Love's Gone

It is undeniable that Luo Zhizhong used to occasionally say some rough meat words in front of me, but maybe he thought that he had been taking the high and cold line of being a modest gentleman in front of me for more than half a year, so he surprised me by saying such words.

When I came back from my stupor, Luo Zhi and Zhou Wei had wrestled together.

The reverberation of the fist hitting my body and the roaring and drinking mixed together poured into my ears, which made me have a splitting headache. I saw Ma Xiaoyan close to the battlefield, and I was afraid she would be affected. I quickly pulled her sleeve, suggesting that she came towards me.

After a few steps, Ma Xiaoyan stood firm. She was very helpless: "Sister Liu, do you want me to go up and pull a fight? This hits the key. How can we deal with a big event? "

I threw more than half an inch of light at the wrestling two people, and then turned back: "no, you will be injured by mistake if you come forward at this time. Let them go. They are adults who know what they are doing and can be responsible for their actions. Don't mind them, just ignore them. "

I'm afraid Ma Xiaoyan can't be heartless and liver free. It's hard for her to stand there and do nothing. I can only support her: "Xiaoyan, I'm a little hungry. Can you go downstairs and buy me a bowl of white porridge and suddenly want to drink white porridge."

With a little hesitation, Ma Xiaoyan nodded and went out.

In fact, I didn't have a desire to eat and drink. I took Ma Xiaoyan away. I pulled up some quilts and wanted to close my eyes to completely block all the external disturbances. However, the increasingly fierce war situation is in full swing not far from me, and the smoke of gunpowder is constantly splashing on my side.

The dull sound of the increasingly heavy fist finally attracted me to invest in Yu Guang again. At this time, Zhou Wei had completely given up resistance. He was like a pool of mud lying on his back on the ground, allowing Luo Zhizhong to grind him round and flatten him.

Luo Zhizhong, although he was not satisfied with his fist to the meat, he scolded Zhou Wei: "why don't you resist? Why didn't you fight back? Zhou Wei, aren't you awesome? When you hit Liu Duoan, wasn't it awesome? You're so awesome when you beat a woman. Why do you pretend to be a grandson when it's your turn to fight with me? "

I don't know what clues Luo Zhizhong speculated with. Zhou Wei moved his hand on me. At this time, my state won't be more distracted to figure out all this. I still looked at all this coldly like an outsider.

Zhou Wei still couldn't resist. No matter how hard he was beaten by Luo Zhizhong, he was stunned and didn't say a word. His face became convulsive and ferocious because of his patience and happiness.

The more negative Zhou Wei was, the more excited Luo Zhizhong became. His fist fell on the floor several times and hit the floor banging. Luo Zhizhong should also hurt, but he didn't hum. He continued to sound like a bell: "if I knew Liu Duoan's fool, she was so blind and picked something that wasn't a man, I wouldn't have let her go! What the hell are you! Liu Duoan has been with me for several years. I don't even want to touch her fingers. I'm a fucking baby. You have a rag in your hand, right? Do what you want, right? No matter how bad Zhou Tianlu is, he also knows that he is good to women. You are his fucking seed. Why didn't you learn his set! What the fuck! What the fuck are you! "

Maybe it was because Luo Zhizhong mentioned his father. Zhou Wei was sluggish. He finally pulled Luo Zhizhong aside with his hand. He sat up and stared at Luo Zhizhong: "don't mention my father's name!"

Staggering, Luo Zhizhong sat down. He raised his eyes and looked directly at Zhou Wei: "you can think that I designed a conspiracy and caused Zhou Tianlu to die young. After all, I have a deep blood feud with him. I have the motive to commit a crime. But look at Liu Duoan! Open your eyes and look at her! "

Turning sideways, Luo Zhizhong pointed to me: "look at that stupid woman. What does she look like? Look at her, what do you think of her, someone who can kill people and steal goods? You see that she is often arrogant and arrogant. You think there are many cows and forks in her, don't you? I tell you, just this stupid woman. I asked Doran to find her at the beginning. I threw her a million yuan and said she could spend whatever she wanted. She was shaking with the bank card. Later, I asked her to spend thousands of yuan to buy a skirt. She cried all the way with the skirt. She was such a coward woman. You asked her to seek human life, There's a limit to your jokes! She was such a bumpkin. She was scolded as a dog by me from time to time for that million yuan. She still dared to be angry but not speak. She had no face and skin. She was yelled around by me as I agreed with her at the beginning. She was like a hairless little mouse at that time. How dare she disobey me? "

"She followed me for a few years. She always looked like a docile sheep. She didn't start to regard herself as a person until she met you blind bastard. She began to have her own sense of autonomy. She began to want to get rid of me! But once for her, I was a man she could not compete with. At that time, she was afraid that I would find fault with you. She had to hand over her self-esteem to me again and let me trample on it. Later, a while ago, she met you again after a long separation. For a woman who loves money as much as she does, and a woman who regards money as her life, she would rather give all she has and take it away from me! "

After a pause, Luo Zhizhong's voice was like a crack through the clouds and rocks: "forget it, I don't want to talk to you any more nonsense! I won't let you hurt that stupid thing again! "

Teng stood up. Luo Zhizhong stamped his feet. He stroked his messy clothes. He stood back in front of me: "Liu duo'an, I say first and then don't mess up. I can't help you get out of the hospital, but I can help you transfer to another hospital. Continue to stay here, or transfer to another hospital. Choose one of two, you choose. "

My lax eyes flashed over his face: "I don't want to be here."

"OK, I know what to do."

Luo Zhizhong rubbed his colorful chin with his hand: "I'll arrange it first. It'll be fine soon."

Following the final words, Luo Zhizhong, who has always had good execution, quickly left the door.

He walked away one by one. Zhou Wei got up and looked at me in an unknown mood. Zhou Wei also left.

In the twinkling of an eye, the ward became empty.

I don't know if the two men clashed again outside. In short, about five minutes later, Zhou Wei turned back. He dialed the bruised eyelids with his hand. He stared at me for a while. His tone was in a hurry: "I'm sorry."

Originally, I was numb enough to completely isolate the visit of tears, but at this time, I almost wet my eyes because of his simple sentence.

I was not touched by him.

His sorry is too light, too light, too light to touch my heart, to dispel the resentment and haze in my heart, and to erase the nightmares he gave me for the rest of my life.

I think his light apology is the most contempt for the torture I have suffered during this period. Therefore, all his kindness and tenderness to me, and then the trampling and destruction on me behind him, will become the brand of my inferiority. This scar will be ugly and rampant in the future, and will bring me back to hell again and again.

Did he say sorry to me or to the children who didn't have a chance to appear? And he said sorry, is there any power to purify and sublimate, so that my poor child can walk more smoothly on the cold huangquan road with less stumble loneliness?

Biting my lips, my heart is like ashes. I can't burn my fighting spirit and passion against him. I finally let myself live with him in silence.

It seems that after waiting for no response, Zhou Wei hurried. He disappeared in front of me in a twinkling of an eye, as if he had never been here.

Maybe it was because there was no interference from Zhou Wei, or Luo Zhizhong's ability to handle affairs was really reliable. Ma Xiaoyan just brought the porridge back, Luo Zhizhong came with a note from the hospital. He also brought two little nurses, moved me to the running cart in one fell swoop, and finally sent me directly to the car.

I didn't expect that Luo Zhizhong didn't practice his words in the end. He didn't transfer me to the hospital. He directly brought me to the postpartum care center and checked me into the VIP luxury presidential room, which is specially equipped with two medical staff who are too gentle for me to resist.

I can't get away from this blow for a while. I just numb and passively accept this opportunity, don't cry or make noise, and there are no unnecessary emotional ups and downs. Like a salted fish, I just lie in bed and sleep in the dark. When I wake up, I don't want to walk around. I sit on the bed and ask the nurse to open the curtains. I look at the big trees that have been depressed in winter, Time is not too hard.

I stayed here for three days. Ma Xiaoyan sent me my mobile phone. She grabbed my hand and said a lot of soft words to comfort me. I smiled at her reluctantly. As soon as she left, my face was as dark as a blackboard.

I slept too much during the day, and I would lose sleep at night. After avoiding the inspection of medical staff, I was trapped in my bed and used my mobile phone to surf the Internet. I went to the mother's forum to see the pregnancy circles. I turned over the joys and sorrows of strangers in the process of giving birth to children, and then pressed my abdomen for several hours until my hand was paralyzed.

Three more days have passed.

It's Sunday.

It may be idle. Luo Zhizhong is here.

It's very vulgar. He brought a fruit basket. He took it apart in front of me. Then he took an apple and asked me if I would eat it. I said I wouldn't eat it, so he asked me to eat quickly.

Staring at him, I didn't want to spend too much time saying that I didn't want to eat a pile of barabara. I reluctantly stuffed rice into my mouth in order to maintain my immortal life. At this time, my cell phone rang after many days of silence. The crisp bell broke my tranquility and dragged me back to the cruel reality.

But I didn't know this phone had so much magic.

I picked it up.

At the other end, a young and friendly female voice said, "Hello, are you Miss Liu Duoan?"

At this time, I'm glad that this phone call came at the right time, which gave me an excuse to stop eating. I cooperated very much: "I am."

"Oh, Hello, Miss Liu."

The female voice was even more gentle: "I'm a nurse at the hospital. Miss Liu, you did Tang sieve examination at our hospital last week. Your birth examination result list came out. Please come and take it within three days, Miss Liu, otherwise it will be difficult to find it after pressing for too long."

It was like being stabbed by something. The pain spread from inside to outside. I was very calm: "thank you. Can you help me see the results of this checklist first? Please. "

Maybe I'm not busy at the moment and have time to talk to me. The nurse said, "well, wait a minute. Let me see... Well, Miss Liu, your Tang screening test results show that it's low risk. Your baby has passed the test and is growing up healthily. Congratulations."

My hand was suddenly weak. My mobile phone slipped to the earlobe. I fished it back. I was so calm that I scared myself: "thank you, but I won't take this inspection report. My baby, it's gone."

When I hung up the phone, I looked at Luo Zhizhong's query. I grinned at him. Then I lay down on the table. First, I sobbed quietly, and then I couldn't help crying.

The louder I cried, the more I cried, the more I tore my heart and lungs. A steady stream of tears fell on my pants and soaked into my thighs. It was so cold that my teeth trembled. I clenched my teeth, but it didn't help. Even my body was infected and stunned. I trembled badly.

I was crying. Luo Zhizhong's hand tried several times and finally landed on my shoulder carefully. His comforting words were very poor: "Liu duo'an, don't be too sad."

I held it long enough. Once the emotions fermented enough were released, it was not so easy to be stuffed back. I raised my face and looked at Luo Zhizhong. My tears still ran across my cheeks. I said, "it's not sad if I can't do it. I'm sad. Lao Luo, I hate myself very much. If I didn't go to Zhou Wei's appointment that night, I wouldn't see him. Now my child is still in my stomach. You know, he can move. He blows bubbles in my stomach like a shrimp. He often sleeps in during the day and moves very happily at night. I want to put my hand where he moves. It's a little bulgy. I think he's very close to me several times, but now I don't know where he's gone. I don't even know where he went. Lao Luo, what should I do? My child, I don't know where he went. It's all my fault. It's all mine. I did it to him. Blame me, blame me all. It's all my fault. It's my fault that I didn't protect him. I can't blame others. It's all my fault. I am incompetent. I deserve all this. I just hurt my baby. Before he could see the world, he had to go to the cold yellow spring road. He disappeared before he enjoyed a little love. What should I do in the future? What can I do in the future. I don't know what I should do. "

The hand force patted on my shoulder was heavy and heavy. Luo Zhizhong slowly said, "you are not alone, you still have me."

Or afraid of causing misunderstanding, Luo Zhizhong quickly added a few words: "we are partners. I will help you. I won't let people like you feel better!"

If the first half of Luo Zhizhong's words had clear-cut restraint, then his last sentence was abrupt and more violent, which temporarily salvaged me who was indulging in the abyss of pain. I recall that Luo Zhizhong fought with Zhou Wei that day. I was deeply afraid that he would fight for Zhou Wei and me again. Then I owe him more and more like a snowball.

I raised my face. I scrawled away the tears on my cheeks with my hands. Then I forcibly restrained my eyes from bursting into tears. I said, "Lao Luo, thank you for helping me during this period of time. But you don't care about me anymore. You have your busy time. Don't waste your time with my trifles. "

"Personally, I don't think it's a waste of time. And Liu Duoan, I need to correct your idea. "

Luo Zhizhong carelessly took back his hand: "I didn't want to be angry for you when I started with Zhou Wei. I just couldn't stand the cowards who used violence against women. When I hit him, I imagined that I was beating Luo Kai. I imagined that I was seeking justice for my mother. It's better to say that I can't see this phenomenon than to help you. I also benefit from it. You don't have to have any psychological burden. "

Even if I was in the state of numb walking corpse, my IQ was not low enough to need to be rebuilt. Luo Zhizhong could remember the scene when he fought against Zhou Wei. I didn't deliberately remember every word he said, but because those were enough to resonate with me, they were deeply embedded in my mind. I also defended me because of Luo Zhizhong's meal, The heart is full of sad veins.

I once stood in opposition to Luo Zhizhong. He also showed that he was unhappy with me and looked down on me, but in the end, he looked down on me and gave me the most complete trust and compassion.

There is only harm when there is comparison. Think about Zhou Wei and me. There is no intertwined interests from beginning to end. Only be sincere. What he gave me is only cold torture and cold that can never be waved away for the rest of my life.

My heart was messy and desolate. I frowned and said softly, "it can't be said that Zhou Wei beat me. That's why we're stuck pushing and shoving. Don't conflict with him any more. I don't want to mention him again. "

With a slight delay, Luo Zhizhong snorted coldly: "stupid!"

For a moment, I said, "Lao Luo, I want to go out. I don't want to stay here anymore. Look..."

"What are you looking at? What do you want me to see? "

Luo Zhizhong stepped back and said, "you can go out. When you live here, I paid 100000 yuan in advance. If you can turn it 50 times and give me five million yuan, I'll do whatever you like. If you can't afford the money, just put it here. Don't think there's nothing. You'll stay here for me for a month, you know. "

Maybe it's because I'm half dead now. Luo Zhizhong is more or less compassionate. He said a lot at the end of his words, but I don't know how to praise. I continue to knock on this question: "Lao Luo, I really don't want to stay here. I'm sure I don't have five million yuan. If it's 100000 yuan, I'll work hard these months and try to get together for you when I deliver performance next quarter. Please help me again... "

"Who are you? Why should I help you!"

It's a living contradiction. Mingming just made a firm promise that he would help me. Luo Zhizhong turned his back without pulling a few words. After he teased me, he didn't know whether he wanted to change the topic or didn't have the patience to beep with me. He jumped coldly and said, "Liu duo'an, in fact, I'm entrusted to bring you something today."