Love's Gone

"Liu Duoan, you have to be careful this time to pick up my words and repeat them to him without missing a word."

Sitting upright, Zhou Wei said in a round voice: "Luo Zhizhong, I warn you that Liu Duoan is my woman. Don't have evil intentions towards her, or I'll break your dog leg. Well, remember, if you don't miss a word, you can't express my magnificent momentum. Do you know? "

The corners of my mouth were almost embarrassed: "your uncle, are you kidding me? If I really want to take a message as you say, Luo Zhizhong must not treat me as a psychopath."

Without blinking, Zhou Wei said, "don't you see that I'm full of serious and valuable charm? If I ask you to take a message, just take a message. Only when you are good can I love you more. "

Drunk, I murmured: "I love your uncle's love. Your love is as heavy as Mount Tai. Although I don't want to admit defeat, I have to accept it. It seems that I have no blessing."

Well, I was gasping for breath. Zhou Wei glared at me: "Liu Duoan, why are you a girlfriend? You don't want to help me with this little thing. What else can I expect from you? Can I expect you to give me happiness for the rest of my life? "

This... Sounds very awkward literally, but there is no violation from Zhou Wei's mouth. I can't cry or laugh: "you don't want face, I still want face. Luo Zhizhong hated me to death before. I just got his recognition by relying on my extraordinary earning ability recently. Although he affirms me or denies me, it has no impact on me for a dime, but I somehow break the ice with him, which is also conducive to the later cooperation. You have to do something. Let me help you beep these. Don't you think I'm embarrassed enough? Don't let Luo Zhizhong say, "Liu duo'an, wake up. Don't dream at dawn. Will labor and capital dig a hole or dig a hole to bury themselves?"

Zhou Wei pounded the bowl with chopsticks. He looked at me contemptuously with Wang Zhi: "Liu duo'an, why do you belittle yourself so much? You think Luo Zhizhong's heart is clean? The grandson is clearly upset with you. If I don't poke him, who knows how to YY you in his heart. "

I don't think so: "you think too much. I've seen more men than you've eaten rice. Are they round or flat? What mind can they escape my eyes? "

He threw me a basket of white eyes, and Zhou Wei cut his voice: "just your little man watching Kung Fu, don't take it out and stand in front of me. I won't say how much better I am than you. First of all, I'm a man. I know a man. Luo Zhizhong doesn't mean anything to you. You've drawn a line with him. Does he want to do business with you? Other packaging materials companies in Shenzhen have all closed down. Can you just pinshang one? "

It doesn't matter to shake my shoulders. I said, "I didn't tell you. Luo Zhizhong said that I rake money badly. He appreciated my ability to rake money and felt that the risk of cooperation with me was small. After all, I only have money in my eyes. I'm sure I'm willing to solve anything. He can save a lot of trouble."

After a pause, I said, "as for the one you said, did Luo Zhizhong feel uneasy and kind to me? Personally, I don't think so. Of course, as for whether he has or not, he doesn't do my business. I take good care of myself and laugh. Where can I live so long, no matter who others love. It's something I shouldn't worry about. I don't want to worry about killing me. Don't ask for trouble for me, uncle Zhou Wei, or I'll fight you together. "

Kuha ha wore a face. Zhou Wei skimmed: "I'm not willing to pull it down."

I can't take this shit on myself because he's upset, so I simply didn't talk again.

As usual, Zhou Wei was not bored for long. He began to talk about other things like picking up millions of dollars. He ate the meal with Lele. He was very attentive and rushed to wash the dishes. Of course, I had to let him go.

After some tossing, it was already early 11 o'clock when I lay in bed. Zhou Wei's hand made a dishonest circle around my waist. He said, "I wanted to call you to sleep, but look, Princess Ai, you have to get up early tomorrow. I'll let you go for a while."

I took his hand and threw it away: "don't talk too much, take away your pig's feet."

Smiling, Zhou Weiya took the opportunity to hurt me again: "it's terrible to have no culture. Liu Duoan, what you should have answered just now is to thank Lord longen. "

I've been running around all day and I've been cooking nonstop since I came back. I'm really tired: "Oh, I can't carry my old arms and legs. I'm sleeping."

It was too sleepy. After I said this, I fell asleep with my pillow. However, the more tired I was, the more my dream came. I dreamed that Zhou Wei and I were holding hands and stepping on the Boulevard. The flourishing daffodils on the roadside opened a winding surprise. Zhou Wei said he wanted to help me pick one. He released my hand, but ran crazy in front of me.

I tried to chase and chase, and then I woke up.

The moonlight poured down like snow, and the reflected light was enough for me to see that half of the bed around me was empty.

Look at the time. It's a few minutes to three in the morning.

Some bleary sleepiness turned into nothing in an instant. I put on my slippers and went out. When I saw that the light in the bathroom was not on as I expected, I was in vain. I shouted tentatively, "Zhou Wei?"

After a long delay, a leisurely response came from the direction of the balcony: "Hey, I'm here."

I followed the sound. Before I reached the partition door between the balcony and the corridor, I smelled a strong smell of alcohol. When I looked at it again, I saw Zhou Wei sitting on the balcony, holding the bottle of Erguotou he didn't drink at dinner in his hand.

In the bottle, only half of the liquid was rendered clear and bright by moonlight.

Turning sideways and looking back at me, Zhou Wei shook his head a little two or three times. He laughed: "Liu Duoan, what are you doing without sleeping in the middle of the night?"

Frowning, I went up and grabbed the bottle: "don't you stay up in the middle of the night?"

Instead, he loosened the wine bottle. Zhou Wei said with a thick tongue, "I, I can be the same as you. I don't have to worry about not getting up and moving bricks tomorrow morning. Rich people like me should sing every night."

When I found a place to put the wine, I pulled him: "OK, OK, I know you're rich, OK, come down. You drink too much. Don't fall down and break you into two hundred and five. "

Childish to death, Zhou Wei suddenly grabbed the railing with his hand: "I won't go down. Liu Duoan, go to bed and don't disturb me to see the scenery."

Turning his back to me, Zhou Wei's voice suddenly became endless and deep: "how beautiful the night in Shenzhen is, but some people can't see these beauties, and some people are killing them."

My heart swished down, and my voice lightened: "what's the matter with you?"

"I'm fine. I just can't sleep and have fun." His originally mighty shoulders seemed thin enough to be broken by a blow under the washing of the bright moonlight. His voice was even deeper: "Liu duo'an, go to sleep, go."

No longer hesitated, I hooked up the chair next to me with my feet, stepped on it and bounced up. After sitting still, I stretched out my hand and broke Zhou Wei's face face face to face with me: "are you in a bad mood? Tell me? "

His eyes dozed slightly and opened again. Zhou Wei's eyes drifted on me for a few seconds. He rubbed his forehead with his hands: "go back to bed, Liu Duoan, go to bed quickly. I cleaned myself up and went to sleep right away. "

He doesn't mean to go to bed at all. He's afraid I'll put it here and talk to him, so that I can't rest well. Although she doesn't love to forgive people, she is considerate in essence.

Motionless, I said, "young, strong and strong, I've slept for a few hours. I'm in good spirits. I can't sleep for the time being. Let's talk."

He didn't speak, so I carefully moved towards him and approached him. I began to attack: "did seeing Zhou Tianquan today affect your mood?"

He pursed his mouth and lowered his face for a while. Zhou Wei stretched out his hand to touch the white ash at the edge of the balcony. After a long time, he spoke again. There was a trace of melancholy in his voice: "I dreamed of my father. For two years, this is the first time I dreamed of him. "

It's like being blocked by something in my heart. Although I tossed and embarrassed my brain cells, they were temporarily covered by chaos. I couldn't create a little appropriate comfort words. Finally, I could only silence myself into a sculpture and wait for him quietly with my breath held.

He inhaled and exhaled heavily. At this moment, his enthusiasm for such trivial actions exceeded my imagination. Zhou Wei played with sporadic white ash on his hands, and there were layers of mist in his tone: "I dreamed that he sat on the sofa where he sat before his death. He looked at me calmly. I talked to him. I kept talking to him. He just smiled and didn't talk, I asked him why he took so many sleeping pills. I asked him if he thought about me when making such a choice. I asked him loudly and angrily. He still didn't answer me. He smiled and disappeared. He's gone. "

My eyes widened in amazement.

Last time Zhou Wei talked about his father's death, he only vaguely said that he had died for three hours before his family found out. At that time, I thought it was an emergency, but Zhou Wei's father chose to end his life.

Even though I have seen countless news about suicide on the Internet, I always feel that it is far from my life, so my tentacles can be touched at the moment, which makes my heart cold.

Looking at Zhou Wei again, it seemed that I suddenly had a pair of eyes that could shuttle through the past. I seemed to see him two years ago, facing the determination of his close relatives, he was prostrate all the way mourning and loneliness. This time I didn't feel sorry for the same illness. I just wanted to hug him so much. I raised my hand and hugged him heavily.

Skillfully and naturally put his chin on my shoulder. Zhou Wei pressed me with most of his strength. His voice became clearer because it was close to my ear: "Liu duo'an, in fact, the person I hate most is myself. If I hadn't been concerned about... "

I don't know if it's because I can't catch my breath, Zhou Wei paused for more than ten seconds before he continued: "if I didn't just focus on how happy I am, I could pay more attention to my father. Even if I care more about him, I might find that he is actually suffering from depression, and I could find that he hasn't taken the antidepressants prescribed by the psychologist, Or I found his illness, I have been looking after him, amusing him, enlightening him and guiding him, or he can't get there at all. As his son, I have been carefully protected by him for more than 20 years. During his lifetime, I never need to know that people are dangerous and that there are too many ugly rampants in this society. He devoted most of his life to me. He spent most of his life protecting me from the wind and rain, but I didn't repay him anything. I didn't have time to repay him. Even... Even before he died, I let him go this lonely way. "

I really want to be able to come up with a lot of powerful and effective words to comfort people, but my mouth is poor. I think he may not need those old truths at this time. His enthusiasm is so expanded. What I should do is to listen silently. So I just hugged him with gravity and said nothing.

As I expected, Zhou Wei didn't need any response from me at all. He completely indulged in waving: "Liu duo'an, in the past two years, as long as I think of the reality that he was lying alone on the sofa, from ruddy face to gray face, and his body from warm to cold, I would feel as bad as being strangled by someone's throat and unable to breathe. I'm also embarrassed to live too happily now. Because as long as I am a little happy, I will think of his loneliness and loneliness, and then I am deeply trapped in the vortex of self blame. I can no longer go back to the past. I can no longer live like before. What else can I do, Liu Duoan? "

Every word he said was like a heavy hammer, which hit my heart. I couldn't cross it or fill it. I could only remain silent and pat the back of his hand.

Suddenly, Zhou Wei released me. He put his hands on my shoulders. He stared at my eyes with the white moonlight: "Liu duo'an, will you always be next to me?"

In the face of his vulnerability, I was eager. I nodded fiercely: "yes."

Take back his right hand and buckle it heavily on his forehead and rub it hard. Zhou Wei jumped down on the chair. He staggered several times, stood firm, and then raised his face to see me: "Liu Duoan, come down by yourself. I'm a little dizzy. I'm afraid I'll fall with you."

After a few seconds, Zhou Wei opened his hand like a roc spreading his wings: "of course, if you're not afraid of falling, come."

I don't know if I was hot headed or if my forehead was not closed to let in the wind. I rushed towards Zhou Wei without thinking.

Unbiased, Zhou Wei caught me, but he staggered back a few steps. He still couldn't escape the fate of a butt on the floor. Due to inertia, my body was thrown up and sat down on his thigh.

In the tangle of four eyes, the hot sparks splashed everywhere, and the tacit understanding dominated them. I forgot whether I took the initiative first or Zhou Weixian. In short, we kissed together quickly, crossed the small section of the corridor from the balcony and returned to the hall. My body was stuck in the sofa and couldn't move. I only relied on Zhou Wei's enthusiastic traction to throw it up and down, and it began again and again.

After the fierce battle, sleepiness poured in, and the eyes opened again. It was already daybreak.

On the dining table are soymilk and Matcha egg tarts, with slight heat.

There is also a note written by Zhou Wei. His font is not very beautiful, but the dragon and phoenix dance naturally with a confident sprinkling. He said: "Liu duo'an, I have a particularly important customer to receive today. I don't know if I have time to go home in the evening and report in advance. I love you. "

The heart was completely filled with the last four words. The joy was in full bloom and overflowed with fragrance. The sense of loss that he might not go home at night was crowded into the corner and shrunk very small. I put this small piece of paper in the drawer of my bedroom, and then went out.

I don't know how long Ma Xiaoyan went to work in advance. When I arrived at the company, she had cleared up the work of last week, and she had arranged for the factory of feifantai to deliver goods in the warehouse. Everything was ready, just waiting for me to come.

Knowing that Luo Zhizhong is the kind of person who can pick out a few baskets of bones from his eggs, I didn't dare to grind the chatter. The regular meeting was cancelled and set off for feifantai immediately.

He Ying was very satisfied with my early delivery. She asked the quality inspection to hurry up and finish the sampling inspection. The goods arrived at the workshop.

Of course, I ran over and stayed at the silk screen printing machine to see the commissioning data. Only when I was sure there was no problem did I return to the production line to see the effect.

I was concentrating when He Ying called in and said that Luo Zhizhong wanted to see me.

I really think it's much more interesting to stay with those 18 or 20 chicks in the workshop and listen to them talk about the gossip and wonderful things in the science park than to see Luo Zhizhong, but this time I'm going to take money out of his pocket in a proper way. What I should pay attention to is still to pay attention to, so I hurried to go.

There were four or five fresh cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of him, but Luo Zhizhong still held most of the cigarette in his hand. The smoke curled and blurred, but the tired look on Luo Zhizhong's face was still clear.

His eyelids were lifted slightly. Luo Zhizhong motioned me to sit down. He pressed the cigarette out. The whole person immediately leaned back and spread out his hands in big characters. He looked at me and didn't hurry to speak.

He was staring at me, so I had to break my silence: "what can I do for Mr. Luo?"

Luo Zhizhong's face was silent, only his mouth was moving: "later, you come to my feifantai factory. Please take off the ring you are wearing on your hand."

Following his words, my hand unconsciously went back to hide and said, "OK, got it."

Originally, it was like a pool of stagnant water that there were some changes. Luo Zhizhong raised his lips and the meaning in his tone was suddenly strong and shallow: "Liu duo'an, can't you ask me the reason why I want you to take off the ring?"

Or maybe I had more imagination. I always felt that at the reception that day, his thoughtful pause was thinking and choosing. Luo Zhizhong didn't talk in front of Zhou Wei to exaggerate the relationship between me and him. This is his kindness to me.

As for his grudges with Zhou Wei, I was not present to see the context. I am not qualified to comment. Everyone is an independent individual. I have no reason to share a bitter hatred with Zhou Wei and regard Luo Zhizhong as a thorn in the flesh. I should correct my attitude and protect Luo Zhizhong, a big customer.

With a calm tone and sincere attitude, I should say, "sometimes I'm not careful when wearing a ring. I'm afraid it's going to scratch the machine mold or something. Miss Luo reminded me right. I won't wear it next time. "

Luo Zhizhong said coldly, "sometimes the more intelligent a woman is, the more stupid she looks."

Before I could chew what this meant, Luo Zhizhong stood up and glanced at me: "go, go with me."