Love you, never separate

When he Qing wakes up again, he feels as if he is tied up all over. The first thing he sees when he opens his eyes is a man's head.

With a smile, I found that I was lying in the hospital.

In my memory, in the hands of the kidnappers, he had been beaten to a state of confusion, and I can't remember what happened afterwards.

Now it seems that he was saved... Moving his fingers, he found that his hand was tightly held.

Very painful ah, he Qing wry smile, but see the man's sleeping face, not by silence. He sleeps very well. The dark circles under his eyes show his recent situation. Zhou Li should have known by now that he called because he was kidnapped.

Will Zhou Li blame himself... Based on He Qing's understanding of Zhou Li, he should blame himself. It's so nice that he's out.

Even if those people hit him, they didn't touch him. He was clean and could like this person.

He Qing looks at the man's sleeping cheek, wants to reach out, but suddenly finds that he is really like a mummy now.

How does it feel to be covered with bandages? It must be ugly. He just looked at this person's sleeping face. He didn't know how long he looked at it. He also fell asleep.

Closing his eyes, he felt sleepy, but he was awakened by the sound of opening the door. He Qing moved his ears and heard a woman's voice: "what happened to him?"

He Qing felt that the hand holding his hand had left his palm. The hand that was hurt and was held was very painful. Suddenly, it was empty and nagging. He didn't open his eyes. He was just pretending to sleep. He could hear the woman's voice clearly.

And the content of their speech: "he's fine, thank you for your concern."

"The matter has been solved this time, and the money has been recovered, but the chairman seems to be... Not very satisfied."

Zhou Li: "I'll explain it to my mother. Besides, you are my secretary. Don't make any claims in the future."

He Qing moved his lips. He remembered the voice

He misunderstood him, but what if he misunderstood him.

"Awake?"

When Zhou lizhuan turned around, he saw that the people behind him had already awakened. He didn't know when he woke up?

"What's the matter? Does it still hurt? " Seeing he Qing's frowning, Zhou Li rushes over.

He Qing hooked the corner of his lips: "no, I'm ok, just a little tight."

Zhou Li: "why don't you tell me that you have been kidnapped?"

Zhou Li asked him with a straight face, God knows what his heart was like when he saw this man lying here with blood and flesh?

"Because I don't want to be controlled."

He Qing told the truth: "with so much money, how can we listen to others, right?"

Zhou Li: "so you just want me not to pay the kidnapper, so you suffer this beating here?"

He Qing pretended to be relaxed: "well, it's just like this. After all, we've all broken up. I can't pay back the money you paid me

"Are you a fool?"

The man looks very angry, he Qing Leng Leng, he knew that the man would be very angry when he heard what he said, but he didn't expect that this person was unexpected for the first time.

Zhou Li: "no matter how angry you are with me, you are not allowed to do such things again. Do you hear me?"

He... Is that a sign of weakness?

With that, Zhou Li stepped forward and held the man in his arms, regardless of his mummy like voice: "I don't want to see that picture any more. Even if you are not with me in the future, you should be safe, you know?"

This is... Break up successfully?

"Well, I see. I'll take care of myself safely."

Zhou Li was satisfied with He Qing's answer, and his tired face was smiling. He held the man's hand tightly for a moment, then finally let it go and turned away.

"That's right."

After a pause, Zhou Li turned his head and asked him, "where do you want to go after you leave here? I heard that you have resigned and don't plan to stay in this city?"

He Qing thought of his so-called resignation before he was kidnapped. He laughed bitterly: "I don't know. I guess I'll go to a small town where few people know me."

It is estimated that he will not get his salary for half a month.

"Well... I wish you happiness."

Zhou Lilin left such a sentence to him before he left, which made he Qing very surprised. He thought that he and what he said would be entangled for a while.

I didn't expect to break up so easily, but Zhou Li let go. I can't tell what I feel in my heart. I'm empty.

On the day when he was discharged from hospital, Zhou Li also came. He was like nothing happened between two people, just like he Qing's good friend. I went through the hospitalization procedures and settled the accounts of all hospitals.

Then he Qing was driven to his company to resign. After getting off the bus, he Qing looked at the man sitting in the driver's seat and said in silence, "thank you."

Zhou Li is silent, as if he Qing has been especially silent since he Qing was kidnapped because of his relationship.

"I'm sorry."

The man looked straight at him and apologized to him for the first time in such sincere language.

"I'm really sorry to hurt you. If anything happens, please call me at any time. It won't happen that day. Even if we break up, we're still friends. "

friend? He Qing Leng Leng, also raised a smile: "of course, of course, we are friends, I left, can you help me take care of my grandmother?"

"Of course, I didn't mean to throw her all at you, I just

He wanted to explain something more, but was interrupted: "of course, of course I would. Let's go."

"Goodbye."

He Qing went upstairs and found that when he returned to the company this time, his colleagues and superiors had very different attitudes towards him. Even if he came to resign, everyone's eyes were completely different from before.

The boss took out a big red envelope and patted him on the shoulder. He had a big round face with a smile on his face: "this injury is a natural and man-made disaster, but it doesn't matter. The company's compensation for you has increased several times. Come on, I hope you can find the right company. If you want to come back, you are welcome at any time. "

He Qing took this pile of money and kept silent. After looking at pangpangpang's general manager for a few seconds, he accepted it.

He didn't think that he was such a bad man, and could do everything well. Can I get a bigger red envelope in the company? He has been in this company for one or two years. He will never be so generous to his employees.

He can get so much money now, it is estimated that he has something to do with the person who apologized to him just now.

Tightening the envelope in his hand, he really needed money now. After all, he picked up the box and turned to leave.

After buying the ticket and setting the city to go, the last stop is the nursing home.

When I came to the nursing home, I learned that grandma's cheap single room had been replaced by a luxury VIP suite, which was the best treatment and room in the whole garden.

Looking at the high cost of care, he Qing was silent again. He knew someone was helping him. But why is the heart so painful.

Staring at the phone number in his hand for a long time, he Qing went to the hospital again and found the original doctor.

He wanted to ask the doctor, is it possible for him, if he now musters up the courage to receive treatment again, is there any hope of survival?

The day he came to the hospital, the former doctor was not on duty, and he changed to a so-called expert.

When the inspection report is submitted, the expert's expression has represented everything. People's Micro expression is a very magical thing. When he saw the doctor's expression, he Qing immediately understood the ending. It's about the same.

"If I'm treated, how long can I live?"

Doctor: "chemotherapy in bed, about a year or two."

He Qing: "what if I don't receive treatment?"

Doctor: "it's hard to say that everyone is different, but I suggest you get treatment."

He Qing laughs bitterly. It's easy to say. How much does it cost to treat a cancer, or without any insurance reimbursement? He doesn't have the ability, and he doesn't have the strength.

He also has a grandmother to support, and even the expenses of his grandmother are paid by Zhou Li.

He owes him enough. Is it necessary to add a disease. And the doctor also said, even if they insist on chemotherapy, live not long, why waste.

Before leaving the hospital, he went to the inpatient department, where all the inpatients were cancer patients.

He looked at the withered patients suffering from chemotherapy in each bed and felt cold all over.

It's like a black figure grinning at him in the nether world. He Qing swears that he will never become the kind of person on the hospital bed. No!

Everyone who is undergoing chemotherapy in the hospital bed has taken off their original appearance. No matter how beautiful, young and healthy they were before they came here to be hospitalized, once they got on the machine, they would lose their hair little by little, weaken little by little, and erase their original appearance little by little.

He Qing has no family and no one will take care of him. He doesn't want to be a burden to others.

He felt he couldn't hold on any longer.

A child suffering from cancer passed by. The child was holding his mother and wailing with pain.

He Qing saw the mother weeping for her child and thought about what it would be like if Zhou Li knew he had cancer.

Will he shed tears, will he feel heartache? If he loves himself, he will probably be as distressed as this mother, and the one who wants to die is himself.

He Qing asked himself that Zhou Li should care about himself, so he couldn't let him know.

Now that I'm dying, why should I let those who worry about me and really care about me get hurt.

The man clenched his fist and turned away.