Love is the most attractive

It was six hours, three minutes, and two seconds before she was completely lovelorn.

Su xiaojie looked around as if she was the only one in the dark. Why do they look so happy?

In the evening, the city was still brightly lit. Although the night was gradually coming, for the city, this was just the beginning of nightlife.

Su xiaojie walked alone on the street, letting herself walk along the road, but she became more and more confused.

When she came out of honolulu's girlfriend, wang ling's shop, su xiaojie felt her heart sink. In reality, she already knew that sandalwood chen had a girlfriend who had been in love for many years. However, sometimes, people simply refused to accept the harsh reality.

And sometimes, she just believed that her ears and ears were empty and insisted on seeing it with her own eyes. What was the result of seeing it? Just to prove it and make myself feel worse. Su xiaojie felt like she was looking for trouble, but she couldn' t control herself.

Looking at the lights on the street, su xiaojie felt like she was walking here. He looked at the men and women who were passing by and he suddenly realized something. Those who are in pairs do not have their own, but have their own love.

Su xiaojie couldn' t help but recall that the gentle look on tan chenchen's face when he mentioned his girlfriend must have been unusual. Right now, when the lights were on, honolulu's small store should be in a good time for business. In a few hours, when the crowd was running low, would honolulu close the shop and pick up wang ling? Then, like every loving couple in the world, the two of them walked through the crowded crowd hand in hand, never having to worry about losing each other.

Thinking of this, su xiaojie suddenly felt a sharp pain in her chest.she raised her face and threw her cheek into the night. Don't let others find that she can't control the tears will fall, looked up, let the tears back in his belly, I won't know. Only I know how painful I am.

In the midst of her tearful eyes, su xiaojie was suddenly dazzled by a huge billboard that was propped up in the air not far away. Su xiaojie raised her hand slightly and covered her eyes, then looked at the night sky not far away.

It was a street lamp advertisement for a building with only a simple sentence on it:" the harbor of the heart, let the heart go home." Su xiaojie suddenly seemed to be touched by something and was slightly stunned in her heart.then, she suddenly remembered that she didn' t have nowhere to go.

She also had a home, somewhere in the city, that had always been quiet, sometimes forgotten by her. But that is, after all, an indelible existence. The word' home' was not a particularly gentle image to su xiaojie.

So even if there is resentment and dissatisfaction, the birds that leave their nests will eventually return home. And I am also, even if there are so many dissatisfaction, but when I have no place to go, there is still a place of my own harbor, is the kinetic energy station that I set sail again.

Thinking of this, su xiaojie's mood seemed to have improved a lot and she went home. Su xiaojie said in her heart. After that, she picked up her phone and dialed the number that she had read in her mind many times, but she couldn' t really dial it out. After a few rings, su xiaojie recalled the familiar voice and felt her heart suddenly move.

"Hello, this is honolulu. "

Su xiaojie was stunned for a moment. Su xiaojie adjusted her attitude and replied," boss, it's me, su xiaojie." "

"Oh, su xiaojie, why didn' t you come to work today? Although it was a question, he was as gentle as ever and had no sense of accountability.

"Boss, I was just about to tell you that there's something going on at home these days. I want to take a few days off, okay? Su xiaojie could hear her own smiling voice. It seemed that she had made some progress. Su xiaojie said in her heart, you can control your emotions.

"What happened at home? Does it matter? The shop is all right, I and xiaomin have enough men. You can go home and tell me if you need any help. Sandalwood's voice was a little anxious. He was still concerned about her. Su xiaojie's heart suddenly felt warm and sour at the thought of this. Since there was no hope, why was she so gentle?

On the other end of the phone, xiao min's shrill voice sounded again." Is su xiaojie going to be lazy again?" What's the matter, just making excuses, boss? You can't let him do this. "

On the other end of the line, honolulu seemed a little embarrassed, but she still said gently to su xiaojie," it's nothing. Don't listen to xiaomin's nonsense. You can go home safely. You can come back to work after you've dealt with your family matters. There's no rush. "

Su xiaojie suddenly felt like she was in tears, but she suppressed it and said to the phone," thank you, boss. After hanging up the phone, su xiaojie slowly hugged her with her arm and her tears couldn' t stop falling.

Su xiaojie shrugged her nose and used her hand to wipe away the tears on her face. She told herself," su xiaojie, go home safely now. When you' re healed, you can call that person" boss" at the store happily. He always wants to see himself happy.

Thinking of this, su xiaojie decided to go home.

It was already past nine o' clock in the evening, and su xiaojie had been standing at the door for half an hour, but she was still hesitating. This was an old house that looked rather old. More than twenty years ago, this area was extremely prosperous. This was a legendary area with iron rice bowls. More than twenty years ago, many state-owned enterprises and cooperatives began to reform their share-holding system. After a batch of laid-off workers dragged down the entire economy.

Su xiaojie still remembered that when she was young, her parents were employees of the factory before she went to primary school.she had an enviable job and her family lived a very rich life. At that time, although the goods weren' t as rich as they were now, they weren' t as dazzling as they were now.

However, su xiaojie remembered that her mother was still very young and very beautiful.it was said that it was a flower from their textile factory. Every time the season changed, her mother would bring su xiaojie to the tailor shop to buy clothing.then, she would take it home and use the sewing machine at home to turn a piece of regular cloth into a beautiful skirt.

At that time, su xiaojie had personally witnessed the amazing process of turning a piece of cloth into a piece of clothing. When she was young, su xiaojie felt that her mother's sewing machine was the most amazing thing in the world.

Every time she came to the kindergarten class wearing a floral dress made by her mother, the children would look at her with envy and were eager to be friends with su xiaojie. She even asked su xiaojie where she bought her dress. At this time, su xiaojie would always say proudly," I can' t buy love noodles. My mom made them herself." "Then there will be a lot of children staring at su xiaojie with big eyes, a look of worship, said:" su xiaojie, your mother (mother) really amazing. "

But when did those days start to disappear? Su xiaojie didn' t remember when exactly. He only remembered that for a while, his parents were always sighing and groaning at home. After a while, he heard the news that his father had been laid off.

Su xiaojie was still young and didn' t understand what it meant to be laid off. Dad smiled bitterly and said to him," dad doesn't have to go to work anymore. He probably has to stay at home every day." At that time, su xiaojie happily pulled her father around." Oh, dad, you don' t have to go to work. You can play with me." At that time, her parents didn' t say a word.they just looked at su xiaojie with a bitter smile, but they were still gentle.

However, she didn' t know when the laughter at home had stopped. First, the argument between her parents woke up again and again, and then su xiaojie, who was already in primary school. Many times, she rubbed her eyes and looked at her parents' arguments with confusion.

From the moment her mother hugged su xiaojie and sent her back to her room to coax her to sleep, she turned into a shout to su xiaojie," what are you looking at?!" Aren't you going back to your room to sleep? In the end, the argument between their parents even got into a big fight. In front of su xiaojie, the fight between them didn' t involve su xiaojie. They simply ignored her, but it was even more painful.

Until one time, when su xiaojie was at the dining table and had no choice but to say that the school was going to pay the tuition fee again, her mother put down her chopsticks and gave su xiaojie a fierce glare, which was very strange.su xiaojie felt as if she was saying," why aren' t you going to die? Every day I know how to get money! "

And the father sighed on the table, finally took out a cigarette, stood up, and said:" every day to pay money, how to afford." That day, su xiaojie lowered her head at the dining table, as if she had never raised her head in front of her parents since then.

And the next day, the mother left a hundred dollars, and at the same time also left a sentence:" debt collector!" Su xiaojie shrank back onto the bed and heard her mother slam the door.

Su xiaojie was the last person in the class to pay the money that day, and the money was always in her hands, but su xiaojie couldn' t take it out. It seemed that once the money was handed over, it would cut off her mother's life. It's the same life as the whole family. Money was sweating in her hands, and su xiaojie's back was sweating, but she still couldn' t take those short steps.

It was not until the teacher kept asking questions that su xiaojie walked up to the stage and paid the money during the whole class's attention. The teacher did not say anything but cast a peculiar look. At that time, the school still didn' t know about su xiaojie's family situation.

That afternoon, when she returned home from school, su xiaojie noticed that the atmosphere at home had never been lower. Su xiaojie didn' t dare to ask anything, but quietly went back to her room to do her homework. However, that night, it was past seven o' clock, but no one had asked su xiaojie to eat.

However, su xiaojie didn' t dare to ask outside.she knew what had happened, and it was an irresistible hardship at home.she was also deeply involved in it, so she endured the hunger and kept making noises, buried her head in her stomach, and told herself, su xiaojie, you' re not hungry.

Then, at eight o' clock, the sound of glass falling on the ground and shattering came from outside, followed by an argument.

"Cooking? For what? Now the family can still open the pot? I'm fired now, too? Still eating? Money? Did you? Let's die together. First came the mother's shrill voice, accompanied by a terrible news.

Mom, she's been laid off. Are we starving? Su xiaojie was still holding a pen in her hand, but she didn' t write anymore. Suddenly, she felt a little weak. Why was it like this? Why us?

It's quiet outside. Maybe dad's talking about something. Then came the voice of his mother: -- how easy are you to say Pension? Unemployment benefits? What the hell are you doing? Are you kidding me? If you hadn't been laid off for so long, if you hadn't been supporting your family on my salary, you wouldn't be able to get enough porridge every day. I said you! It's nice to be laid off at home, isn't it? I don't know if I'm gonna go out there and see if I can find another place for you old bones. "

"Enough! Shut up! "

After the silence, the father finally burst out. After that, there were all sorts of ugly quarrels. Su xiaojie threw herself on the bed and covered her ears with the blanket. She doesn't want to hear this. He wouldn' t go out either. If he went out, his parents' quarrels wouldn' t decrease at all, and he might get even angrier because he suddenly thought of himself as a procrastinator. Su xiaojie didn' t dare and didn' t want to.

That night passed, but it was only the fuse of a family war. After the father resisted, he no longer calmed down like before. His mother quarreled with each other until the neighbors tried to persuade him. The two of them seemed to be willing to take a break for the time being. Then there was an endless row.

As the neighbors grew tired of this pointless argument, the war of slander between parents was left undisturbed. Then the father began to drink, and since his mother blamed him for not going out to look for work, he went crazy as if he had got a job.

However, when he was old and had a low education, his father, who had no skills, would not be surprised. Every time he came back from looking for a job, he would bring wine with him and drink as he walked. When he got home, he was completely drunk. Later, when his father stopped looking for work, he gave up the possibility completely. However, it is found that wine can solve the unique use of sorrow.