Love's Gone

I was so anxious that I completely ignored Zhou Wei's refusal and opened my mouth: "yes, Luo Zhizhong and I really have more than just an ordinary teacher-student relationship, but we are not as unbearable as you think..."

Zhou Wei pulled the quilt and covered himself: "I really don't want to listen, Liu Duoan."

Once people escape into softness, it is so difficult to turn them into hardness. The sour and sleepy at the tip of my nose can't be dispersed. I still go my own way. I go straight to the theme: "I haven't slept with Luo Zhizhong! No matter before or after I met you! "

No doubt, I temporarily tightened and solidified the air like a cold winter, and Zhou Wei's breathing voice was tied up and could not be transmitted to me. The suffering of more than ten seconds made me feel like I had been crawling for a century.

Fortunately, Zhou Wei finally broke the silence to save my suffocation. His tone was gentle: "two years ago, it was clear that we were well together. You suddenly wanted to draw a line with me. In addition to the reasons why you think I despised you and you can't get a response from me, there are also some factors because of Luo Zhizhong?"

Although the meaning he wants to express between the lines may not be consistent with the essence of the facts, I have to admit that what he said is right.

Nodding hard, I managed to spit out a few words: "yes. But Zhou Wei, listen to me first... "

"No, listen to me. I'm wrong. You can add it again."

He also sat up. Zhou Weishun turned on the bedside lamp. Under the pouring of light, he had surprised me countless times. My face was plated with a layer of mist in vain, adding a sense of distance. He raised his eyes and looked at me: "just a few days ago, we met Deng Junying in the mall, and I thought you were wrong."

I thought I behaved quite naturally at that time. Where did Zhou Wei smell my wrongness?

As if to see through what I thought, Zhou Wei moved his mouth: "I'm not saying how good he is at observing words and colors, but Liu duo'an, I think I know you. According to your consistent style, under normal circumstances, you won't give all kinds of praise and cliches to a person who has only met with customers. You can finish it by saying hello politely at most. I also know the situation of Deng Junying. She has her own advertising studio and her own operation team. She rarely goes out. If you have to say who can make her an exception, the only person is Luo Zhizhong. From the moment you met Deng Junying, I couldn't stop asking if you might know Luo Zhizhong. "

Sure enough, even if I have the best acting skills, I will still fail to become a soldier when I meet a person who understands my style and is good at observing. Biting the blood on my lips, I rubbed my nose with my hand. I don't know where to start.

Zhou Wei's eyes fell heavily on my face: "again, let's finish the carousel and come down. Deng Junying called me. You seem very nervous and afraid of something."

The silence was about half a minute. I saw that Zhou Wei had nothing to say, and I eased from it. I thought that since everything was for this purpose, I would completely spread it out. If Zhou Wei didn't believe me, he would make another choice, then i... I would accept it safely.

I'll send him off with a smile if he wants to leave before he can extricate himself.

With a deep breath, I took the initiative to entangle my eyes with Zhou Wei: "well, in your opinion, what kind of relationship did I have with Luo Zhizhong?"

"Liu Duoan, I don't mean to despise you. I just say my opinion."

The wrinkles constantly oppressed Zhou Wei's eyebrows and made them crowded into a wrinkled mass. His voice was very slow: "the market economy has been depressed in recent years. It's not so easy for people who don't have any capital accumulation to start from scratch. Those so-called talents who get rich overnight by their own facts are not without them, but you don't belong to this type. The year I met you, you looked like you were in your 20s, but you rented a good community and had your own scooter. I occasionally saw many valuable bracelets and necklaces on your dresser... "

I kept my nose from being filled with sour: "don't pave the way, talk about the point. You say the point, I'm ok. "

With a better frown, Zhou Wei calmed his voice: "I can think of the worst case that Luo Zhizhong wants to keep you, but you haven't accepted it. You've been hanging on to him, and he's willing to invest in you to open a factory... You're also at ease to accept his gifts."

It seems that there is a wind blowing in my heart, which is full of chaos. I don't know whether I should be sad. Zhou Wei actually feels that I am such a person, or I'm glad he didn't lean in the direction that I used to be Luo Zhi's CIA.

Breathing calmly, I said, "the capital for my factory does come from Luo Zhizhong, but the fact is different from what you think."

In order to express my sincerity, I impartially accepted all the looming examination of Zhou Wei and said, "as I told you before, I went to Shenzhen by collecting waste and doing short-time work. I once lived on the overpass and was harassed by tramps, but I never thought of escaping from this city, because I firmly believe that it will be my blessed land and I will make a fortune here. But the ideal is always beautiful, but the reality is very cruel. I traveled from Baoan manhole to Longhua big wave, and then from Longhua big wave to Pinghu. I have entered several factories. I try to climb up, and the reality always gives me a cruel blow. I do have a technical secondary school diploma. However, when I came out of the society, I knew that I used to study pheasant school. In a place where college students run all over the street in Shenzhen, I want to realize the qualitative change from workshop assembly line worker to designer. I'm sad. That's why I went to the night University. "

"Most of the students in my class have already got married and started their careers. They come to the night University for their professional titles or dreams. Most of them just muddle along and learn almost well, but I can't. the tuition I paid for the 451 year was pulled out of my fingernails. I must study hard to be worthy of the money I spent. So in order to supervise myself not to be lazy and lazy, I always sit in the first row. No matter what course, I always sit in the first row. "

Hearing me talk about the past, Zhou Wei seemed to be moved. The lines on his face were softer: "Liu Duoan, don't be too excited. Speak slowly. I'll listen."

I sniffed hard and repressed my emotion: "I sat in the first row, but I was very quiet. I rarely interacted with any teacher, so Luo Zhizhong called me that night, and I was also surprised. He said that he needed a regular female partner to socialize with him everywhere, so I would socialize with him. I didn't have to do anything else. He paid me a million in advance and wanted to make a five-year agreement with me. I'm like listening to the Arabian Nights. I can't believe why Luo Zhizhong can be so heroic to me without paying a lot of things. But I'm poor and afraid. I'm really poor. I'm really afraid that I will encounter the moment when life and money collide again. I will face the ugliest cruelty in human nature because I don't have money in my pocket. I can't resist the temptation of that million, I promised Luo Zhizhong. "

"Luo Zhizhong didn't immediately assign me a task. He asked me for my mobile phone number and asked me to wait for his notice. He also told me not to disclose it to any students. What happened before and what happened after? Don't look familiar with him in the class. When I just got the money, I didn't dare to spend it indiscriminately. I was fidgeting with that bank card like holding a gun. I still worked on the assembly line as usual. When there was a conflict between class and factory overtime, I still endured the white eyes of the team leader and asked for leave to go to class. I sat on felt in Luo Zhizhong's class for more than a month. One day, I was still on the bus. Luo Zhizhong finally sent me a message and gave me the time and place. He said frankly that Wei didn't dislike my soil. He asked me in detail which brand of skirt and high-heeled shoes to buy. I went to the mall according to what he said. I endured the meat pain and bought the 3000 yuan skirt. When I came out, I hugged it and cried. It's nice to have money. What I thought was that if I had this million, Liu Duohui wouldn't die. I can save her and she won't die. "

Press my nose to stop the choking. I exhale deeply to make my voice smoother: "later, I accompanied Luo Zhizhong to more than ten social gatherings, large and small. I finally dared to face the million. I was finally sure that the money was really mine. I began to calculate. I found that in just two months, I bought war clothes according to Luo Zhizhong's requirements, It cost more than 30000 yuan. I'm afraid that after five years, my money will be controlled by Luo Zhizhong, and there will be no hair left. I'll return to the day when I have no money to press my bag and can't dominate my life. I'll bite my teeth and throw a bet with the remaining money. "

"It was hard at the beginning. I got up at 7 a.m. and didn't get home until 10:11 p.m. every day, and then I had to get the drawings until the early morning. Later, the business was slowly on track, the source of tourists was fixed, and the single quantity was saturated. I made a little money and began to be free. As I saw more and more of the world, I calmed down and looked at the way I came. I began to feel confused about being commanded by Luo Zhizhong to go left to right. Luo Zhizhong was fine when he was not angry. When he was in a bad mood, it was hard to curse. I once had a nightmare. At the beginning, Luo Zhizhong did follow the rule that he didn't touch me, but one night he broke into my house and asked me to tell him what to do. I knew that Luo Zhizhong had that habit of cleanliness. I lied that I was not a place. Luo Zhizhong let me go temporarily, but also warned me not to fall in love with any man during the contract period... "

Suddenly stretched out his hand, Zhou Wei wrapped my body in his arms. He said, "so you'd rather entrust yourself to me, who was a stranger to you at that time, than with Luo Zhizhong?"

Covering my mouth with my hand, I tried to squeeze and rub it for a few times. I smiled emotionally: "do you think my brain circuit is very strange? Although Luo Zhizhong is almost ten years older than me, to be fair, he looks like a dog. According to some people, it's no bad to follow Luo Zhizhong. Maybe he can scrape more money from him. But the crux of my entanglement is that if I really break through that relationship with Luo Zhizhong, I will undoubtedly be kept by him. It is difficult for me to get rid of him and have a cleaner life. Then I might as well liberate myself in my own way. "

"The night we first met, we talked very happily. It was even better than talking across the Internet. You look like me again, which gave me the courage to commit a crime. Otherwise, I guess I was forced to shrink back. However, afterwards, I still couldn't pass the pass in my heart. I couldn't sleep when I got up in the middle of the night. I was in a trance. I had been like a dream in recent years. I thought of Liu Duohui again. I thought it would be nice if she was still alive. At least I was a little relieved. Then I could willingly accept the cruel fact that I was regretted by that million for all the fun of life. But Liu Duohui will never come back, and I can't go back to the beginning. I came back from crying and looked at you through the light bedside lamp of the hotel. Your face was pure calm. At that moment, you became my most envious person. "

After slightly adjusting his sitting posture, Zhou Wei buried my face under his neck, and his lips touched my forehead, leaving a warm touch. Then he remained silent and gave me the space to talk.

I leaned on his chest and said, "after that, I thought a handsome man like you wouldn't talk to me again. I didn't expect you to be more enthusiastic and take the initiative to chat with me than before. At that time, I didn't seriously fall in love, or maybe my psychology changed after I had a close relationship with my skin. As long as you say something slightly warm and ambiguous, I automatically substitute fantasy. I fantasized about falling in love with you for countless nights, and then woke up in the middle of the night and suddenly remembered that Luo Zhizhong didn't allow me to talk. When I was worried, you asked me to meet again. I couldn't resist the temptation to keep the appointment. You were very gentle at that time, just like a soft little white rabbit. You were the opposite type to Luo Zhizhong. I was unprecedentedly relaxed with you. I was infatuated with this hard won freedom. "

"I still want to make an appointment after the appointment. The more I make an appointment, the more addicted I become. I know that what I focus more on is not how cool the appointment process is, but that you are here. I am very comfortable, so I can hardly have a little vitality. I was so addicted that I forgot Luo Zhizhong's reminder. Later, when you came to eat noodles, you said that my slippers were too small. Every time you wore them, you felt that your feet could squeeze a few yards smaller. I wrote it down. When I went to the supermarket, I bought a pair of men's slippers, took them back, took them out and put them at the door to disperse the flavor. Coincidentally, Luo Zhizhong had another problem that night. He stepped on my door again. He saw the slippers. "

Zhou Wei's body was obviously stretched. He held my shoulders and asked urgently, "did Luo Zhizhong deal with you because of this?"

After a long time, my panic at that time has returned to the dust. I can calmly narrate: "Luo Zhizhong put a fruit knife around my neck. He asked me if there was anyone I wanted to see under the ground. He can give me a ride. Who is not afraid of death? I am also an ordinary person. I was scared to death at that time. I was really afraid that Luo Zhizhong would end me with a knife. But he scared me into sweating and threw the knife into the dustbin. He understated and asked me what I planned to do in the future. I was weighing the pros and cons. He said that if I did find true love, he could let me live, on the premise that he wanted to see you, and he wanted to use his own way to identify whether I really loved you or not. I was shocked into a cold sweat by him again. At that time, I was very afraid that I would bring you foolless disaster. I gritted my teeth and said, "I will break up with you completely. Luo Zhizhong asked me to stand in the corner and say I was wrong a thousand times."

He coughed a few times to clear his throat. I said, "that night, he always sat on the sofa and looked at me and said that as long as he thought my attitude was not sincere enough, he would ask me to start over. I shouted until my voice was hoarse. Luo Zhizhong was finally satisfied. He said he would give me three days to solve this problem, or he would help me solve it. After Luo Zhizhong left, the crisis was relieved and I calmed down. I was afraid that I would hurt you, but also buried greed. I tossed and turned for a long time and kept recalling the twigs and leaves with you. I found sadly that I seemed to think too much. You didn't seem to have the idea of starting seriously with me, so I gave up the idea, and then I broke up with you. Then, just a while ago, I finally saved enough money and returned it to Luo Zhizhong. I terminated the so-called agreement with him. "

Looking up, I looked up at Zhou Wei: "the relationship between me and Luo Zhizhong is what I just said. I'm finished. As for whether you believe it or not, you can follow your heart and make a choice, I can understand. "

With my eyes, Zhou Wei leaned down and looked at me. He looked relieved: "I must believe you."

The relaxed expression lasted only three seconds. Zhou Wei's face was immediately covered with haze: "shit, Luo Zhizhong used to bully my girlfriend. I can't swallow it. I won't kill him behind me."

As soon as I heard this, I was anxious: "no, Zhou Wei, I just told you that. I didn't want to tell you that Luo Zhizhong bullied me more. I just stated an objective fact. I signed an agreement with Luo Zhizhong before. He gave me money and I listened to his command. Besides, I didn't follow his rules. I broke the rules, okay, Luo Zhizhong, he...... "

His eyes were shallow and violent, and Zhou Wei squeezed half a fist: "I don't care whether it's black or white, who's right or wrong, he can't bully you, so I have to settle with him. It's that simple. "

I can't cry or laugh: "no, Luo Zhizhong is my customer now. The batch orders placed a few days ago and the advance payment have arrived. I'm gearing up to make a lot of money."

Zhou Wei frowned and twitched at the corners of her mouth: "stupid woman, you've found a rich boyfriend like me. Why are you so serious about making money? Just pretend to be like that. Besides, you haven't been abused enough by Luo Zhizhong? You're going up there looking for trouble? "

I was bored: "I gathered a hammer. I had a customer who had cooperated for a long time and was accepted by Luo Zhizhong. I don't know. I won't lose money if the cooperation agreement is signed. Besides, it's stupid not to earn money. Luo Zhizhong took a lot of money from me a while ago. I don't want to earn it back. "

"Look at your fool." Zhou Wei put his hands together and put them on my head: "you have so many intersections with Luo Zhizhong. I'm not happy if you want to deal with him again now. Who knows what he's hiding. How about Liu Duoan come forward and help you cut the contract? "

I shook my head: "it's really not very good. Do you do business? I've always been a timid and busy person who starves to death. I don't want to spend much on raking money. I love raking money. I'm uncomfortable if I don't rake it all day. Besides, Luo Zhizhong really has a bad heart. He doesn't have to wait until now. He can let me die for hundreds of rounds, can't he. No, I'm not good now. I can eat and drink, and my appetite is rising all the way. Don't worry, I have a spectrum in my heart when dealing with Luo Zhizhong. "

With a bitter face, Zhou Wei glanced: "well, then you'll earn him money. To tell you the truth, it's not a big deal, and I don't want to see him, so as not to be affected. "

The more I feel that Zhou Wei and Luo Zhizhong are not just competitors who dislike each other, I quickly slip out my curiosity: "what's the matter between you and Luo Zhizhong? I think you seem to be separated by several explosive magazines with a strong smell of gunpowder."

What I didn't expect was that my words made Zhou Wei change his face.