Love's Gone

After Luo Zhizhong's kindness, even though I was still cut to the bone, I didn't want to be distracted to guess which great God could ask Luo Zhizhong to help bring me something. I reluctantly agreed: "what?"

Luo Zhizhong was serious. He took out the briefcase he brought. After a while, he took out a stack of neatly bound documents. He handed it to me: "if you have no objection, just sign. You don't have to worry about the rest. I'll hand it back for you."

But after glancing at it, I couldn't control my face: "how did you get this divorce agreement?"

Luo Zhizhong said faintly, "yesterday, he came to me and wanted me to give you this to sign. In return, I can read the details of this agreement. I was just bored and wanted to gossip about what he could give you from this marriage, so I agreed. The whole thing, that's it. "

What Zhou Wei did could not stir up the ripples in my heart. After learning the whole story, my face turned indifferent. I directly brushed the document with my hand and said, "I won't sign this thing. Lao Luo, you take it. "

Luo Zhizhong glanced at me and said, "Why are you so stupid? If you follow him, you don't have enough losses?"

I frown: "marriage, I will certainly leave, as for his things, I don't want them."

"I know you want a divorce. What I scold is your dead brain!"

Luo Zhizhong scolded people. He was very formal and full of momentum. He continued: "in his agreement, he added a detail that says to cut off the houses of the city-state of Nanshan Peninsula to you. Liu Duoan, do you know what the house price is over there now? If you don't want to live, close your eyes and hang it up. If you sell cabbage online, you can easily earn $10 million. With this money, you can work less and have more rest in the future. Your life should be more moist and moist. You're so smart! Don't think you'll be so awesome if you don't take these things from him. That will only make you look stupid and brainless! You said you wanted to be a person. You found that the man was very cruel. You didn't want money instead. You're not stupid. What's that? "

Clenching my lips and teeth, I tried to stretch the wrinkles between my eyebrows. I looked at Luo Zhizhong: "Lao Luo, do you think Zhou Wei was so generous to me and smashed thousands of luxury houses? Was it because he was generous to women or because he was guilty? He feels guilty that I lost my child more or less because of him, or he feels guilty that he wronged me, so he plans to pay a huge price to make up for it? Did he throw the money, the pit he dug would be buried, and the marks he branded would disappear? Did he throw the money and my lost child will come back? This is a false proposition. No matter what he did later, what had happened can never be erased. I was a figure with him. Now I also know that I am blind and have no hope. In that case, I should learn a lesson and accept the end of my blindness. I should follow my heart and distinguish clearly from him. "

With a breath of breath, my voice lightened a little: "besides, if I choose to take his things, do I have to choose to ignore the evil he once marked in my life for the sake of paying so much material? I can't forget it so easily. I won't just take this share of the money and set him free. I just want him to indulge in guilt, even if the guilt is very short, short to just a few days, he can arrange to dominate everything as if he were the rest of his life, but I don't want him to offset one second, even one second, for his suffering and conscience condemnation. So, Lao Luo, if you say I'm stupid, I'm stupid. It's not bad. After all, it's been stupid for a few years. It's good to be stupid for a while. After a while, I will live for myself completely. All kinds of love words are disasters. If people are ruthless, they may live better. "

The frown almost crushed his eyebrow peak. Luo Zhizhong thought for a while. He joked: "your level is really high. I'm ashamed of myself. After all, in my dictionary, it's stupid not to make money. OK, this is your private affair. As an outsider, I have said enough. Just follow your heart. "

He was really angry. As he spoke, Luo Zhizhong directly tore the document across his waist. He turned them into pieces of paper three or two times. He simply stepped on the lid of the trash can and threw it in.

Clapped his hands, Luo Zhizhong glanced at me: "do you want to cry again? If you don't want to cry again, finish your meal. It's all bought with money. Don't waste it. "

Without waiting for my response, Luo Zhizhong continued to slip: "it's cold. Don't eat this. Wait, I'll send you a hot one. "

I don't know whether I want to work against him or against my body, or whether I'm fooling around without a heart at all. I grabbed the spoon and stuffed a big mouthful of cold millet porridge into my mouth. I gulped down and the topic returned to the original position: "I want to leave here. I don't want to stay. "

Luo Zhizhong glared at me: "haven't we just reached an agreement? You stay here until the hundred thousand dollars run out. I won't say anything to let you, a poor man, take five million. You could have this money, but you have noble morality, so you don't have it. You're still a poor man now, so don't ask a lot. "

Put down the spoon, I lowered my face, opened my mouth, and my nose was sour: "I really don't want to stay here. This month's center is very good, everything is very good, the medical staff are very warm and gentle, and many meals have become very considerate. The only bad thing is that I can hear the child's cry from time to time even if I only open half the window. I envy very much, and then I will be annoyed and regret. I stay here and suffer every day. I don't want to stay. I really don't want to stay. I want to let myself go. I want to make myself more comfortable. I just want to be selfish. "

Luo Zhizhong was silent for nearly five minutes. He leisurely said, "Oh."

Then he went straight away.

The door he clapped knocked on the edge of the door, which made me frown.

Luo Zhizhong completely made me depressed. I set aside the meals and curled up in a quilt. My afterdinner program was looking at the ceiling with a lax mind.

I don't want to. About ten minutes later, Luo Zhizhong came back with a doctor.

He had a stiff tone: "I'll find someone to show you. If the doctor wants to say you can roll, then you can roll. If she wants to say no, just stay honest. Don't have so many moths. I have a bad temper. Don't worry me. I scold you, and you're not happy."

He also did the cool guy thing. After that, Luo Zhizhong still didn't give me a chance to talk to him. He immediately avoided going out.

And I really want to escape from this place that makes me depressed. When I cooperate with the doctor to help me check, I almost want to show her a broken stone in my chest to prove that my body has recovered, but the doctor doesn't eat me at all. She has to put everything in place.

Fortunately, she finally ruled that I was good-looking. She told me not to touch cold water and don't lift heavy objects after I went out. After this explanation, she helped me write an inspection report.

With such an authoritative thing, Luo Zhizhong couldn't say anything. He immediately called ma Xiaoyan to help me pack my things.

When he was going out, Luo Zhizhong asked Ma Xiaoyan to lend me a hand. He had big and small bags on his left and right hands. He took us downstairs and brought me things. It was proper. He orally granted me a week's sick leave before he left.

Dinner was made by Ma Xiaoyan. She had intended to stay to take care of me, but she couldn't bear my firm refusal. After dinner, she washed the dishes and left.

Wearing a coat, I sat on the sofa with the remote control and turned over and over to change channels. I didn't put down the remote control until two o'clock in the morning. Those channels had no signal and turned into a blue interface, reflecting the cold light.

I took out my cell phone again.

Touching the key of the mobile phone for a while, I opened the lock screen and slowly knocked Zhou Wei's mobile phone number one by one. I gave him a short message: "are you free in the morning to get the divorce certificate."

Second back to me, he said, "yes, what time do you want to go?"

My hand holding the mobile phone trembled, and the bright screen seemed to become a little blurred. I delayed for a while before typing again: "eight o'clock. Assemble at the door. "

This time, I waited for his response in the early hours of 4 a.m. "OK, I'll be on time."

Staring at the simple words so stylized that there was no emotion, I turned over the two inch photos taken a while ago, stuffed the ID card account book into my bag, and then kept my eyes open until dawn.

More than six o'clock, I got up and looked for a plain white dress to change, and then put a few layers of thick foundation on my face. I thought I could clean up at least to see people, but through the mirror, I still saw a piece of dried radish slices, not a little bit of moisture and fresh, and make-up looked very bad, and I simply washed those powder thoroughly.

Time passed quickly. It was already around 8:10 when I arrived at the Civil Affairs Bureau.

Zhou Wei had been waiting there. He leaned against a tree on the side of the Civil Affairs Bureau with smoke in his hand. The smoke curled in front of him.

I walked up to him and didn't speak.

Instead, Zhou Wei directly put out his cigarette with his hand. He squeezed it into the trash can next to him, and then broke the shackles of silence: "coming?"

My facial expression was stiff, which affected my speaking skills. I pulled a small piece from the corner of my mouth and said, "I didn't sign the divorce agreement."

"It doesn't matter whether you sign or not."

His shoulders trembled. Zhou Wei said goodbye to his coat sleeve. He glanced at me and peeped: "on such a cold day, you have no clothes to wear?"

I didn't want to analyze what he meant. I still didn't want to take his words and said coldly, "go in."

After rubbing his hands, Zhou Wei stopped looking at me: "OK, go in."

It was still early, and it was not a special day. The hall was particularly deserted. We received the agreement filing form soon.

Burying my head, I brushed together and soon filled in the basic information, but there were some items to be filled in consistent with Zhou Wei. As a last resort, I could only point to the form and ask him: "this item, what to fill in?"

Looking up, Zhou Wei's eyes were vague: "I don't know. Otherwise, I'll check the Internet first. You wait. "

With that, I really took out my mobile phone and brushed the web page in front of me.

Looking at him, he was so careless about such a serious matter. My heart was choppy. There was a wave of bullying that kept killing me. I whispered Liu duo'an, Liu duo'an. This is the man you chose to identify, ha ha.

I was stunned. Zhou Wei put away his mobile phone. He grinned at me: "the one you just asked, look at the experience strategy of netizens, and say you can leave it blank."

Quietly, my face was expressionless: "OK."

Buried his face again, I was about to sign my name. Zhou Wei suddenly shouted, "Liu duo'an, maybe I can't leave today. I forgot to bring my Hukou book."

I stared at him for about two minutes and said, "I can wait for you here. Go get it."

There was no emotion on his face. Zhou Wei's tone was very flat: "I'm kidding. In fact, I brought it."

"I don't think it's funny."

Lengleng replied to him. I wrote down my name and went straight to window 1.

When I was about to arrive, Zhou Wei caught up. He was really busy. He said, "don't be here. Let's go inside and go to No. 6."

I was patient: "what's the difference between number one and number six?"

"No. 6 means well, and it's smooth on June 6. I hope we can find the life we want smoothly after we leave. It's not very good."

Who knows what kind of joke he has. Zhou Wei grinned. The corners of his mouth were hooked up and bent in two neat radians. He continued: "just to win a lottery, go to window 6."

Window No. 6, the innermost, passes through the hall and has to walk a long corridor to get there.

One by one, Zhou Wei and I were high footed and low footed. The footsteps we stepped out were connected in series, which looked uneven. They fell into my ears and burned hot. I couldn't hold on and walked faster and faster.

Unlike on TV, the staff here wouldn't advise us not to leave. He asked us whether we had children and whether we had any objections to the division of property. He got a definite answer and soon took back the marriage certificate.

When I came out with a thin divorce certificate, I felt more powerless after the dust settled than relieved.

For this relief, I have paid too much meandering and price, and there is nothing worth my happiness.

I walked out quickly through the slowly bustling hall.

Join the fun. It's been sunny for more than half a month. It's dark and squeezing the light. I feel depressed and can't help accelerating my pace.

Out of the gate, it was time to go their separate ways, but Zhou Wei came up: "where is your car parked?"

I didn't even look at him: "do you have anything else?"