Love's Gone

"Miss Liu, are you awake? Sorry, there was sewage in the pit just now. I can't see the depth for a moment. I drove in and woke you up. "

Without answering my question directly at the first time, Dai Lianghui suddenly slowed down his speed. He coldly handed me a black Headcover: "Miss Liu, please wear this."

I was even more uneasy: "why should I wear it like this? Where are you taking me?"

"Not long after I got on the bus, Miss Liu, you fell asleep. I thought you could sleep for a while. I didn't let you wear it. Now you don't wake up. I won't carry out Mr. Zhou's arrangement anymore. I don't know how to explain to him later."

After a pause, Dai Lianghui sighed faintly: "Mr. Zhou is still soft hearted. He can't help asking and rejecting you again and again. He asked me to take you to see Xiaoyi. However, he also wanted to avoid a lot of trouble in the future. He said, "please Miss Liu, you must be wronged. Don't recognize the road. Turn back and run to Xiaowei yourself. At that time, he doesn't know how to face Xiaowei."

From panic to ecstasy, my heart almost jumped out. I couldn't help taking over the headgear and buttoning it directly on my head: "I cooperate, I cooperate fully. I always wear it. Please drive faster."

Dai Lianghui seemed to have a smile: "there are many pits on the road here, and the bumps are severe. The next express train will be bumped and scattered. Don't worry, Miss Liu. Mr. Zhou has arranged it. I'm sure I can let you meet Xiaowei."

Since Zhou Wei was taken away, I have had trouble sleeping and eating these days and nights. I often flashed about him in my mind, and I was anxious to see him again. However, when all these fantasies are about to become a reality, other dust rises in my heart.

Zhou Wei, how is he now?

What should I say first when I see him?

If I can't help but want to jump up and hug him, what should I do.

My brain was crisscrossed with all kinds of thoughts. My heart was in a mess. The more I didn't know what to do, it seemed that time ran faster. It didn't seem long. Dai Lianghui stopped the car. He politely said, "I'm sorry, Miss Liu, you can take off your head cover now."

I quickly took it off: "here it is?"

"Yes."

The answer was concise. Dai Lianghui got out of the car and opened the door for me. He said, "I've arranged everything. Miss Liu, you'll go through the lemon forest in front and walk along the orange forest for about 100 meters, and you'll see a small pavilion where you and xiaoweihui will meet. Miss Liu, you can only stay for 15 minutes. The time you need to walk to the pavilion and the time you need to walk back here are also included. "

Looking at the lush woods in front of me, I was a little stunned: "but it's obviously far away. It takes at least six or seven minutes to go back and forth. Then I can only stay less than ten minutes when I meet Zhou Wei?"

"Yes."

Dai Lianghui shrugged: "this is also the suggestion given by Xiaowei's attending doctor. Now Xiaowei should cooperate with the treatment. He has too many interactions with the outside world, which may bring him unusual emotional fluctuations, which is extremely unfavorable to the control of his condition. I hope sister Liu can understand."

Hearing this, I pressed down such words as "what's the difference between seeing you like this and not seeing you". I said in my throat, "OK, I know. I'll control the time."

He took it out of his pocket. Dai Lianghui took out a thing similar to a watch. He handed it to me: "timer, Miss Liu, pay attention. You'll be back when there are almost four minutes left. Otherwise, Mr. Zhou is very likely not to let you see Xiaowei again in his life. It's clear?"

My heart was stuck with a bowl of old vinegar. The sour ripples became a river. I nodded, "HMM."

Dai Lianghui was full of apologies again. He still spread his palm to me: "Miss Liu, I take the liberty to ask you to leave your mobile phone in my custody."

Gritting my teeth, I quickly stuffed my whole bag into Dai Lianghui's hand: "here you are. I use it to run. I run slowly with this. I'm going! "

With Dai Lianghui's nod, I started running. The wind I stirred rushed towards me from all directions and scattered my hair. I just ran forward with my hand. I accidentally tripped over a small stone at my foot, and my body threw forward inertia.

Those old pebbles won an absolute victory in the knock with me. My knees and bones were so painful that I could bite my teeth and stand up. I didn't even have time to take pictures of the soil on my body. I ran faster and made no progress.

Finally, a small pavilion with simple style emerged in front of me. In the white walls surrounded by emerald green, a familiar figure condensed into mist in my eyes and blurred my eyes.

Hurriedly began to pound the dust off my body. I hesitated for a few seconds. I hurried forward. I whispered, "Zhou Wei."

The figure was obviously stunned at first, but for a moment, Zhou Wei seemed to have encountered a flood and beast. He stood up and ran forward like a rocket.

I was flustered and hurriedly raised my feet to chase him: "Zhou Wei, don't run, don't treat me like this, you know..."

Before I finished, I tripped over the ridge on the edge of the pavilion. After Zhou Wei, I fell down again with a dog gnawing at the mud.

When his body was stiff again, Zhou Wei hesitated for a while and turned his face. He came to me and stretched out his arm to indicate that I could use it to stand up. While I obeyed his instructions, I made more movements that I couldn't help myself. My hand stretched out from his waist and I hugged him.

He has lost weight.

Once I stretched out my hand to ring him. Where my arm was close to his body, it was easy to feel his strong muscles. This time, it was more like being pierced by bones.

Also, the person who once warmed me so much, who used to be like a person in all my fortresses, now looks like a piece of catkins blown by the wind.

I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't help myself. Without any hesitation, Zhou Wei peeled my hand away like breaking a corn pole. He stepped back to make sure he kept the best distance from me. He turned his eyes elsewhere and said in a cold voice, "what are you doing here?"

He was only a few steps away from me. I didn't have the courage to go up and hug him again. I sniffed: "I must see you safe before I can rest assured. Zhou Wei, don't worry too much. I'll leave soon... "

"You go now."

It's indisputable. Zhou Weisheng's voice was even colder: "Liu duo'an, you must always remember that you and I have nothing to do with each other. You must, or you think, it's all your own business. You can't harass me because of what you want. "

In my little nose, it seems that a ton of vinegar is hidden. The acid continues and becomes stronger and stronger. I need to do my best not to let myself fall vulnerable tears. I don't think I heard Zhou Wei's cruel words. I take care of myself: "Zhou Wei, I want to tell you, you have a good rest. Everything is fine. Grandpa takes good care of me..."

"I'm not interested to know."

His voice was even colder. Zhou Wei's Yu Guang swept past my knee. He frowned: "you'd better go and find a hospital to deal with the wound on my knee. Don't let the wound catch germs at that time. You have to blame me for hurting you. If you don't love yourself, no one will know that you love you. "

I have known him for so many years, even if the days with him are always very few, how can I not understand the meaning of his words.

He clearly saw that my knee was broken and bleeding. He couldn't see it, but he couldn't let go of the shelf he was holding. He was afraid that once he let go of these things, I would be more doomed.

My heart was so uncomfortable that I tried my best to keep a peaceful state: "I know, I'll get it later."

Oh, with a sound, Zhou Wei's eyes cruised and fell on my abdomen for a while. After a few seconds, his expression became particularly complex. He said in a shallow voice, "son, did you do it?"

If Zhou Wei knew that the child in my stomach had lost his right to be beaten and kicked by Zhou Tianquan, it would be a gully he could not cross in his life.

Nodded hurriedly, I lied and said, "yes, the hospital found me through the information I filled in last time, called me and mobilized me to be responsible for my children. Don't create tragedy because of my soft heart, so I went. I didn't go alone. Ma Xiaoyan and aunt Zhong accompanied me. They took good care of me. "

"It's best if you can figure it out."

Raised his wrist and looked at the time. Zhou Wei was expressionless: "I have enough time to take medicine. Go back. Don't come again. "

Too afraid of him leaving, I subconsciously moved forward: "Zhou Wei, wait..."

Raised his eyes to condense me. Zhou Wei's mouth suddenly aroused a sneer. He was suddenly excited: "what am I waiting for? When you have seen enough of me, so that when you go back, can you aftertaste my unbearable and humble again and again? Liu duo'an, you are so idle and bored. You have to see that I am no longer the one who can laugh and make trouble with you. You have to see that I have become a complete psycho. Are you satisfied? Well, do you need me to fall on the ground and roll around for you now to let you know more, What will my future look like? "

I was not so frightened as I was afraid of provoking too many changes in Zhou Wei's mood. I immediately panicked: "Zhou Wei, don't get excited, don't get too excited, I'll go right away, I'll go right away."

"Excited? I'm not excited. I'm manic that I can't control. This is also a symptom of my neuropathy. "

The mood driven by his words became stronger and stronger. Zhou Wei's voice suddenly sank: "you go! You disappear in front of me immediately, or I will die in front of you immediately! I do what I say! "

While talking, Zhou Wei reached out and fished. He quickly broke down a section of branch. He put the end of the thorn tip against his neck: "I count to ten."

Scared, my legs were as soft as if they had been pulled out, just like stepping on cotton. I followed my instinct, but I almost stumbled to the ground when I raised my foot. I stood firm by holding the column beside the pavilion. I didn't even have the courage to look back at Zhou Wei. I was too afraid that he would hurt himself under excitement, I can only force myself to calm down and run forward.

The wind roared across my face, and it confused my hair. Many side hairs ran in front of me, blurred my eyes and blurred my sight. I almost plunged into the woods.

I ran about ten meters. Suddenly there was a rustle of landing behind me. I looked back nervously. It turned out that Zhou Wei threw away the branch in his hand.

Across this short distance, this man who seems to be far away from me. He raised his hand like a robot and waved to me: "Liu duo'an, I'm sorry, goodbye."

I burst into tears.

Hesitation and heartbreak can't resist the panic of being afraid that he will hurt himself. Finally, I dare not take another step towards him.

I ran again.

This time, the hair from the wind was stained with tears and stuck to my face for a long time. At this moment, I think I am the real psycho.

Still waiting in place, Dai Lianghui faced the tears on my face. He took a box of paper towels from the car and handed them to me: "wipe."

I didn't take it. I urgently needed to do something to distract my attention, so I asked, "I didn't overtime, Lao Dai."

"No."

Dai Lianghui didn't force himself to give me the paper towel again. He put it back in the car. Then he opened the door: "but Miss Liu, we have to hurry to get out of here."

On the bus, before Dai Lianghui brought me the headgear, I took the initiative to ask for it: "headgear, I want to wear it, right."

I really need a space where I can cry recklessly, and the dark headgear can cover my head and my eyes. It can make me cry like a fool without covering up.

Maybe because of its cover, I became forgetful. At first, I knew to cover my mouth and sob quietly. At last, I couldn't help crying.

Dai Lianghui kept enough self-restraint. He waited until I cried as if the curtain was almost drawn, and then he said slowly, "Miss Liu, do you still have time to eat with Mr. Zhou in the evening? Before coming out, Mr. Zhou asked me to ask you. "

I rubbed my eyes with my hands across my head cover. I tried my best to keep my voice comfortable: "help me say sorry to Grandpa. I'm a little tired today. I want to go back and have a good rest."

"OK. Then I'll take you back. "

Having said this, Dai Lianghui opened for almost an hour before he spoke again: "Miss Liu, you can take off your Headcover. I'm so sorry."

"Thank you."

I raised my voice: "but I think this is very special. I hope you can give it to me. I want to wear it for a while."

After the delay, Dai Lianghui said coldly, "Miss Liu, can you listen to me?"

I forced myself: "OK, you say."

"I saw Mrs. Zhou getting sick. She chased around with several kitchen knives. At that time, several pet cats and dogs in Zhou's house were cut to death one by one. Xiaowei's disease is genetic, not as simple as you think. You're young and don't know what that means. Xiaowei, he will slowly be swallowed up by the disease and lose his nature. He may not even know you. If you persist like this, there will be no result. "

After a pause, Dai Lianghui lowered his voice: "Mr. Zhou wanted me to do your ideological work on the road. His original intention was that he was soft hearted and wanted you to see him, but if you don't want to see him halfway, it's not his hard heart. But I was also young. For the first time, I didn't implement Mr. Zhou's instructions in place. I think I still have to let you see it. Ah, your crying and Howling all the way have affected my thinking. I have no words. You will listen. "

These simple comforts still can't smooth the potholes in my heart. I can only say, "thank you."

I chatted to death the other day, but fortunately there was no silence. Dai Lianghui stopped the car and said, "here it is."

Groping for my bag, I found the door handle by feeling, pushed the door outward and tried to get off.

At this time, Dai Lianghui said, "Miss Liu, wait. It's raining. I'll get you an umbrella in the trunk."

In the chaotic darkness, I clenched my teeth and stepped out: "no, I can't get wet with my head cover. Go back and leave me alone."

I didn't want Dai Lianghui to listen to me. There was a rustle on his side. He quickly ran to me and opened the umbrella. The pattering rain was blocked and couldn't fall on me. I still couldn't bear to make it difficult for Dai Lianghui. I had to take off my head cover and reach out to catch the umbrella: "thank you."

Seeing that I took my umbrella, Dai Lianghui didn't stay long. He nodded to me. He immediately got into the car and disappeared.

Looking at the far away car, my thoughts surged. The more I contacted Dai Lianghui, the more I felt that he was honest and simple. With Zhou Jinyang's care, I could relax.

I was absorbed in my thoughts. Suddenly, there was a rustling sound on the Bush around the corner. I followed the reputation and saw that it was Mao Jieqiong, a woman who had been greedy and crazy.

She shook her green umbrella. She stared at me and sneered: "Oh, Liu duo'an, you are really good. You haven't divorced my xiaoweicai for two days. You have begun to flirt with the old man's close nanny Zhou Jinyang. You have a good appetite."

This bitch!

Zhou Wei's contribution to this step can not be underestimated!

Hate suddenly seems like burning the field. It's hard to put out the fire as soon as it comes up. I can't wait to jump on it and tear her up, but I also know that she has a thick skin. If I don't tear it completely for a while, can't she still jump around and harm the earth!

I forced her to suppress her anger. I jumped over her obscene sarcasm and asked, "what are you doing here?"