Love's Gone

I didn't realize that her radio performance was at a glance in my eyes. Xie Wei said that my ability was so deep that she could pierce the mobile phone screen. She sent more than a dozen expressions of sweating and tears in succession. Then she solemnly said something serious behind her and said bitterly: "I'm sorry for you. I didn't discipline my sister. She told me this morning that she was pregnant with Xiaowei's child. When you see the news, please reply to me. Let's sum up how to minimize the impact of this matter. "

Don't do your lines at one go. Just a few minutes after the news, Xie Wei added another: "don't worry, I'll stand on your side. Lin Jingshu has gone too far this time. If she doesn't cooperate in solving this matter, I will break off my relationship with her. "

I swallowed a few eyes. I think if I haven't responded, Xie Wei will continue to play. In order to avoid her seemingly white lotus but actually disgusting harassment, I thought hard for a while, returned to her and said, "you should go to the person who enlarges your cousin's stomach. It's not my kind. I can't sum it up."

Seconds back to me, Xie Wei sent an embarrassed expression. After a few seconds, she dialed my cell phone again.

I still didn't answer. I put my mobile phone on the sofa and went to take a bath. When I did the same, I almost washed a layer of skin off myself. Xie Wei called five missed calls into my mobile phone.

Completely empty, I lay on the sofa, half dead, opened wechat, and then went to see Xie Wei's words. I finally firmly believe that "birds of a feather flock together, and people flock together" is OK. Xie Wei and Zhou Wei really have a fight. Their same boredom and evil interests complement each other.

I was secretly Tucao, Xie Wei again make complaints about my understanding of her.

She made a very bitch circle of friends.

With a non mainstream map, she said: "sometimes I have a bad brain. I often do some thankless things. When I look back, I feel more and more stupid. I hope some of my presumptuous actions have not brought confusion and harm to my friend, and I hope she can live a happy and healthy life. I won't do such stupid things again. I hope she can forgive me when she sees it. Ah, the more I say, the more I don't know what I'm expressing. I feel too uncomfortable. I feel like I've upset my friends. In fact, sometimes, everyone has everyone's life and choices. It's good for others to look at it. There is no need to involve too much. After all, there may be a lot of inside information that others may not know. Everything is all right. "

I can only be ha ha for people who want to set up a memorial archway even though they are stripped of their pants.

However, since Xie Wei performed so heartily, I couldn't cooperate with her. She always floated high and couldn't get down. She blamed me for her death. What could I do?

After thinking about it, I left a smiling expression in her circle of friends.

About five minutes later, Xie Wei replied to me in three words. She said she was sorry.

It's over at last.

I'm very tired, but I want to come to Xie Wei. She probably won't bring me diaphragmatic response for a long time. I'm glad.

When I dropped my mobile phone, I dragged my exhausted body and couldn't sleep for several times. At this time, I returned to some god from the impact of destruction. Although I didn't want to recall the night when I was humiliated, I still had to think hard about whether Chen Guoquan did anything.

However, no matter how much I racked my brains, I couldn't be sure whether he had it or not. The uneasiness made me unable to sleep well any more. I ran to the drugstore all night to buy aftercare medicine and several bottles of medical disinfectant. First, I hurriedly stuffed two thin plates of medicine into my throat with cold water, and then diluted myself with disinfectant and water.

Or the taste of the disinfectant was too strong. I vomited out just after washing. I repeatedly wondered whether I vomited the medicine after the event. Finally, my walking soul won. It used numbness to extradite my luck, which made me deeply think that I had been redeemed with pills. I didn't have the strength and courage to toss myself again.

I'm afraid I'll go out again. Instead of going to the drugstore, I'll go to the hardware store to buy a knife and directly kill Zhou Wei and Chen Guoquan.

Unable to fall into bed, I tossed and turned many times before I was barely sleepy when the chicken crowed.

Still followed by nightmares, I was awakened before dawn.

Barefoot climbed up to the sun, I was facing the increasingly howling cold wind, and it was blowing up to the sun. Then I closed my hair with my hands and went back to the bedroom in the glory of the light.

Before going to the airport, I programmed a text message to Luo Zhizhong: "Lao Luo, thank you for giving me the opportunity to make progress. I went to Vietnam on business."

I received a prompt here. The other party's information has been read, but Luo Zhizhong didn't reply me.

No one can help me drive back and park my car at the airport. I choose to take a taxi.

On the way, I received a call from Ma Xiaoyan. She said she wanted to ask for leave to see me off. I said no to her.

It was a long way from Futian to the airport. In addition, it rained a little, and the road condition was even worse. It was half dead when I came to the dashing. I rolled down the window to see the rain and fog blurred away from the overpass opposite. There was a high-profile couple kissing passionately against the column. Their fiery enthusiasm was about to kill the winter atmosphere in Shenzhen. I hid in the car, But I feel the cold I've never had before.

I thought I could continue to be free and easy, but I can't go back to the free and easy of the past. Even now, I still have exquisite makeup and still seem to be running towards my future. I still secretly think I'm like a drowning dog, rolling away from the city where I've worked hard for many years.

I hate the originator who let me bear all this.

Being dominated by hate all the way, my heart and lungs were about to explode, and the car finally arrived at the airport.

Although it's still early for my flight, I'm eager to take off quickly. Let me take out my ID card for the first time and get ready to check in.

However, just then, Luo Zhizhong's call came in.

I was puzzled by his first sentence: "I'm buying drinks. Would you like coffee or milk tea?"

Dazed, I stopped the suitcase with one leg: "ah? What coffee? What milk tea? You asked me to buy it for you? Lao Luo, I have to catch a plane today... "

"You painted your ears on the wall and didn't take them off when you went out?"

If it hurts others, he opens his mouth. Luo Zhizhong slows down: "I'm in a milk tea shop outside the airport. I'm buying drinks. What do you want to drink, please report it quickly and don't talk about other nonsense."

Some strange tastes lingered in my mind. I didn't know what to do, and I was afraid of being scolded by Luo Zhizhong. So I scribbled, "whatever."

Luo Zhizhong hissed: "there is no free sale here. Can you say the name of something you want to drink and die? "

Like a duck caught on the shelf, when I don't understand how Luo Zhizhong was at the airport, I naturally don't feel amorous. I think he came to see me off. I'm not polite, beep or something. I had to casually say, "pearl milk tea."

He fucked up and put the phone down!

Seeing that there was plenty of time, I had to get my boarding pass and check in my luggage. Later, my leader was asked to wait for me with tea. It was always not good. I found a seat nearby and sat down.

I don't know whether Luo Zhizhong had a thousand mile eye or something. He found me directly without asking me where I was.

When he handed me a large cup of milk tea, Luo Zhizhong took the initiative to say, "today, a customer came to Shenzhen. The landing time was just about the same as your departure time. I came here. Not specifically to see you off. "

I'm secretly glad I'm not overconfident.

After receiving the milk tea, I held it and said politely, "thank you, Lao Luo, for inviting me to drink this."

"Thank you for what? Thank you. Junk food like this is not good for your health. Thank you. "

Luo Zhizhong still insisted on his consistent posture of completely talking to death. He changed his words: "are you sure you can do it alone?"

In order not to let myself drift, I opened the milk tea, took a sip and said, "no problem. Everything has a beginning. "

"This project is not for fun."

Sitting next to me, Luo Zhizhong shook his trouser legs: "when you can't hold it, don't be so stupid as to hold it. Keep in touch with me. Call me whenever you need anything. 24 hours, all OK, you know. "

I nodded, "OK, I see."

It's like changing a person. Today, Luo Zhixiao made a lot of moves. He sat up straight and pulled his clothes with his hand. He coughed half a sound and said, "apart from business, you can find me when you need help. I'll give assistance as appropriate, you know."

Well, I just nodded my head more frequently: "I know, thank you."

His mouth opened and closed again and again. Luo Zhizhong's desire to speak stopped and wrote on his face. For a while, he said, "Liu duo'an, let me correct what I just said. If you need help in Vietnam, just open your mouth and I will do my best."

I suddenly died and became more serious: "how can I bother you so much..."

"Forget it, stop the topic. If you're over there, it'll be all right. "

Standing up, Luo Zhizhong waved like a cat and dog and said, "get it, get it, you do your business, I'll wait for the customer."

I also stood up and made a gesture of seeing off: "that's OK, you hurry and go."

Taking a step, Luo Zhizhong took about ten steps. He suddenly turned back. He jumped coldly and said, "Liu duo'an, in fact, I mainly came to see you off and pick up customers. That's by the way."

My brain was in a mess. I delayed for a few seconds. I said, "Oh, I didn't expect you to be so loyal, hehe. Thank you. It's my honor to have you as a leader. "

Luo Zhizhong's eyes gathered on my face, and the corners of his lips slowly spread: "I'm here to see you off, not because I'm your leader. Whenever a colleague of mine wants to go on a business trip to another place, I will send it again. I think I will be very busy. "

The breath was a little short. Luo Zhizhong's eyes seemed to burn my face, and his speech was slower: "I'll come because I urgently want to see you. I want to talk to you face to face, listen to your voice and look at your expression. Even if you don't say anything, I'll just look at you, which is enough to reassure me, It's better than sitting alone in the office. "

I didn't get a chance to say anything at all. Luo Zhizhong continued without a break: "because of the steady and solid relationship between me and you, that is, the relationship between colleagues, you are on a business trip to Vietnam. In the next few months, if it wasn't for my work, I really couldn't find another reason to see you. I was a little flustered when I thought I wouldn't see you in the next few months."

I was caught off guard by Luo Zhizhong's sudden stubble. I was stuck there only with embarrassment and discomfort. I tried to coordinate my facial expression, but I saw through the huge floor glass that I was laughing more ugly than crying. I wrote with embarrassment on my face and forced to respect: "Lao Luo, why are you so humorous today, You're kidding me... "

"Liu Duoan, you know whether I have humor or not."

His eyelids gathered up and stretched out. Luo Zhizhong glanced at me: "you are not the kind of person who is stupid enough to ask me to speak clearly so that you can realize the true flavor. Liu duo'an, you resist so much that you don't want to understand me. Are you afraid that after you speak clearly, it will affect the way we get along?"

I was even more embarrassed by what he said. I was a little chatty: "that... That... I always thought that you can have any type of woman you want..."

The middle finger suddenly stood up. Luo Zhizhong implicitly shook it and made a sign for me to stop talking. His eyes wandered to other places: "Liu duo'an, don't say any more conventional words. Your words are questioning the power of love."

Taking another deep breath, Luo Zhizhong gradually moved his eyes back, and he looked directly at me: "Liu duo'an, when I say these words to you, my intention is not to change the inherent relationship between me and you. I know your mate selection standard has never been mine. I clearly realize that I am not your tea. I choose to tell you because I think it is necessary for me to face up to myself and my most real feelings for you. I have to face up to the fact that I like you. I think only in this way can I relax and let go of myself more easily, which may be more beneficial to our future relationship. I think, in fact, according to the friendship we have known for so many years, we should be able to get along more naturally and freely, more magnanimous and more aboveboard, which is better. "

Luo Zhizhong's seemingly logical thinking was full of water, but he couldn't understand what the key points were. I suddenly felt that my brain was not enough. I still stood there like a wooden stake, and the smell of chatting was all diffused in my smile. When I squeezed out for a long time, I still stammered: "I... That... I..."

"You don't have to say anything. For you, even if you know what I mean to you, as long as I don't pierce it, you can pretend you don't know, so you can avoid a lot of unnecessary embarrassment when you get along with me. I know your mind. You're not selfish. You're human. I can understand. "

After straightening his body, Luo Zhizhong took back all his eyes staring at me. He said: "for example, I can't hold my words. I have to pour these beans to you. I also want to relax myself. I chose to waste your will and give these words to you. We, on this level, are the same kind. So Liu Duoan, you don't have to have any psychological burden. "

Luo Zhizhong frowned. He was suddenly depressed: "I looked back at my words. I found that I seemed to be incoherent and didn't know where to talk. Liu Duoan, that's it. I'm leaving. "

With that, Luo Zhizhong really walked away, leaving me standing there alone.

I was so upset that I didn't know how to change my boarding pass. In short, I was full of worries and lost all the way. I was short of enough time. I was running and catching up like running away, and got on the plane with sweat.

Put my bag away. I took out my mobile phone and was about to turn it off. When I opened the screen, I saw Luo Zhizhong's text message.