Never deeply in love

As long as she agreed to his proposal, would he still worry about not being able to get hold of her when he helped her in the future? As long as he had something on her, he was not afraid that she would not listen to him and let him do whatever he wanted.

At the thought of this, Mo Xiaoran's face became more sincere. It seemed that they were just working together to get what they needed. He was just playing it out for his own benefit and didn't mean anything else.

Shangguan Yingxue looked at him, took a deep breath, and nodded. "Okay! I promise you, if there's nothing else, I'll go first."

Shangguan Yingxue stood up with a complicated look on his face. She still needed to go back and think about what she had just said. She knew very well that Mo Xiaoran would never be so kind to help her. She had to figure out what to do in the future.

The corners of Mo Xiaoran's lips curled slightly and a triumphant smile appeared. He waved his hand and made a gesture of invitation. Shangguan Yingxue had no choice even if he hesitated. He had plenty of time to wait.

Shangguan Yingxue turned and walked away. Mo Xiaoran glanced at the things she had ordered. Except for coffee, the desserts he ordered for her were untouched. The light in his eyes dimmed, and Mo Xiaoran knew coldly that this woman could not find the heart of his finger. He knew that she was only at his mercy.

Two days later, Mo-tse han checked out of the hospital and returned to Leisure park villa with Bai Mingyue and the child. He thought that it was their home. Perhaps when he returned home and saw the familiar environment, she and the child would be more comfortable. His relationship with Bai Mingyue could also be eased.

The only thing he regretted was the excessive things he had done to her there. But it also carried all their beautiful memories. They lived there and loved each other. All the habits of life depended on each other because they became familiar with each other after being together.

Staying at home was much better and more convenient than a strange and cold hospital environment. But as soon as Bai Mingyue and the child got home, Cai Shuya packed up and planned to leave quietly.

"Zi Han, I rented a house, so I don't live here anymore." Cai Shuya did not dare to let Bai Mingyue see that while she was breastfeeding the child in her room, she only carried a box and was about to leave. Before she left, she told Mo Zihan, a little worried, "She just gave birth to a child, so I'll trouble you to take good care of her. I..."

I don't know what to say after all. Her eyes turned red. In fact, she knew in her heart that Mo Zihan was very good at talking to Ming Yue, and the family had hired servants and nannies. Both the child and she could be well taken care of. There was no need for her at all.

These days, she thought clearly that she had no face to face Ming Yue again. And when Ming Yue saw her, he couldn't feel better. Why should she stay here any longer, making her miserable and uncomfortable?

Thinking about what happened back then, she regretted it more than once. What she sent away was her own flesh and blood. How could she let go of that kind of blood and flesh? She had dreamt of her countless times and heard her crying in a daze. Every now and then, she regretted it more and felt worse. Even if she knew that she was being sent to a rich man's house, she couldn't put her heart down.

Later on, Ming Yue grew up beside her day by day, becoming more and more adorable and dependent on her. Her love for her child was all poured into her, and her longing for her child was also placed on her. His feelings for Ming Yue grew deeper and deeper. But the more this happened, the more she felt distressed and prepared for it.

But the damage was done, the truth was out, and it was too late to say anything.

"You don't have to go, Ming Yue. She..." Mo Zihan finally knew why she didn't see Cai Shuya often in the hospital these days. It turned out that she was looking for a house outside. Looking back in the direction of the room, she snatched the box from Cai Shuya's hand and said gloomily, "Even if she blames you now, she won't have the heart to let you go out alone."

When Cai Shuya heard this, his heart was torn to pieces. Instead, she would rather Ming Yue hated her. She wiped the corners of her eyes, shook her head with red eyes, and almost begged, "Zi Han, I'm relieved that Ming Yue is with you. Just let auntie go. I really have no face. I have no face to see Ming Yue again. I know she feels bad when she sees me."

Until now, she had no face to let Mo-tse call her mother again. She was not worthy.

Mo-tse han saw her in such pain and didn't know what to say. After thinking about it, maybe now, it's not a good thing to separate Cai Shuya and Ming Yue and not meet each other.

After a moment of silence, Mo Zihan said, "In that case, I promise you."

Cai Shuya's face relaxed. His expression was complicated, as if he were happy or sad. Mo Zihan handed her the box. "But I know Ming Yue won't trust you alone. I have a house nearby. You can stay there for a while."

Zi Han, auntie can't trouble you anymore. I've taken good care of the house and it won't be far from here. If, if..." Cai Shuya stammered, she no longer wanted to enjoy things that should not belong to her because of Ming Yue.

She wanted to say that if Ming Yue needed her, she would come over anytime to take care of her. But when she thought about their current relationship, she couldn't say anything like that. She couldn't help but feel sad and didn't know what to say.

"There's no need for that. Let's do it." Mo-tse said in a deep voice, not to be rejected. "Eat at home before you leave. I'll have the driver take you there later. I'll send one of the servants over to help you clean up. If you need anything, you can bring it up anytime."

"Okay... Okay." Cai shuya stood at the door of the living room, hesitated and finally nodded gently. If she could, how much she wished that during Ming Yue's confinement period, she could stay with her and that lovely baby she had just given birth to. If she could, she would love to hear the child call her grandma.

Although she knew she was not worthy, how could human feelings be so easily manipulated?

"I wonder if the child is asleep. I want to see him again." Cai shuya said in a low voice, her face reluctant to part, her eyes full of love.

Mo Zihan nodded. "Okay, I'll take him out and show him to you."

He knew that now, Cai Shuya would not dare to enter the room to face Bai Mingyue. Even though Bai Mingyue had not spoken to Cai Shuya from the time he was hospitalized to the time he came home. But some injuries, the more you don't say, the deeper the injury will be.

Cai Shuya showed his gratitude, then turned back to the living room, put down the box and sat on the sofa waiting.

Mo Zihan walked into the room, which was a little dark. It was cloudy outside, and even if the curtains were drawn, it was not very bright. His mood, like this dark weather, was covered with a layer of gloom.

Bai Mingyue lay on her side in bed, unable to do anything in the moon. She could only eat and sleep. The child was sleeping in a cradle by the bed. During the day, she couldn't bear to see the child and opened her eyes to see him.

The child was originally placed in a children's room that was already prepared and looked after by a special nanny. But she was so reluctant to give up the child that Mo Zihan could only leave the child in her room by her side during the day and leave it to the nanny at night.

Mo-tse han walked over, and Bai Mingyue was very light asleep. When he heard the noise, he opened his eyes and looked at him. Mo-tse looked down at her. "Are you done breastfeeding the baby?"

Bai Mingyue nodded and said nothing. Mo Zihan had gotten used to her silence these days. Although it was not a good feeling to see her like this, it was also a good cover for his emotions.

He sat next to her, his lips curved with a gentle and doting smile, and touched her hair. "Then I'll take the child out to play, and you can have a good rest. We'll have dinner later. Are you going out to eat, or are you going to have the food brought in?"

Bai Mingyue turned around and avoided his touch without a trace. Mo Zihan's hand slipped to one side and his eyes dimmed. She was still unhappy with him, and he could feel it.

She still did not speak. Mo-tse looked at her for a while and saw her close her eyes. He knew that she wasn't sleeping, and that she was lying in bed all day long during the confinement period. How could she sleep so easily? But he didn't say anything. There were some things he couldn't rush, and he couldn't rush her.

After all, he was the one who kept her in the dark for so long. Others had also witnessed that she had been misunderstood and made difficult by her own mother, but she never told the truth. She would not understand, and it would not be so easy to forgive him. He knew all about it.

The baby in the cradle was sleeping soundly, with a small mouth and drooling bubbles, which were inexplicably cute. Mo Zihan looked at Chen Chen, his face even softer. He bent down to pick up the child, took a look at his wife who was lying on her side quietly on the bed, and finally said nothing, turned and walked out of the room.

Putting the child in Cai Shuya's hands, Cai Shuya rarely smiled.

"Chen Chen, my little baby." She hugged the child and kept kissing his little face, not knowing what to say. At first glance, the child's eyes and eyebrows looked like Ming Yue, but the charm of his facial features was Mo Zihan's shadow.

Cai Shuya looked at the sleeping baby, happy and disappointed. If only Ming Yue was really her child. Now, could she accompany her daughter, take her little grandson, and watch him grow up day by day?

She felt satisfied just thinking about this life. But now it was all an extravagance. Cai Shuya held the child and looked left and right. He couldn't see enough and couldn't bear to let go.

"Sir, dinner is ready." The servant prepared the meal, said, and then said, "Would you like to bring in a portion for the young madam now?"

Mo Zihan nodded. "Bring the prepared ones. I'll take them in."

During this time, Bai Mingyue spent most of his time eating in his room. Ever since she was discharged from the hospital, she had stayed in her room and never came out. Although Mo Zihan was worried, he followed her. It was only after every meal that he personally brought it in and watched her finish that he was relieved.