Late Into Night,Give Me a Cigarette

At this moment, I have to think about the worst, though I don't want it to be.

I don't want to think like that at all, and I don't want to get into a corner, but my mood has begun to get out of control. I feel that a voice in my heart constantly tells me that Zhao Jianping's death is related to me, and I am the murderer who killed Zhao Jianping.

Realizing this, I pushed ye yaoyu out of the sofa in a hurry. He thought I was going to do something drastic, so he followed me.

"He Qiu, what's wrong with you?" Ye yaoyu frowned and followed me.

I don't want to say a word now. I'm full of uncontrollable thoughts. I'll take the medicine out of my bag with my only remaining reason.

Seeing that I was taking the medicine, ye yaoyu grabbed the medicine bottle in my hand, frowned and looked at the information on the bottle carefully.

"Ye yaoyu..." I turned around, looked at ye yaoyu and murmured to him, "my depression It may have recurred... "

Ye yaoyu looked at me and looked at it carefully. His hand holding the medicine bottle trembled slightly because of too much force.

After a long time, ye yaoyu stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms. He held me in his arms and whispered in my ear, "it's OK. I'll take you to the hospital now!"

Although it's already light outside the window, it's only five o'clock, and there are still a few hours to go to work.

When ye yaoyu drove me to the hospital, I was embarrassed to call my attending doctor.

After listening to me about the general situation, the doctor said that he would go now and let me not worry, and my mood must not be excited.

When we got to the hospital, many people were already in and out of the gate of the hospital. At this time, I realized that ye yaoyu and I were in a hurry and didn't bring any sunglasses or hats. If we just walked in like this, we would be very easy to be recognized.

Seeing that I was so hesitant, ye yaoyu got out of the car, bypassed the car body, opened the door of my side, and then said to me in the tone of command: "get out of the car!"

"But..."

"No, but! Now your illness is the most important thing! " Ye yaoyu frowned, stretched out his hand to hold my wrist, and pulled me out of the car. From this moment on, he took my hand and did not separate again.

"Ye yaoyu, you are so easy to be photographed." I followed ye yaoyu, holding my hand tightly and saying anxiously.

"Now you just have to think about how to control your emotions. You don't have to worry about the rest." Ye yaoyu said, holding my hand, he walked into the hospital.

According to current people, ye yaoyu's appearance is too high. Even if he doesn't have to deliberately, he will soon attract people's attention wherever he goes. However, ye yaoyu seldom shows up, so many people just think he is handsome, but they don't know who he is and what identity he is.

When everyone noticed ye yaoyu, they would subconsciously walk beside him. I was really afraid that they would recognize me, so I kept lowering my head, and the tension in my heart was growing. I always felt that it was my fault to rush out and bring unnecessary trouble to ye yaoyu.

"Hold your head up, hold your chest up, and you've done nothing wrong." Ye yaoyu side head in my ear said, "I hope to see the past that did not fear the wind and rain, strong in the face of all he Qiu."

Hearing his words, I raised my head in surprise and looked at ye yaoyu. At the same time, he was looking at me. At the moment, I suddenly felt a warm current flowing into my chest. I lifted my lips slightly, looked at him, and said thank you to him in my heart. Everything was in silence.

My attending doctor came very quickly. Then he gave me some tests and talked with me. He asked me how I felt at that time. He also asked me what dream I had and whether it was related to the stress of work and life recently.

Finally, the doctor came to the conclusion that my depression did recur, but it was not serious, and it was still under control. Therefore, it was suggested that I take a rest for a period of time, try to keep myself away from right and wrong, travel, relax, and take medicine every day. It is estimated that after a period of time, the situation will improve.

When I came back from the hospital, ye yaoyu drove me back to my home. During this time, Xue Tao called me again. I told him that I had gone to the hospital and was on my way home to ask him to wait for me.

Back home, ye yaoyu handed me over to Xue Tao, and then went back to the company. After all, he is very busy now, and he can't spend a long time with me.

I nestled in the sofa, bent knees, two arms around the calf, watching him leave in a hurry, I knew that my dream of a night was over.

"What's going on?" Xue Tao reached me and asked with concern as he peeled the apple for me.

So I told Xue Tao the whole story, including the police looking for me, including the death of Zhao Jianping, including the madness of my mother, and the recurrence of my depression.

After hearing this, Xue Tao was silent for a while. Then he took out my latest itinerary, looked at the arrangement and time above, and seriously said to me, "take a break. I'll give you some unnecessary programs. Fortunately, we haven't decided which TV series or movie to choose during this period of time, so we just refused."I look at Xue Tao gratefully. I know that even if I insist on doing the program now, my state of affairs may be counterproductive.

"Go to sleep. You didn't sleep well yesterday." Xue Tao looked at me heartily and said.

I reclined on the sofa and shook my head weakly. "I don't want to sleep. As soon as I close my eyes, I can see Zhao Jianping's iron blue face."

"What would you like to eat Xue Tao asked.

"No appetite, no appetite." I looked at Xue Tao and replied truthfully that Zhang Yan is not here now. What I can trust and rely on is only him.

It's just a pity that he is a man, otherwise I really want to hold him and seek some courage from him.

I helped me recover as soon as possible. Ye yaoyu and Xue Tao asked me not to surf the Internet, watch entertainment news, or brush comments. I must keep a good attitude.

After helping me to quit my job, Xue Tao originally wanted to take me on a long journey. Just like the doctor suggested, he should look at the blue sky and the vast grassland, so as to open up his mind and open his heart.

But I have been concerned about Zhao Jianping's case, so I want to wait until the case has a result.

In this way, I stayed at home for a few days, completely isolated from the outside world. I listened to music and did yoga every day. Even if I didn't, I still couldn't sleep and eat, but I felt much better.

A week later, Zhang Yan, who had been relaxing outside, suddenly came back. The first word she said to me was: "he Qiu, are you pregnant?"

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