Love's Gone

"No more."

Zhou Wei spread his hands: "just ask casually. It's polite to adjust the atmosphere. Even if you listen to it, you don't have to be serious."

Restraining the impulse to raise my hand and breathe a big ear photon to him, I stopped talking to him and just walked forward quickly.

Who knows, Zhou Wei still followed suit. He followed me to my car. When I was about to open the door, he said, "Liu duo'an, are you in a hurry, or we'll have a break up dinner?"

I frowned: "I'm in a hurry. Don't block me from opening the door."

With a long voice Oh, Zhou Wei didn't move with emotion. He still clubbed there, which blocked me from opening the door. His mouth opened. He twisted the brewing breath in his tone: "Liu Duoan, I think I need to solemnly apologize to you again. I'm sorry."

In my chest, a raging fire suddenly rose, and the smoke from the surging combustion tore my heart like tusks. I especially wanted to rush to fight him and scold him in death regardless. Fortunately, I had a numb reason to force my impulse into my body, and I didn't become a hysterical crazy woman in the end.

Everything has long been beyond recognition. What's the use of making difficulties again.

I have admitted my blindness and should calmly swallow the bitter fruit I brewed.

The corners of my mouth floated a light smile. I also disliked that the range of its smile was not large enough. I broke it off with my hand. I looked at him: "you are solemn or playful. I don't accept your apology at all. You owe me, whether you forget it in a week or a month, but you owe me all your life. Even if you forget it quickly, you can never change this fact. "

The man who used to talk with his eloquence when he was so clever that he made me happy. He finally had a stem in his throat. Today, Zhou Wei frowned and his Adam's Apple moved several times before he reluctantly replied: "I know, I don't know what I owe you."

After stopping, he said, "well, you can't transfer the ownership of the house in the peninsula city state now. I'll be empty. You can come to me anytime you want in the future. And Fukuda, it's also yours. I won't go again in the future. You can live or rent if you want. That's the same sentence. If you need my help, I'm duty bound. "

I don't know what I most want to hear from Zhou Wei at the end of the story between me and Zhou Wei, but there is no doubt that what I never want to hear is such naked and cold benefit delivery.

The smile grew stronger and stronger on my face. I bent my eyebrows and looked at him: "you'd better keep it. You keep all these. Your suspicion is very serious. Maybe one day it will develop into schizophrenia. It will cost a lot to cure that disease. You'd better keep these for later planning."

After giving him these cruel words, my heart didn't feel much better, but at least on the surface, I seemed to get a short relief. I gave him another cold look: "Mr. Zhou, you're blocking my car. Please borrow it."

Still like a hill, Zhou Wei was firmly rooted in place. He breathed out a long breath. His voice was weak: "Liu duo'an, I... Never wanted to do real harm to you."

"You haven't thought about it. It's different from whether you've done it or not..."

When I finished this sentence, I suddenly felt that I had talked too much nonsense with him.

Pause, I stopped, just bulging my eyes across him: "excuse me."

The silence was deadlocked for nearly a minute. Zhou Wei finally moved away. He flashed aside: "I'm still that sentence. If you need any help in the future, you can come to me at any time."

Hehe, it's really a live * *.

But I just pray that in the future, I can be lucky to stay away from people like you.

The stomach Fei secretly stretched into a line, pulling the heart and liver to crack. I closed my mouth, quietly opened the door, sat in the car, and quickly closed the door.

Driving the car back out, my polished rearview mirror can easily bring Zhou Wei into my eyes. He has been standing where he is, and the wind blows up his clothes. I suddenly easily thought of the autumn when I first met him. The autumn wind was rustling that day. The leaves of the few fallen trees over the GUI temple were almost clear, leaving only a few odd pieces. From time to time, I came out of the milk tea shop with him. On our way to the hotel with ghosts, I walked a few steps behind him, The autumn wind with the fallen leaves also made his clothes messy. His tall shadow was pulled on the ground, which set off his greatness. I clearly remember that my heart beat very fast at that time.

It was probably at that time that I had poked my feet into the mud. Or at that time, I had brought up the mud with my feet.

And he and I had an indescribable beginning, which just echoed that I had such a bad end with him.

People always have to go forward. They have to experience the pain of crawling, the pain of loneliness in the middle of the night, and the cruelty of precious being stripped away from their bodies, so that they can understand that some people only appear to teach me how difficult love is.

I stepped on the accelerator more and more fiercely, and my speed was faster and faster. I kept getting farther and farther away from him. Finally, Zhou Wei's face blurred in my rearview mirror, and then disappeared completely.

I just parked my car and went back to the hall. Before I could shoot the door, it rained heavily all morning.

I take this as God's first shelter and kindness to me.

This long rainstorm also gives me a strong and powerful reason to completely hide myself at home. I sleep upside down day and night. When I wake up, I keep filling myself with water. I really can't stand it. I order a takeout to live.

These days, I seem to have experienced several years.

Until that night, I had a very strange dream.

In the dream, there was a little boy sitting on the swing. He shook his legs and had to let me help him swing the swing. I shook my hand to numb. He finally looked back at me. He said, mom, you can't go on like this. You have to hold on. I can't come back to reunite with you again someday.

A small baby, speaking so mature words, I am not afraid at all. I would like to believe that this is not my imagination to reflect my desire through dreams. I prefer to believe that this is the subtle arrangement of life.

When I wake up, I think I should cheer up.

Then, on the first day after the holiday, I got up early, boiled two eggs, peeled off the shell and made a few rounds to my swollen eyes. I painted myself layer by layer.

Thank you for the cosmetics in the world. Even if they can't make me recover from my previous crispness immediately, at least they will crush most of the torture I have been suffering from life during this period. No matter how bad I am, I just don't seem to have a good rest.

Put some lipstick on my dead white lips. Well, it looks like I'm alive again.

I thought I had a good attitude until I accidentally met Luo Zhizhong at the elevator entrance.

With a casual glance at me, Luo Zhizhong rarely asked me to be polite: "Yo, come to work?"

I reluctantly smiled: "that's not true. I still owe you 100000 yuan. I have to find a way to get some money and pay it back as soon as possible."

"If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh. I didn't point a gun at you. I have to make you laugh. Besides, you're not a laughing man. It won't kill you to laugh less."

It's really going to spread unhappiness everywhere. Luo Zhizhong fixed his eyes on me. He carried out the harm to the end: "why, how do you sing a big play? It's scary to paint such a gorgeous lip gloss. "

Anyway, I feel that breaking lipstick with straight men is simply self abuse. I don't want to give Luo Zhizhong's passion for science popularization. I smile far fetched: "painted for fun."

Luo Zhizhong had a faint flicker in his eyes. Instead, he changed the topic: "since you can come to work, turn on your mobile phone and don't turn it off all day. If the customer wants to find you and can't find it, the trouble will come to me. I can't keep busy with how many hands I have."

Some people talked, but my smile withered and forced me to respect: "open now. My broken cell phone has some problems. It often turns off automatically. "

Instead of responding to me, Luo Zhizhong stepped into the elevator that had just been opened. He stood straight and felt a high cold of "the other party doesn't want to talk to you and doesn't bother to throw a pig at you".

There is no need to talk nonsense with the leaders. This is not more popular for me. I am close to the bridge compartment door and silent.

On the floor where my office is located, I was about to step out. I didn't want Luo Zhizhong to call me, "come to my office."

I followed Luo Zhizhong to his place and sat opposite him under his sign.

After twisting a cigarette, Luo Zhizhong had caught it in his mouth. He either felt that smoking early in the morning was bad. He took it down again. Just bend his bow and flick his fingers. He raised his eyes and stared at me for a while and asked, "Liu Duoan, are you sure you are in a good state for work?"

I bent my eyes and looked at myself. I went to meet Luo Zhizhong's eyes: "what's wrong with me now?"

His sight became a little playful. Luo Zhizhong looked at me: "you really can't see anything wrong all over your body. But I have always believed that there is nothing to be afraid of when people have problems on the surface. If they don't work inside, they are prone to big trouble. The marketing department is basically equivalent to the face of the UN General Assembly. If people in this department can't, they will lose my face. "

I heard bursts of heartache: "well, Lao Luo, do you mean to dismiss me?"

"You have a hole in your brain, or did you go out of work these days and get bitten by a dog? What do you really want to do? Can you think I'm going to fire you? A few months ago, the UN General Assembly only spent a lot of resources to let you study. You haven't recovered this investment for the company. Can I let you go? Besides, you now hold a small share of the equity of the general assembly, but it is better than none. On this interest connection, I want to move you. The formalities are troublesome. It's not that easy. "

Luo Zhizhong straightened his body. He threw his cigarette on the tea table: "I just want to confirm with you that you can continue to stay here now. After all, Baolu's office is upstairs now. I can't see it when I look up. Can you do this. If you can't, I can arrange for you to sneak away for a few months. "

Without any delay, I gathered my eyes into a bundle: "I have no problem."

I stopped, and I said, "before I left Vietnam, I didn't vote for the official account and micro-blog channel. I had a business trip in the past few months, but I didn't follow it. I think I'll just smooth it out and give the customer a push again."

But he was skeptical. Luo Zhizhong raised his eyebrow: "do you really think so?"

I said in my throat, "sure. I think with the development of the times, the network new media will only become more and more popular. I don't want to miss this opportunity to make money. Now in this world, what can't be relied on, or money is the most lovely. "

The waves on his face fell. Luo Zhizhong thought for a while. He leaned over and said, "OK, just think about it clearly. You'd better let me see your professional quality. If you have a personal loss, I'll take you away. Don't blame me for being unkind. "

With a big hand, Luo Zhizhong said, "all right, you go."

I quickly got up: "OK, I won't disturb you first."

However, before I came to the door, Luo Zhizhong stopped me: "slow down, Liu Duoan, come back."

Ah, what can you do for me at one time!

Hard headed, I turned around, and my temporary humor was somewhat awkward: "what else do you have to tell the leader?"

Luo Zhizhong didn't even give me half of the remaining light. He turned his face away: "take the time and ask a personal question. I'll just ask, are you divorced from that boy? "

Stunned, I nodded, "well, I'm leaving."

"Oh, that's OK. I respect you as a cool and courageous person."

The range of this wave was smaller. Luo Zhizhong said, "OK, you go."

I had pretended to be manly, but was interrupted by Luo Zhizhong, and suddenly disappeared without a trace. I walked back to my office like a lost dog with my tail.

However, like a walking corpse, I was down for more than ten days. I really needed to be busy to dilute those dark thoughts. I soon threw myself into a mountain of documents.

Time flies when you have something to do. It's noon in the twinkling of an eye.

Knowing that I returned to my post, Ma Xiaoyan ran to me twice during this period. The first time she brought me a cup of hot milk and the second time she directly brought a hot steamed rice.

I'm ready to cheer up. Naturally, I won't treat my stomach badly. I thanked Ma Xiaoyan and kept stuffing rice into my mouth with a lunch box.

Just after half the meal, my cell phone suddenly rang.

Seeing that it showed a fixed line where Shenzhen belonged, I immediately picked it up.

Unexpectedly, Xie Wei's voice came from the other end.

A flustered look, Xie Wei's tone was very anxious: "Duo an, is that you?"

It's like someone holding a rope to strangle my heart and tie a knot again. I have to block as much as I can. But maybe I've suffered enough farce during this period, so much so that I'm bored and numb. I've developed an antibody to Xie Wei's seemingly smart, essentially stupid lines and her exquisite acting skills. I'll just watch the monkey while I'm idle.

I said quietly, "it's me. You called my cell phone, of course it was me... "

This time, it may be a natural performance. Before I finished, Xie Wei hurriedly interrupted me. Her anxiety was like the scorching sun in June: "Duo an, have you seen Xiao Wei today? Or have you contacted? "

I wanted to stop the shaking, but the evil wind didn't want to stop. I was still as if nothing had happened: "no, why?"

Xie Wei's anxiety is even more imminent: "Duo an, I think Xiaowei has an accident!"