Love's Gone

The story between me and him is not pure at the beginning.

In the autumn of 2010, Xiao Sha was everywhere in Shenzhen. I lay in bed and couldn't sleep until two o'clock in the morning. My loneliness was like a mountain torrent. I almost buried me alive, so I turned on my computer and logged in to penguin.

After turning over the list of friends for a while, I decided to add some new netizens of the opposite sex. Anyway, it's bullshit across the network. In short, don't break it.

That's how he jumped into my life.

He told me that he was a graduate student of Shenzhen University and had more than half a year to graduate.

This has added a lot of good feelings to me.

To be honest, although I'm not bad, I've always been resentful that I didn't have a serious experience of real college life. Even though I passed the adult college entrance examination and entered the College of adult education of Shenzhen University, there is a gap between the part-time work study and those formal college students.

By chance, it was added to the graduate students of Shenzhen University. My enthusiasm for chatting was unprecedented. I almost knocked my fingers bald when facing the computer.

In the following two months, he and I met each other on the Internet every night. Our topic gradually became ambiguous from the beginning of talking all over the place, and then openly flirted with each other.

Until one day he proposed to meet.

He made an appointment with me to meet at the milk tea shop over the side of the guimiao temple in the west gate of Shenzhen. I stepped on it and he was already waiting there.

Since I came to Shenzhen at the age of 19, I have known many men in recent years, but he is the most handsome man I have ever seen.

So that night, I went to the convenient hotel next to him.

Dry firewood and fire ignited at the touch of a touch, so I was burned out, and my brain made an appointment with him again and again.

Looking at his ordinary clothes, only three or two sets of clothes are worn repeatedly. I think he is a poor student. I'm not his girlfriend. I don't think his poor economic conditions will have any impact on me. On the contrary, I feel sorry that every time I go to the convenient hotel, he scrambles to pay the room fee of more than 100 yuan. Without much weighing, I took him home directly.

My relationship with him lasted nearly half a year.

Then, it ends on a summer night.

That day, I came back from the factory, took a bath, washed my head, and then took out my cell phone to call him.

As the graduation season approaches, he may be struggling with his graduation thesis, or he may be worried about looking for a job. For my invitation, his words were rather perfunctory, not as warm as before.

Depressed, I dumped him and hung up the phone.

Unexpectedly, he appeared in front of me in less than an hour.

When I closed the door, I didn't give him a chance to talk, so I hooked my hand around his neck and climbed up. He was a little slow and didn't push me away. We held an exciting kiss all the way from the hall to the bedroom and fell on the bed.

Or he was in a bad mood and his actions were more wild than ever before through the darkness, but I couldn't get into it and peeped into his expression with my eyes open and the light turned back from the floor.

After the agitation, I simply cleaned up, and then sat on the sofa as if nothing had happened and played with my mobile phone.

After a while, he came out of the bathroom.

Carelessly raised my eyes, I looked at him and understated: "come here."

He followed the sound and was about to sit down next to me as usual.

I fixed my sight and raised my voice slightly: "who let you sit?"

There was a faint embarrassment on the face that I couldn't get tired of for a long time, but his eyes were particularly clear: "Duo an..."

Reach out and touch the 50000 yuan of cash I prepared in advance and smile: "in fact, we are not familiar enough for you to call me by my first name without my last name. You'd better call me Miss Liu. Here you are. "

I went to the bank to pick up the money during the day. I wrapped it in a transparent plastic bag containing bread. Naturally, he could see at a glance that I handed him the money.

With a big pupil, the embarrassment on his face became stronger. Once he changed the way he always liked to avoid my eyes, he took the initiative to wrap his eyes around my eyes: "what do you mean?"

Since I met him, he has been like a little sheep in front of me. If he had not been clearly defined and manly, I would have had the illusion that he was clearly a delicate and quiet little girl when I didn't roll the sheets with him.

Now, he looked like a different person. His domineering side leakage almost didn't make me break my glasses.

But somehow I feel rolling in the society, and my face is cocooned. I haven't seen anyone.

After stretching, my tone was lighter: "thank you for coming on call for more than half a year. thank you for working so hard. This is your hard work. I wish you a bright future in the future. "

His face turned red and white. He stared at me. After the small piece was engraved, he almost clenched his teeth: "Liu Duoan, I know you have some bad money. But if you humiliate me with money, you humiliate yourself! "

To tell you the truth, although I was infatuated with his tenderness like a little white rabbit in front of me, now his appearance of small temper is not bad. Unfortunately, it still doesn't hinder my determination to send him away and completely draw a line.

Leaning forward, I ignored the anger in his eyes and put the money straight into his hand: "don't contact again in the future."