Never deeply in love

But even then, she and Cai Shuya could not go back to their old, intimate relationship. Some things, no longer care, no longer sad, does not mean that it is over. At least, she knew that Cai Shuya couldn't get through it either.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have been so guilty and cautious when she saw her, inadvertently reminding her of how she had hurt her.

Cai Shuya lowered her head and held back the bitter tears in her eyes. "Okay, okay, I'm doing fine. Zi Han has arranged such a good place for me to live and arranged for someone to help me clean up. I... I'm fine."

Bai Mingyue smiled. "That's good."

Cai Shuya felt even more uncomfortable. The damage she had done to Ming Yue was unforgivable. The more Bai Mingyue cared about her, the more guilty and uneasy she felt. Neither of them spoke for a long time.

In the living room, except for the sound of Chen Chen's babbling and the sound of the nanny playing with him, a cramped and oppressive atmosphere spread between them.

Bai Mingyue lowered his eyes slightly, trying to break the silence, but could not find any topic. Something seemed to be tugging at his heart, making it uncomfortable. She never thought that she and Cai Shuya, the mother she loved and relied on the most, would end up like this.

Fortunately, at this moment, steady and powerful footsteps sounded at the door. Mo Zihan came back and saw Cai Shuya. He glanced at Bai Mingyue and called out, "Mom."

As he spoke, he walked in and asked, "What do you want from me?"

Cai shuya had called him before he arrived, so he rarely arrived home early today. After the year, the company had a lot of things to do, not to mention that Ruan Qixuan and yang ruo, the celebrity couple, had announced their relationship.

Bai Mingyue got up. He knew how busy Mo Zihan was these days. Originally, she was surprised that he had come home so early this morning, but when she heard what he said, she looked at Cai Shuya doubtfully, not knowing what she wanted from Mo-tse han.

She pursed her lips, though strangely, but did not ask. He stepped forward and took the briefcase from Mo Zihan's hand, as well as the jacket he had taken off and put on his arm. "I'll get it back to your room first."

She said softly. Mo-tse smiled at her coldly, grabbed her and kissed her on the face, looking calm. He often did this kind of thing, even after he went to work, he didn't know when he had developed this habit.

He didn't feel anything, but Bai Mingyue's face was burning, and he blushed a little. He glared at him, then turned around and walked into the room with his things. During this period of time, her mood eased a lot, and she rarely did anything about Mo Zihan.

Seeing how much they loved each other, Cai Shuya could not help but feel comfortable. The guilt and uneasiness eased a little. Fortunately, Ming Yue was happy now. As long as she was happy, she would feel better.

Mo-tse han sat down on the sofa and the servant brought him a cup of tea. He took a sip and looked at Cai Shuya.

Cai Shuya came back to his senses and thought about it, but he didn't know how to say it. For a moment, it was hard to say it.

Mo Zihan frowned. "Mom, are you in trouble?"

"No, no, no." Cai Shuya quickly denied, hesitated, and finally asked, "Well, Zi Han, I wanted to ask you about Bai Guoqiang."

"Why did you suddenly think of him?" Mo Zihan frowned and looked at Cai Shuya in disbelief.

Cai Shuya sighed, her eyes clouded with gloom. Except for Mo Zihan, she kept these words in her heart. She didn't know who to talk to or discuss them with anyone.

"I just don't feel at ease. That man ruined my life and made Ming Yue follow me... And suffer a lot." At the mention of this, Cai Shuya could not help but cry bitterly. "I was afraid, afraid that he would find us again."

I haven't heard from that man for a long time, and I haven't seen him again. But Cai Shuya still didn't get rid of his feelings completely. Instead, he occasionally felt flustered. The more she didn't know anything about the man, the more she was afraid that he would suddenly find her one day.

The fear in her eyes was so obvious that Bai Mingyue, who had just come out of the room, stopped when she heard Cai Shuya's words. When she thought of the days that she had lived in the past, and Cai Shuya's desperate care for her, she could not help but feel a little heartbroken.

"Don't worry, he won't find you." Mo Zihan said, his eyes firm, "I won't let him hurt you and Ming Yue again."

He did not notice Bai Mingyue standing not far behind him. Cai Shuya was in a state of confusion at the thought of Bai Guoqiang and did not notice her. Hearing Mo Zihan's words, she still felt uneasy and said anxiously, "But I'm afraid of Yingxue. She... She already knows that Bai Guoqiang is her father, and I'm worried that she will..."

She said anxiously, but did not know how to continue. In fact, she knew that even so, Bai Guoqiang could not know that yingxue was his daughter, or that she might not be hurt. However, she was still worried.

She was worried that Shangguan yingxue would go to Bai Guoqiang. If that man knew about this, she wouldn't even dare to think about the consequences.

She did not see Bai Mingyue standing not far away. When she heard her words, she saw her worried expression on Shangguan Yingxue's face, and her heart couldn't stop sinking. All the intolerance and nostalgia went cold.

"Shangguan Yingxue?" Mo-tse frowned, puzzled, and asked faintly, "What will happen to her?"

"I was worried that she would go to Bai Guoqiang." Cai Shuya said anxiously, "She came to see me today and specifically asked me about Bai Guoqiang. I didn't expect her to ask about this man. I was really afraid of her. I was afraid that she might have something to do with Bai Guoqiang."

When Mo Zihan heard this, he immediately understood something. He pulled the corners of his lips and looked at Cai Shuya with a heavy look. "What do you want me to do when you tell me this?"

"I..." Cai Shuya choked and sensed the change in Mo Zihan's attitude. He probably didn't care about Shangguan Yingxue at all. But now, who else could she ask for help but Mo Zihan?

"I don't mean anything else, Zi Han. I just hope you can help me find Bai Guoqiang. I want to know where he is. As long as Yingxue doesn't go to him, I'll be relieved." Cai Shuya steeled himself and pleaded in a low voice.

In her opinion, as long as she knew where the great white man was now, at least if Shangguan Yingxue went there to find him, she would know and stop him in time.

But before Mo Zihan could say anything, Bai Mingyue came over, because at home, she was wearing soft cotton slippers and walked almost soundlessly. It was not until she opened her mouth to speak that Cai Shuya realized that she did not know when she appeared in the living room.

"So, you came here to find zi han for your daughter Shangguan Yingxue, right?" Bai Mingyue said softly, looking straight at her.

Cai Shuya's face froze, and he quickly stood up, pale from her gaze. "Ming Yue, I didn't mean that. I just..."

"Needless to say." Bai Mingyue interrupted her, unable to tell whether she was in pain or sad. Cai Shuya knew what Shangguan Yingxue was thinking about Mo Zihan, and how much prejudice she had against Shangguan Yingxue, but she still came to ask her husband for help in her affairs. How ridiculous.

"Ming Yue, don't misunderstand." Mo Zihan got up and walked towards her. No one knew better than him how deeply Bai Mingyue had a prejudice against Shangguan Yingxue. Just as he was about to explain, Bai Mingyue shook his head.

"You don't have to explain. I didn't misunderstand." She opened the corners of her lips and smiled. But the expression on his face was a little sad.

She fixed her eyes on Cai Shuya and hardened her heart, "I'm sorry. Zi Han is my husband. I don't like him meddling in other women's affairs. So, he can't help you with this."

Mo Zihan could not help but hold her trembling shoulders, his heart overflowing with pain. When had he ever seen this woman make her own decisions in front of her own affairs? It was conceivable how much she hated Shangguan yingxue, and how much she felt about Cai Shuya's actions.

It was also at this moment that Cai Shuya realized what harm she had done to white Ming Yue. Tears welled up in her eyes and she didn't know what to say. She really didn't think much about it before. She was just worried about Shangguan Yingxue and couldn't find anyone else to discuss it, so she came to Mo Zihan.

In her anxiety, she ignored Shangguan Yingxue's hurt to bai Ming Yue, her obsession with Mo Zihan, and their awkward relationship. Seeing how much she cared about Yingxue, how could Ming Yue feel better?

"Ming Yue, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Mom really had no choice, so she asked zihan to discuss it. I didn't want him to get involved in Yingxue's affairs. I really didn't mean that." Cai Shuya explained hurriedly.

Bai Mingyue pursed her lips and stood stiffly. Her face looked as if she was crying or smiling. "She's your own daughter. You should care about her. I understand. However, I can't accept that my husband is meddling in her affairs because of your request."

"Stop it." Mo Zihan pulled her into his arms and saw that her mood, which had been difficult to calm down for a while, had fluctuated again. He was somewhat dissatisfied with Cai Shuya and said coldly, "Ming Yue and I are ready to go to Paris for vacation next month. I may not have time to deal with your matter."

Cai Shuya's eyes were red. There was no point in saying anything about asking him for help. She hurriedly said, "No, no!" Then he asked, "Are you going to Paris?"

Bai Mingyue lowered her eyes, a trace of pain in her eyes. Originally, she was going to tell her. But somehow, the awkward atmosphere between them made her speechless. And she didn't expect Cai Shuya to come here not to see her, but to see Shangguan Yingxue.

How could this not make her sad and feel ironic? What was she hoping for? Shangguan Yingxue was her own daughter.