Love's Gone

My nerve line was caught, hit and stabbed. These pains were like a powerful weapon. They washed away the desire for death deposited in my heart. My hatred gradually emerged and swept all the domineering parties. I suddenly wanted the man in front of me to live better than die!

It's not my style to let people hold on to their tails and continue to kill without resistance or response!

Even if I can't stand the insult of being touched by Chen Guoquan, I have to cut the beast in front of me. After abolishing Chen Guoquan, I can't think about life or death!

Drooping my eyebrows, I quickly pulled a large bath towel next to me and wrapped most of my body. I raised my eyes and stared at Zhou Wei: "your good day is over."

Disapproving, Zhou Wei shook his head and said, "Liu duo'an, you're really powerful. I'm shaking with you. You lose money quickly. You scared my fragile little heart to pieces. "

Trying to bear the pain of being cut by lingchi, I greeted him coldly: "I want to know when I can get the divorce agreement you signed."

"You shouldn't get it."

Put up her index finger and stick it to the center of her lips. Zhou Wei pretended to be mysterious and pressed her voice: "you were drunk like a dead dog last night. You didn't fulfill your obligation to serve people well. How can I agree to divorce you. Besides, I watched the war last night. I suddenly felt that it was too boring to let you go. I want to play more for a while. "

There was no change of color on my face. I just smiled coldly: "when I didn't ask. I expected from the beginning that you would not keep your word. After all, you are not a man. "

The voice fell to the ground. I ran across him with my shoulder. I returned to the bedside to resist the nausea and cold rolling back and forth in my body. I pretended to look for my clothes as if nothing had happened. I changed it with a quilt.

After pulling up my clothes, I looked at my mobile phone and wallet on the bedside table. I put them all in my pocket.

He pulled his hair back and continued to follow him. Zhou Wei, who looked like a spectator, sneered: "you will die in my hand."

Zhou Wei held his hands in front of his chest. He looked arrogant: "are you going to blow me to death with your mouth? Well, I'm waiting for you. "

Instead of talking nonsense with him, I straightened my waist and walked out with my head held high.

Just behind me, Zhou Wei said a lot of nonsense: "Liu duo'an, even if you are drunk again, you should still feel a little wrong. Come on, let me talk casually. Are you satisfied with Chen Guoquan's size?"

I closed my mouth and let him perform alone like a clown.

But he was bored and didn't know it. Zhou Wei's chatterbox was even more open: "Liu duo'an, don't go, husband and wife. You can share it with me. I'm really curious."

I quickened my pace and went out of the hotel gate. I caught a glimpse of a bus stop not far in front of me. There was a car coming over there. I didn't even see where it was going, so I rushed up directly.

The door is closed.

So, Zhou Wei's stupid face flashed before my eyes and passed.

And I was in a deserted and empty car. Even if I wrapped my coat around my shoulders with both hands, I still couldn't resist the northwest wind from nowhere. I trembled until the conductor asked me where I wanted to go at a loud voice.

I was unlucky to a certain extent. The shit was transported smoothly. This bus just came to where I lived.

When I got home, I locked the door for the first time and plunged into the bathroom. Regardless of opening the shower, I kept rubbing my body with my hands. I kept rubbing until the skin on my arms and thighs was red and bright, and the pain was like being peeled off.

At the same time, the strength supporting me to stand suddenly disappeared, my whole body leaned forward, my knees slipped and knelt on the ground, and my tears were like a stream of Chunchun.

half alive.

Lying back in bed, I pulled the quilt over my face. In this depression, I forced my eyes. My brain seemed to be very active and like a pool of stagnant water. I fell asleep in this contradiction and division.

Another nightmare invasion.

I was fighting wits and bravery with fear in my dream. Suddenly, a loud bang pulled me back.

Sitting up, I instinctively opened the quilt and looked around at a loss.

The faces of Ma Xiaoyan and Luo Zhizhong came into my eyes.

My pupils opened and narrowed back and forth. I didn't move. I just smiled stiffly: "Why are you here?"

Her eyes were full of caution. Ma Xiaoyan was cautious and took the word measure: "Sister Liu, you haven't come to work today. We called your mobile phone and it was connected, but you haven't answered. Thinking of what happened before we left your house last night, I'm afraid something happened to you... So... So... "

Luo Zhizhong took it up: "I found the locksmith and pried the door lock of your house. But the lock didn't pry, it still works. "

I nodded as if listening to someone else's business: "Oh, that's good. That's good. "

He frowned and curled up a pile of wrinkles. Luo Zhizhong lowered his voice: "Liu duo'an, you don't look very good. Do you need to go to the hospital?"

I was still lazy: "no, it's okay. Please take this trip. I'm just tired and overslept... "

Luo Zhizhong took a step. He took only half a step, but he retreated again. He gave Ma Xiaoyan a look hint.

Ma Xiaoyan came to the edge of my bed. She bent down and whispered to me, "Sister Liu, your face looks terrible. Don't bear it. Let's take you to the hospital."

I was so tired that I didn't want to move more. I pulled up the quilt and said, "it's all right. Don't delay time with me. You should be busy with your own work. I'll have a rest."

I wanted to send them away quickly. I went deep into the desperate situation alone. I forced myself to turn to Luo Zhizhong: "Lao Luo, I'll take a day off today."

His eyes turned and his mood was unknown. Luo Zhizhong said faintly, "I won't approve this fake. Liu Duoan, if you're okay, you get up immediately and get back to your post. If you don't go to work and see a doctor, you'll be treated as absenteeism and deduct half a month's salary. "

For me, who used to love money, no amount of money can buy back the flow of time, and no amount of money can buy back my clean heart. I suddenly let go of money.

Without changing my face, I said, "OK, buckle it. Go and be busy. "

Looking at each other, Luo Zhizhong and Ma Xiaoyan looked at each other for a few seconds. They made eye contact, withdrew from my bedroom and helped me close the door.

I was really not in the mood to go out and see if they were gone. I curled up my quilt and began a new round of sleep.

After several rounds of ups and downs in my sleep, I was forced to wake up by bursts of pain and dizziness in my stomach.

Like a string puppet, I dragged my tight body to open the door. I wanted to get a bottle of water from the fridge.

No, I was caught off guard and looked into Luo Zhizhong's eyes.

He closed the book spread out in his hand and said to me as if nothing had happened: "wake up? Are you hungry? I borrowed your kitchen and simmered the soup for you. It's still hot. Have a drink? "

Stunned, I didn't know what to do. I just looked around: "where's Ma Xiaoyan? Where has she gone?"

It's rare for Luo Zhizhong to have a good chat. He is in line: "the company has a document that needs to be sent to the customer for confirmation. Other colleagues can't leave, but she can go."

Oh, long, I have no words.

There was a silent confrontation for a while. Luo Zhizhong broke the deadlock. He said, "drink soup, you?"

I held my fist for a while. The glass was punctured. The palm of my untreated palm was stabbed by my fingernail. It was painful and sour. I grinned: "Lao Luo, you are my leader. You are breaking me by doing this."

"I'd love to."

Leaving the book aside, Luo Zhizhong stood up. He turned and walked in the direction of the kitchen: "have a drink. I'll hold it for you. "

In my heart, it seems that several wild horses are running and trampling wantonly, trampling on the land of Pingchuan, which makes me unable to trace the context of my mood, understand the warmth of Luo Zhizhong at this moment, and dare not accept it greedily without a bottom line.

I followed: "don't fight, I can't drink."

I took a deep breath and said, "Lao Luo, you should be in the UN General Assembly or feifantai at this time. Your time is very precious. You don't need to waste it at all. There is no audience here. You really don't need to take so much trouble to perform these...... "

Luo Zhizhong paused. He slowly turned back. He indulged in burying his face and keeping a straight look at me: "what happened to you last night?"

Shame filled my heart. I was embarrassed. I turned my face to the other side: "No."

"No, right? Let's have soup."

After a pause, Luo Zhizhong's voice suddenly became fierce: "if you don't drink, I'll kill the smelly boy Zhou Wei immediately."

If Luo Zhizhong and I are still in a hostile relationship, I will be happy to jump high. I'm not sure I can go to the kitchen and bring my favorite kitchen knife to his hand. I'll also tell him to chop some when killing Zhou Wei to prevent him from pretending to be a corpse.

But all this is different.

I have no reason to push Luo Zhizhong to fight with Zhou Wei for me.

He and Zhou Wei have been all kinds of wrong offers, but all kinds of stand still. I think they should be in a relationship of considerable strength and mutual checks and balances for the time being. If he rashly finds fault for our trade, he is afraid that he will lose both sides.

I can't afford such a heavy favor.

Biting my lip, I clubbed like a piece of wood for a while. I forced myself: "just drink half a bowl."

Luo Zhizhong said coldly, "you can drink as much as I hit. Don't think I can accommodate you."

After a while, he put a big bowl of hot soup in front of me: "drink it. There's still a lot in the pot. "

After skipping the step of testing the temperature, I just picked up a bowl of Gudong drink.

Wipe off the grease on the corners of my mouth, I said stiffly, "thank you, Lao Luo."

"Don't be too polite. I don't like such programmed polite words."

With a cigarette in his hand, Luo Zhizhong took out his lighter. He tilted his face and lit it. He puffed several cigarette rings. He threw the lighter back on the table and said, "can you go to Vietnam as scheduled on Wednesday?"

I twist the edge of the bowl: "go."

There was a little more exploration in his eyes. Luo Zhizhong stared at me for a while. He took back his eyes: "don't be brave."

After stopping, he hastily added a few words: "the project in Vietnam is very important. If you are in poor condition and can't keep up, you will drag the company back."

I really wanted to take away the lives of Zhou Wei and Chen Guoquan when I put down cruel words against Zhou Wei in the hotel, but when I jumped out of it, I could still clearly realize the great disparity in strength between me and him. I still had to lose my life by fighting alone. If I wanted to bring him down, I had to find another way.

Now my brain is in a mess and I don't have any ideas at all. I need to avoid Shenzhen for a while to recharge my energy and brewing the layout. I really need to go to Vietnam.

After all, Zhou Wei, that scoundrel, should not be bored enough to catch up with Vietnam and continue to suppress me.

I quickly set up a 12 point spirit, so I had to pat my chest to ensure. I said, "Lao Luo, please believe in my professional ethics and professionalism. Since I can take the assignment from the company, I will certainly go all out. This opportunity is very rare for me, and I won't let you down."

Half believe and half doubt coagulated me for a few seconds. Luo Zhizhong said slowly, "OK, go according to the original plan."

He fished his hand towards me and took the bowl I was playing with. Luo Zhizhong Leng Buding jumped: "are you hungry?"

I shook my head.

Luo Zhizhong stood up: "well, I'll go back first. There are two dogs at home. If I go back late, they should tear down the house. "

I can't hold it anymore. I forget my manners. I didn't stand up. I just said, "OK, Lao Luo, take your time."

Obviously a little dissatisfied, Luo Zhizhong frowned: "you should send me."

I haven't responded yet. Luo Zhizhong said, "forget it, you are like this. Liu duo'an, I'll go."

Falling back into solitude, Zhou Wei and Chen Guoquan jointly gave me a nightmare recovery. I narrowed my eyes and curled up like a dead man, paralyzing myself with a peaceful sleep.

The next day, I was afraid that if I didn't go to work and attracted Luo Zhizhong's visit, even if I didn't want to go out, I still stubbornly returned to my post, but I was just fooling around. I didn't call the customer to contact feelings from beginning to end, let alone propose to see the customer.

In order to isolate everything, I also closed the door of the office. I also reminded Ma Xiaoyan to say hello to colleagues in other departments. Don't come to me if there's nothing particularly urgent.

With such a meal arrangement, I had a peaceful day and was about to get off work in a twinkling of an eye.

Two minutes before the bell rang, I was about to turn off my computer and flash, when my cell phone rang.

Looking at the name of Xie Wei on the mobile phone screen, I really didn't want to answer, so I let it ring and stop.

Xie Wei called again. I did the same, put my mobile phone aside, and then I turned off the computer to collect data.

When I came back from my busy work, Xie Wei had sent two messages to my wechat.

"Doran, are you busy?"

"I have a very urgent matter to discuss with you. Please come back!"

As for Xie Wei's love of how she likes to shout and how she likes to dress like a little white rabbit, my urination is clear. Now I have just suffered a devastating blow, and I'm more reluctant to play such mentally retarded games with her. I directly ignored her and deleted her wechat information.

I know I'm going to fly to Vietnam tomorrow. In principle, I should go face to face with Luo Zhizhong, but I really can't resist his exploratory eyes. I simply didn't go and went straight home.

When I didn't eat, my feet touched the ground, so I quickly contacted the logistics and checked my large luggage in advance.

After all this, the night has surged to cover up the city. I brought my mobile phone to see the time. Xie Wei's new wechat caught the eye.

I glanced at her and sighed that she had worked so hard that she was ridiculous and sad.