Ye yaoyu said to me in a commanding tone.

"No, don't I don't want to watch... " While shaking my head violently, I broke away from ye yaoyu's arms. After pushing him away, I stumbled out of bed and went straight into the bathroom. Turning on the tap, I began to wash my hands constantly.

In my eyes, no matter how many times I wash my hands, I don't feel clean! I personally pushed Zhao Jianping onto the road of no return. I am a sinner, and I am also a murderer!

"He Qiu, you wake up, you wake up!" Ye yaoyu walked over quickly, reached out to turn off the tap, and then pulled me out of the bathroom and pressed me on the sofa to sit down.

"Listen, he Qiu. Now Zhao Jianping's case is still under investigation, and there is no conclusion. So what you think now is just a guess in your own mind. You can't impose conjecture, unconfirmed things on yourself, do you hear that? "

Ye yaoyu pressed his hands on my shoulder. Seeing that I was a little slack, he yelled at me in a loud voice, trying to make me hear every word he said.

"Even if Zhao Jianping's death has something to do with Wang Yuetong, the murderer is Wang Yuetong. What does it have to do with you? Do you think that if you didn't tell Zhao Jianping about your recent situation, Zhao Jianping would not have known that Wang Yuetong was already an artist? What you did was tell him in advance

Ye yaoyu frowned and looked at me closely, "he Qiu, lift your head up and look at my eyes! Have you ever listened to me again? "

I heard it. Of course I heard it. I also thought that it had nothing to do with me, but I would think about it unconsciously. This uncontrollable feeling made my heart afraid.

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