Love's Gone

As usual, Zhou Wei said slowly and seriously: "my attending doctor needs to register my spouse's information. He asked me for a long time. I've been busy asking you for it. Tonight, I checked the missing email and saw it. I'll ask you first. I'll send it to the doctor tomorrow to register."

No doubt there was him, I immediately got up, turned my bag around, took my ID card and said, "tomorrow? Then I'll go with you. I have nothing to do anyway. I'll go with you. "

"No. Liu Duoan, I don't want you to accompany me. It will increase my pressure and make me uncomfortable. "

Calmly, Zhou Wei refused me. He put his hand forward: "give me your ID card and I'll get it back to you when I run out tomorrow."

I'm afraid that my pressing step by step makes Zhou Wei feel uncomfortable. Although I don't have a taste in my heart, I still reluctantly obey: "that's OK."

He put my ID card into his pocket. Zhou Weifu came over, grabbed the back of my head and put my forehead in front of him. His lips fell and left me a scratch. He said softly, "Liu duo'an, I have to be busy late. You go to bed early. Let's go out together tomorrow. I'll take you to accompany sister Ma first, and then I'll go to my attending doctor. I'll pick you up when I'm finished. "

Lying alone in such a big bed, facing the emptiness of the whole ceiling, with all kinds of troubles stuffed in my head, I was gripped by Zhou Wei in my heart. Where can I have half a minute of sleepiness? I tossed and turned all kinds of times. The more so, the more spiritual.

Irritable, I touched my cell phone and looked at the time. I found that it was almost two o'clock in the morning.

Seeing that Zhou Wei was not coming back to the bedroom, I was inspired. Those confused thoughts disappeared in an instant. I quickly turned over and got out of bed and wanted to go to the study to find him.

The lights in the study were still bright, but Zhou Wei disappeared.

The indescribable hesitation turned into a hanging branch in my heart. I was as powerless as stepping on cotton. I subconsciously ran to the balcony for the first time.

This time, Zhou Wei was not on the balcony.

I tried my best to restrain the impulse to cry. I forced myself to be calm and turned over all the large and small guest rooms at home. Finally, I found Zhou Wei in the small attic on the roof.

He has fallen asleep.

Nestled in the small sofa, his body was only covered with a thin blanket. His hands were like inlaid tightly on both sides of the sofa. Even if he was sleeping, there was still a tight frown between his eyebrows.

Sad as vinegar, I stared at him for no less than five minutes. I hesitated and retracted my hand to wake him up. I crept downstairs, held a quilt and returned to him. I covered it for him and moved another finger stool to him. I hid in the finger stool, looked at him from time to time and closed my eyes.

During this time, my sleep quality was extremely poor. My willpower still couldn't resist the continuous sleep. Unconsciously, I completely fell asleep.

In my dream, I still couldn't live in peace. I dreamed again that Zhou Wei wanted to leave me. He was still so stubborn. He went farther and farther. I stumbled and wanted to catch up with him. I accidentally stepped into the air and fell back. I was surprised. I suddenly opened my eyes, but I also looked at Zhou Wei's eyes.

Gently put me on the bed. Zhou Wei looked guilty: "Liu duo'an, I woke you up."

Yu Guang glanced over and found that I was already in the bedroom. I rubbed my eyes: "it's all right. What time is it?"

"It's only half past five. It's not light yet."

After pulling the quilt over me, Zhou Wei straightened his waist a little: "Liu Duoan, you'll sleep for a while. You're sleepy."

Seeing that Zhou Wei was standing and wanted to leave at any time, I didn't feel sleepy. I got up and grabbed his wrist: "what about you? Zhou Wei, won't you sleep with me? "

Zhou Wei didn't want to break away from me by a big margin, but his small movements connected up and just wanted to untie from me. He said naturally: "I'll sleep well. I'll go out and buy vegetables for you first..."

I added some strength and saw with him: "I don't want to eat delicious food. I want you to lie down with me for a while."

Some embarrassment lingered on his face. Zhou Wei slowed down for a while and said, "those dishes are fresh enough to go to the market early..."

Jumping up, I put my hand around his arm and rubbed myself: "no matter, I just want you to sleep with me."

Or he couldn't bear to refuse me twice in a row. Zhou Wei hesitated for more than ten seconds. He reluctantly said, "well, I'll go when you fall asleep. Go to sleep, Liu Duoan. I'll sit by the bed and watch you sleep. "

If it had been before, I would have slapped him and scolded him for a broken man with low Eq. at this moment, I can only keep swallowing bitterness in my throat. I rolled his hand again, and I sprinkled the Jiao I'm not good at: "that's no good. I want you to hold me."

Fortunately, Zhou Wei didn't dislike my dry performance. Instead, he obediently took my waist with his hand: "there's no way to take you, you know what to call me."

Then I dragged him to lie down next to me, and I still wrapped my hand around him like a vine: "have you kissed me very seriously for a long time?"

Zhang Zhang opened his mouth, and Zhou Wei's voice suddenly caught in it: "Liu duo'an, I'm sorry."

I don't know whether I have become really fragile, or whether Zhou Wei has a different magic in these short words, or contains tear gas, my eyes suddenly turn red and hot. I need to bite my lips and sniff heavily before I stop the tears that I am determined to drip wantonly. I hold my dryness: "don't say sorry to me, you also say Liu duo'an I love you, and I want to be with you forever, That's what I love to hear. Zhou Wei, you can always say it. Tell me a string. "

"Silly."

After a long silence, Zhou Wei said the word first. Zhou Wei spoke very slowly: "Liu duo'an, you are still young. You haven't experienced more trivial and chicken feathers of life, so you can ignore it now. You haven't seen the real destruction I have brought to your life. My condition hasn't reached the point where you can fear or even suffocate. I've been thinking for a long time that I should have been more straightforward when I was in Macao. I shouldn't have been so indecisive and not so straightforward... "

Carefully avoiding squeezing my stomach, I got up and leaned towards Zhou Wei. I hugged his neck and arched my face on him: "let's go together in the future. Do you face everything together? Zhou Wei, why do you have to tangle with this?"

"I'm afraid. Liu Duoan, I'm very afraid. In addition to being afraid that my condition will become more and more serious and I will fail you, I also need to be afraid that I sometimes lose my mind and cause harm to you. I'm extremely afraid that I will be confused and have the delusion of being killed to attack you one day. I'm even more afraid that you will follow me and you won't be peaceful. Just like this incident, Liu duo'an, you were lucky enough to escape. If you have nothing to do with me, you don't have to bear so much chaos. "

With his hand on my back, Zhou Wei stroked a few: "Liu duo'an, we can not count what we agreed before. You can make a new choice, or we will leave..."

I hit him on the chest with a fist: "I don't want it! Uncle Zhou Wei, I'm still pregnant! Think about it from your heart. Your wife is still pregnant. You mention divorce, and your conscience is eaten by the dog! "

The momentum was immediately pressed down. Zhou Weixian was depressed. He immediately felt his forehead at a loss. He suddenly hugged me a little harder: "sleep, stop talking."

Knowing clearly that I could no longer break everything green like before, I refrained from exhaustion and completely turned off the topic and said, "you know nonsense. I asked you to kiss me, but you didn't kiss me."

The action was very slow, as if it had been a century. Zhou Weicai put his hand on the back of my head. He rubbed my cheek like an understatement.

I expressed my dissatisfaction again: "it's still perfunctory. I want to be more enthusiastic."

After that, I didn't expect him to do anything. I became active and sat up. I climbed directly to him. My hands held his face in pairs. I closed my eyes and lips and swam all the way from his face.

In the darkness with dots and dots, I felt that Zhou Wei's breath became a little hot. He blocked me with his hand: "Liu duo'an, come on, don't make trouble. I can't control you like this."

There was a brief stagnation and blank in the brain. At this time, what Deng Junying said a few hours ago occupied everything. I bit my lip and whispered like a mosquito: "if you can't control it, don't control it. What a simple thing you want."

The body was stiff, and Zhou Wei's breath became more and more thick. He said slowly, "you're still pregnant. Where can you fool around?"

"Generally... Well, that's what the doctor will order. Not in the first three months. That means that after those three months, you can have an appropriate amount. Well, that should mean."

Racking my brains, I managed to smooth out my lines: "as long as I control my power, it should be possible."

The expression obviously became active. Zhou Wei said, "I'm afraid I'll accidentally poke the child."

I suddenly felt that my face was not enough: "you thought you were as long as a bamboo pole and poked the child. Why don't you go to heaven!"

After a few seconds of silence, this girl hurried past me. He turned off the small desk lamp and posted it again.

Still taking care of me, he was no longer as wild as before. His whole process was gentle and slow. He was afraid that I was tired behind him, so he hurried to end the battle.

However, this careful physical communication still had such a lost use. After that, Zhou Wei's mental state was no longer so tense. He took the initiative to hold me with his hand and slept heavily.

I looked at him for a while, but I was too tired. I fell asleep in the twinkling of an eye.

When I woke up, it was early nine o'clock. I was stunned that I didn't let Zhou Wei buy vegetables again. I dragged him out to deal with it and went to the hospital.

Yu Jie wasn't there. What Ma Xiaoyan said was that his company had a meeting in the morning that couldn't be postponed. Ma Xiaoyan asked him to go back and prepare earlier. Yu Jie bought her breakfast and left.

Seeing Ma Xiaoyan's words, my throat is dry. I can't find a particularly appropriate opening speech for a moment. I really don't know how to pour cold water on Ma Xiaoyan. I can only listen quietly.

Later, Zhou Wei went through the transfer procedures, and Ma Xiaoyan was transferred to the VIP side. She couldn't be a proper patient at all. She had to hold me to play poker.

My heart is torn apart. While worrying about Ma Xiaoyan, I also have to worry about the possible situation of Zhou Weiyi going to see the attending doctor. I really don't have much mood, but I can't stand Ma Xiaoyan's repeated invitation, so I have to cooperate with her.

The results can be imagined.

I fought so passively, and I naturally fell back one after another. After seven or eight innings, I lost in a mess, which made Ma Xiaoyan laugh until she couldn't. She kept laughing as if she had been hit with a smile. She couldn't stop laughing until she burst into tears.

She used her hand to wipe, but she wiped more and more. She finally chose to give up the struggle, and she also made a shallow sob.

Even if I was dull, I found something wrong with Ma Xiaoyan. I subconsciously stood up. I patted Ma Xiaoyan on the shoulder and asked nervously, "what's the matter with you, Xiao Yan? Are you worried about the injury on your face? Don't worry. The professor came to see you just now. He said that as long as you take good care of the little things on your face, you won't see any trace when you look back... "

With her legs together, Ma Xiaoyan buried her face in it. She desperately suppressed her sobs: "Yu Jie, he doesn't love me. He's a liar."

The stone hanging in my heart immediately loosened, but then there was more heavy oppression. Don't put it in my heart. I moved forward two and a half steps and hugged Ma Xiaoyan's shoulder. I really need to understand Ma Xiaoyan's real thoughts. I can only ignore my heart and say: "what's the matter? Are you having trouble with Yu Jie? Tell me so that I can know how to enlighten you. "

Ma Xiaoyan just cried. She let her wanton tears flow for about seven or eight minutes. While she stopped choking, she directly held a box of paper towels and constantly wiped her eye sockets. She wiped the tear marks on her eyes. She stopped. She has recovered her calmness: "there is no contradiction, but it is a fact that he doesn't love me."

I saw through Ma Xiaoyan's pretending tenacity under her calm surface. I was at a loss. I could only sit by the bed and pat her on the shoulder: "what's the matter?"

"Sister Liu, if I don't have such a trip, maybe I will indulge in the illusion that Yu Jie loves me. I will continue to deceive myself and others. Yu Jie's promises to me every time are said and forgotten, because he is too busy, he has little company with me, and because he is too busy, he never kisses me and hugs me, He has to passively accept my touch every time, but because he is honest and dull, I will have many excuses to excuse him and defend him. I will use my imagination to make him my ideal partner. I think I should have been able to do it before. But now, I can't. Because I woke up. "

Grinning, Ma Xiaoyan laughed at herself: "I think I'm a little funny. I didn't take the mirror to look at myself before. I didn't understand what glittering points there are all over me. I can make countless Yu Jie fall in love with me at first sight. I can make him warm and pursue me without three or two times. I float. I sink without knowing my weight. I deserve it. "

It's terrible in my heart. I endure very hard. I can't comfort: "Xiao Yan, what are you talking about? You're a good girl..."

"No, I'm a fool."

She shook her head fiercely. Ma Xiaoyan suddenly leaned over. She put her head on my shoulder. She trembled: "Sister Liu, I heard Yu Jie calling your family. I was hurt. He didn't care how I was hurt. Instead, he hurriedly carried me on his back and wanted to get benefits from your husband. His face really makes me despise. "

My hand was weak and patted Ma Xiaoyan on the shoulder. I was getting poorer and poorer: "Xiaoyan, let's not be sad..."

The weaker the voice, Ma Xiaoyan gently saved my embarrassment: "Sister Liu, don't comfort me, and don't say good words for Yu Jie. Listen, Yu Jie is not as simple as cheating my feelings. He is a scum. I tell you, he actually has another purpose. He is entrusted to approach me. He wants to inquire about your news from me, He wants to be against you! "

I was puzzled and swayed for so long, and Ma Xiaoyan beat me firmly on the ground. I was overwhelmed: "entrusted? Who entrusted him? "