Never deeply in love

She stared at Cai Shuya for a moment, forcing cai shuya into tears, "Yingxue, you don't need to know this. You don't need to know this. Listen to mom. This person..."

"Shut up!" Shangguan yingxue interrupted her angrily. Her eyes widened. "You're not my mother!"

Cai Shuya paused and looked at her eyes filled with pain and despair. She lowered her eyes and kept shaking her head. "Don't care about this person's affairs, don't ask, don't ask. He's not a good person. He's not a good father."

"Heh." Shangguan smiled coldly and realized that she was a little excited. She glanced at the surprised or inquiring eyes of the guests in the nearby seats. She took a deep breath and calmed herself down as she brushed the hair that had fallen on her cheeks.

"Don't worry, my father is the chairman of the Shangguan group, and my mother is from a prestigious family. Don't you know that? I will ask him, just to find out what kind of person your husband is. It doesn't mean anything else. Don't think too much."

Disdain and disdain in his words were like a sharp knife, piercing Cai Shuya's heart. Cai Shuya looked at her in a daze, her eyes misty, but she tried desperately to hold back. Shangguan Yingxue looked at her coldly, his face expressionless.

Cai Shuya looked down. "Yes, yes, I know, I know."

I can't tell if I'm sad or disappointed. She knew that Shangguan Yingxue would never recognize her and would never accept parents like her and Bai Guoqiang. But she still felt so miserable that she could not express it.

But she didn't blame Shangguan Yingxue. She only hated herself. She hated why she married a man like Bai Guoqiang and had children for him. I also hated myself for changing my own child back then.

Cai Shuya had mixed feelings in her heart, but out of a mother's concern for her child, she could not help but persuade him, "Yingxue, Bai Guoqiang is a gambler, ignorant and incompetent. He can do anything for money. You must not, must not have anything to do with this man, let alone let him know about you, your relationship with him."

Gambler? Her biological father was an ignorant gambler! The fingers holding the coffee cup slowly closed, and Shangguan Yingxue clenched his fist with great force, his knuckles turning green and gray.

Her eyes were half lowered and her face was extremely gloomy. Even if she didn't want to accept them, she couldn't help but imagine in her heart what kind of person her biological father would be.

After all, it was normal for her to have hope because of the endless destruction of such things as kinship. But Cai Shuya's words, and the way she spoke about that man, were like the only warmth she had about her own flesh and blood, completely drenched in her heart.

"Waiter, the bill!" After a while, Shangguan Yingxue took out a pink bill from his bag and threw it on the table. He got up and left without looking at Cai Shuya again.

Cai shuya saw her leave suddenly and thought she was unhappy. She grabbed her handbag and hurriedly got up to follow her. "Yingxue, Yingxue..."

But Shangguan Yingxue walked so fast that he did not look back and quickly pushed open the coffee shop door and strode away.

Xuan Rouxin chased out the door and watched Shangguan get on a shiny red bmw. She couldn't help but stop and couldn't move any further. She stood there in a daze until the car started far away, and she could not help but feel sad.

Her life and Yingxue's life today were basically two worlds apart. The distance between them was so far, so far that she felt that perhaps in her life, she could not hear Yingxue call her mother.

Driving back to the Shangguan group, Shangguan Yingxue headed straight to his office. When the group's staff managers saw her, they immediately took the initiative to greet her. "Hello, manager Shangguan."

"Yes." Shangguan yingxue raised her chin high, looking proud and reserved, but a smile appeared on her face, and her mood improved a lot.

Shangguan Jingchen arranged for her to be in the administrative department and put her on the position of general manager of the administrative department, with a manager and deputy manager working with her. It was obvious to everyone that the big miss of the Shangguan family was still in the training stage when she came to the company.

But even so, who would dare to offend her?

Shangguan Yingxue's vanity was greatly gratified by the way all the employees in the group treated her with respect. He was glad that he had heard Mo Xiaoran's words and finally got into the company.

But when Shangguan Yingxue thought of Cai Shuya and the nearly unbearable father Bai Guoqiang she was talking about, Shangguan Yingxue's face darkened again. With such parents, it seems that even his noble status has been devalued.

If she could not give her such a respectable status and status, then she might as well treat it as if she had no biological parents like them.

Thinking of this, Shangguan Yingxue's face hardened and he couldn't help but gnash his teeth. She was lost in thought and did not hear Shangguan Jingchen walking towards her behind her, calling her several times in a row.

"Yingxue!" Seeing that she did not answer, Shangguan Jingchen frowned and quickly stepped forward to press her slender shoulder.

Shangguan Yingxue was startled and jumped away, his face turning white. "Brother! You scared me to death."

She patted her chest and complained.

Shangguan Jingchen smiled and looked at her with some heartache. "What's wrong? I was so absorbed in my thoughts that I told you to ignore me several times."

"Really? I didn't hear it." Shangguan yingxue said, hiding her eyes.

"Are you tired from your first day at work?" Shangguan Jingchen asked again, his eyes full of concern.

"It's okay, brother. I can do it." Shangguan Yingxue, of course, would not show any weakness in front of him. He smiled as quickly as he could and hugged Shangguan Jingchen's arm to act coquettishly. "Don't you believe that I can do my job well?"

Half true and half false, she could tell that Shangguan Jingchen really cared about her. Therefore, although she was not interested in the work at all, she did not want Shangguan Jingchen to notice.

No matter what, she must stay in the company. Mo Xiaoran was right. She didn't know anything about Shangguan family's businesses. She had to stay at the company so that she could have a way out in the future.

Besides, she didn't lie. After all, the identity of Shangguan family's miss is still here, no matter how the outside world spread, as long as the Shangguan family did not make a statement, she is still the daughter of the company, the group's daughter, who dares to let her do things. All that could be done was left to the manager at hand, at most to her to preside over a meeting.

Therefore, she was not tired.

Shangguan Jingchen patted her on the shoulder, smiling warmly and comfortingly. "Of course I trust you. It's good that you think so."

Shangguan Yingxue smiled. "Brother, I'm going to work."

"Go ahead." Shangguan Jingchen said, just as the other department heads came to ask him to sign, he didn't say anything.

Shangguan Yingxue turned around and walked into his office. The smile on his face gradually cooled. She must not lose this beautiful and respectable life. She threw her bag on the sofa next to the office, and the woman sat on the swivel chair at her desk.

Thinking of Cai Shuya's words, Shangguan Yingxue couldn't tell what it felt like, and she felt a little unhappy. It's probably because people have some bad habits. Things they don't see with their own eyes always feel uncomfortable and unwilling.

She thought about it and took out her cell phone to make a call. "Hey, find someone over there for me... Arrange it after you find him. I want to meet this person!"

As she spoke, she hung up!

With her toes pointed, the swivel chair turned and she stared at the office window. A sharp gleam flashed in her eyes. When she saw that man, if he was as bad as Cai Shuya said, then she had to find a way to make them disappear completely.

At least, don't show up in front of her. She was constantly reminded that she was not the daughter of the Shangguan family. It was a constant reminder of how terrible her biological parents were. She always felt that the things she could enjoy right now, fame, wealth and status, would one day leave her!

The woman's fingers held the phone harder and harder, her knuckles faintly turning white, and her face was even gloomier! There was a determination in her eyes. No, she would never allow such a thing to happen!

After meeting Shangguan Yingxue, Cai Shuya felt uneasy. Bai Guoqiang had hurt her so much that even though she had been rid of him for a long time, she still seemed unable to get out of his shadow.

But there was no one around her who could be trusted to tell her about it. After thinking about it, Cai Shuya finally called Mo Zihan. At night, she came to Leisure park villa.

I haven't been here for a long time, and I don't know how Ming Yue is doing. Cai Shuya's mood was extremely complicated. When she came, Bai Mingyue was holding Chen Chen and playing with him on the living room carpet. There were small toys everywhere.

Seeing her, she paused and handed the child to the nanny.

"You're here." Bai Mingyue came over and personally brought her a glass of water." Have you eaten?" He asked."

The calm expression on her face eased Cai Shuya's nervous and uneasy heart. But the alienation in her words, no longer as intimate and warm as before, made Cai Shuya feel uncomfortable.

"Yes." Cai Shuya reluctantly pretended to be fine and took a sip of the water she handed him. But the cup in his hand was clearly trembling.

Bai Mingyue's eyes flashed and he wanted to say something, but he felt speechless. Finally, she looked away. "How's it going to be living there alone?"

Besides asking her some questions, she really couldn't think of anything else to say between them. Although, at this moment, she was very calm, all the previous resentment, all the hatred, seemed to be gone.

Time, indeed, was a good medicine, but it was only a few months, and the original feeling of unforgivable deception, the pain that pierced through the heart, was actually so calm down.