Love's Gone

I fell back when I was pushed by him, and I fell on the bed.

Even if the bed is soft and elastic enough, it bounced me up when I fell on it. It's fun, but it can't eliminate the grievances brought to me by the cold reception and pushing from Zhou Wei.

Zhou Wei, however, rushed to help me up before he could form a tidal fog of my grievances and complain to him in his eyes.

I pushed his hand with my elbow. I ate some strength and sat up. I went straight to avoid the hand he wanted to stick up and said, "no need."

Cheng was worried and swayed on his face. Zhou Wei said, "Liu duo'an, I'm... Sorry. I didn't mean to push you. "

Close my lips and brew for a moment. I tried my best to hold back my grievances in a fragile way. I crossed my legs together, hugged my hands and turned my eyes away: "Zhou Wei, if you need a space to be alone, please tell me clearly. You can say that you want to be alone tonight, I'm sure I won't disturb you even if I sleep on the balcony. I'll give you enough space. "

After being quiet for about half a minute, Zhou Wei tentatively put up my arm. He took my hand: "Liu duo'an, I don't mean to be alone. I'm a little annoyed today. I'm afraid I can't tell you anything. My bad mood will infect you. I... Liu Duoan, I just didn't mean to, i... will you turn your face? "

I said with emotion: "you're a little annoyed. You can tell me you're annoyed, or you can go deeper and tell me why you're annoyed. I don't want you to tell me everything. Just give me a general idea. I can understand it. I can reduce those entanglements and speculation and the process of constantly worrying about you. Zhou Wei, before we got back together, you seemed to say that in the future, we have one to say and two to say, and the communication should be smooth. But now I think we're doing the same thing again, and we're about to enter the situation where you make my guess. If we can't get better by taking a cut, and we're still repeating our mistakes, what's the significance of being together again? In order to go through the gaps and confrontations caused by poor communication in the past? If so, I won't accompany you. I can't accompany you. It's too tiring. "

After another silence, Zhou Weiqian moved to me and put his hands on my shoulder: "Liu duo'an, i..."

Zhou Wei's desire to talk and stop made him mutter in his heart. I raised my eyes and stared at him: "what's wrong with you? Say something quickly. I don't want to find fault with you. I just think there's something wrong with your state these days. I can't say what's wrong. If you don't say it, I'm so worried. "

After frowning for half a minute, Zhou Wei moved his lips several times before slowly saying, "it's just something at work that has encountered a bottleneck. But I've found a solution. It's just that the later work is more troublesome. "

His tone was sincere, and I didn't doubt it at all: "I guessed that you had a problem with your work, but I'm not sure if you didn't say it. It's a long-term job. It's more difficult to do it for a long time. It's all a process. With my years of experience... "

Without giving me enough time to pull chicken soup, Zhou Wei jumped and said, "Liu duo'an, shall we travel? We went out to relax and make up for our honeymoon trip at that time. We didn't go out to play together twice. It's a pity to think of it. What do you think? "

Think about the recent bad things rolling together one after another. Xie Wei's wedding a few days ago also made Zhou Wei suffer a lot. He estimated that he was really depressed to the extreme. I secretly scolded myself for just being too serious and going online to scold Zhou Wei. At the same time, I echoed: "OK, I don't have much work in my hand these days. I can arrange it at any time in the off-season."

The expression did not relax. Zhou Wei still had a faint sense of sadness between his eyebrows: "do you have a special place to go, Liu duo'an?"

I shook my head: "this is really not. You decide, we'll go wherever you want. "

After thinking for a while, Zhou Wei glued his hands together: "I want to play bungee jumping and try jumping from a high place. I also want to dance with you. "

I've seen a lot about this sport online, but I haven't tried it so far. Zhou Wei mentioned it, and I immediately wanted to experience it: "OK, go, just play this. It sounds very fun."

The efficiency was very high. Zhou Wei turned to get his laptop. He searched the Internet on the spot. After a while, he pointed to the screen: "Liu duo'an, you see, there can be double jump projects in these places, far and near. Which one do you think we should go to?"

After a general look, except Macao, other places have long mountains and rivers. If you want to go abroad, I can't get my passport so fast. I said, "otherwise, go to Macao? My pass can still go once. If I don't go again, it will be expired and wasted. "

Very refreshing, Zhou Wei immediately made a decision: "well, let's go here. I'll toss about the hotel first."

After completing the preliminary preparations, Zhou Wei looked through the calendar. He set the departure date to the day after tomorrow, which gave me time to pack and hand over. Everything was all right.

It's a semi self driving tour. We went out at 8 o'clock this morning. Zhou Wei was responsible for driving. I was responsible for sitting in the passenger seat, drinking milk and eating bread. I broke some and stuffed Zhou Wei's mouth for a while, combined with a small love song with a relaxed tone. The atmosphere was so beautiful that I suddenly regretted that I had died at work and didn't go out with Zhou Wei earlier.

Then I thought, anyway, my studio is becoming more and more stable. As long as Zhou Wei can make do with his time, I'll go out with him more.

The beautiful picture I imagined turned my heart, and I just giggled.

At this time, Zhou Wei said coldly, "Liu duo'an, I really want to drive you like this all the time. Let's go to the future and see our future together."

I don't understand the amorous feelings, and my face is messy: "Why are you writing poetry. It's so sour that you can say it. "

"Love words, say one less. When the time is right, you should say more. In the future, when we are old and recall our present, we can have a dream."

Like an artistic youth, Zhou Wei took it seriously: "no matter how much sweet words I say to you, I don't feel enough."

While I felt cool, I couldn't help rolling my eyes: "fool."

He smiled at the corners of his mouth. Zhou Wei avoided the bread I put in his mouth and said, "Liu Duoan, you eat. I'm not hungry. Just take care of yourself."

The mood seems to pick up. Zhou Wei talks a lot. It seems that he can talk about 3000 rounds on any topic. At the beginning, I can make do with a few words. The more he goes to the back, the more Zhou Wei occupies the home court. How can he come back? I don't feel noisy when I listen to his beeping. So he is saying that I'm listening all the way.

I parked my car in the parking lot near Zhuhai Wanchai port. Zhou Wei and I passed the customs and went directly to the center of Macao. After arranging our luggage, we wandered outside hand in hand.

Instead of piling up in crowded places, we sat around on the bus without a destination. Later, on the way, I saw a park that looked good. I mentioned it, Zhou Wei gave in to my eyes that I had never seen the world and got off.

We got a bottle of drink from the nearby canteen. We were almost finished. We met a family of four flying kites on the grass. The child of that family was a man and a woman. The girl was a little older and a little cold. The little boy was three or four years old. He was not afraid of life at all. Zhou Wei didn't know how to catch up with him. They chatted there, To the back of the little boy, Zhou Wei had to hold him. Zhou Wei clumsily tried several times before he picked up the person with the correct posture.

I saw that Zhou Wei's eyes were almost narrowed into a seam with a smile. I quickly took out my mobile phone and took several pictures of him, and engraved all his brilliant and thrilling smiling faces.

I was very satisfied with the photo I took. I went back to the hotel at night and lay down on the sofa after eating and taking a bath. I took it out and enjoyed it again. The more I looked at it, the more there was a cumulative change in my heart. I urgently wanted to pass these changes to Zhou Wei.

But my inexplicable face skin is not as thin as me. I didn't come straight to the point. Instead, I circuitously put this picture in front of Zhou Wei: "Zhou Wei, look at your stupid way. You can't even hold a child."

Turning his head, Zhou Wei glanced at my mobile phone screen. He scratched his hair: "it's not because I don't have children. If I can have my own children, let alone hold one, I can hold three at a time."

Busy following his words, I snuggled up to him: "that week, only you want to have your own child."

Leng was so dull that after about half a minute, Zhou Weicai slowly stroked my hair with his hand: "Liu Duoan, you put a hundred hearts, I won't force you to have children."

Lying trough, how careless he is. I've stuck it to him. How can he turn in the direction of leaning to the gully.

Seeing that he was too stupid, I think if I continue to hint so implicitly, he can go around a hundred circles with me. I gritted my teeth and beat a circle on the inner side of his thigh: "I mean to say, otherwise we'll have a child?"

His eyes suddenly stopped, and Zhou Weining stopped me: "Liu Duoan, are you kidding?"

Ah, I can't hold the fire. I want to find a mine to blow up this man!

Suddenly felt boring, I kicked him: "elm bumps, you deserve that you don't have children."

After scolding, I pushed him away, got up, went back to bed, pulled the quilt and covered my face.

After a while, Zhou Weicai came to me slowly. He gently opened my quilt: "Liu Duoan, what's the matter with you?"

I gave him a white look: "don't talk to me. I don't want to talk to fools."

Some people could not laugh or cry. Zhou Wei sniffed: "what's wrong with me? How can I become a fool?"

Ah, ah, I was still too young. I couldn't help jumping up for a moment: "before, you beeped every day. You could talk about children. You said left and right that you wanted a child. I didn't want it at that time. Now I think it can be considered. You don't seem to be too keen on that. I think it's boring."

The corner of his mouth jerked. Zhou Wei seemed to be holding back. He paused for a little while. He buried his face. He touched my head: "Liu duo'an, it's better not to have children. I thought later. Pregnancy is particularly hard, childbirth is even harder, and later nursing children and educating children are all very important projects, I don't want you to be too burdened. You are happy to be a fairy. "

Ah, why haven't you said this for a while? His realm is so high?

The more he spoke, the more he wanted to think of me. I thought more about what I could give him: "didn't you say before, I just care about bosom and life, and you brought it back? Let's divide our work and work together. We're afraid we can't get a child well? As long as you dare to nod and agree to take it, it's not a matter. It's over. "

The vision was somewhat lax and spread around. Zhou Wei's voice became very heavy: "I may not be able to take my children."

I was suddenly embarrassed: "ah? No? Why not? Didn't you say you can learn if you don't understand? Besides, although I say so now, I mean to let you take it alone, I can't be the shopkeeper... "

"Stop this topic, Liu Duoan."

Instead, he grabbed my hand and kneaded it. Zhou Wei said in her throat, "for a long time, I will be particularly unfit to take care of children. I have other things to do."

As soon as the voice fell, Zhou Wei suddenly stopped. He pulled me and threw me into his arms. His hand was particularly bad. He crossed my clothes and touched it inside. He kept cruising and winding in the forbidden area below my clavicle. My body trembled. Under the conditioned reflex, I stretched out my hand to grab his hand: "what are you doing?"

When Zhou Wei bit my ear, he suddenly burst out a vulgar sentence: "I want to dry you until you lie under me and cry until you are unforgettable."

Listening to his rogue argument, I didn't feel disgusted. On the contrary, it seemed that some excited nerves in my body were twisted alive. Countless throbbing tides surged into waves in my body. They pushed me to stick to Zhou Wei. I had to pretend to force on my mouth: "don't you say you don't want children? You say one thing and do another."

While holding me, Zhou Wei took out a hand to grope in his pocket. After a while, he took out his hand: "I wear a condom."

After stopping, he waved his hand, and some gadgets were scattered on the bed. Zhou Wei tilted his eyes: "Liu duo'an, let's not sleep tonight and use up all these. Save waste. "

I followed his line of sight and saw a well packaged small umbrella scattered on the dazzling white sheet. I roughly calculated that there were eight out of ten.

One face of black line, I reluctantly suppressed the tide of desire, Tucao: "why did you make complaints about it?"

Lifting up my clothes, Zhou Weiyi took off my coat before I reacted. He leaned over and kissed me. His lips touched my ears, and his voice was very low: "Liu duo'an, you should remember tonight."